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written, recorded, and published by @foreignforest and @fatherfuneral
produced by @scottysplash

lyrics:

foreign forest:
build me up and you break me down
oh you build me up and you break me down
but you never know i don't make a sound
but you never know i don't make a sound
build me up and you break me down
oh you build me up and you break me down
but you never know i don't make a sound
but you never know i don't make a sound

so many things i'd rather do instead
than be locked up in my head
gotta take a pill just to fuckin' rest
only thing that keeps a barrel from my fuckin' chest

deep october:
can't count on the rain
i can count on the pain though
i've heard a lot of awful takes
all of them sound the same though
i need rules and laws to break
as i slip thru a k hole
that looks a lot like your halo
angel
i saw your face in a dream once
i stalked that memory for three months
years go by, you still look the same
as you did that time you said we could make it
but, no. 

foreign forest:
build me up and you break me down
oh you build me up and you break me down
but you never know i don't make a sound
but you never know i don't make a sound
build me up and you break me down
oh you build me up and you break me down
but you never know i don't make a sound
but you never know i don't make a SHH!

deep october:
i know the place where you go when you hide
i know you'll face it alone when you die
i know the place where you go when you hide
i know you'll face it alone when you die
die
hide
when you die

i saw ur face in a dream once ft. deep october (prod. scottysplash)

if it ws jus a problem
if u been thru all this shit
why u sound so excited

yuh balenciaga bag
if i like then i buy it

heavy shit up on my body got me feeling exhausted

yeah, im just by my on
yeah im smoking exotic

and all this shi jus got me tired and i dont know how to help it
trynna do the things i like, but lately it all feels so boring
see the people outside my window that i dont know how to deal with
i dont know how to feel it
i just know its going down

im feeling risky, might risk it
i move lowkey feelin like a ##target
i dont like you thats my only problem
i dont trust uu, das why ion wolve it

i dont give a fuck, i need payments
yeah, cut your throat, that shi stainless
cant give a fuck ab ur name then
cant give a fuxk about anything uu do

yeah im on my bag ya
isso eu sei yuh
isso eu sei yuh
eu dei minha vida por vc gurl
lido c essa porra tão sem emoção

uu know nthn bout me girll
left me by mself
i cannot believe no
mas no fim eu me sinto bem eu conto bands now
im walkin hard right on my shit, its been so easy to forget

target (arisu)

new benz (feat. house key)[prod. by killedmyself]

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im good at being lonely cant u tell

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Summer Solstice [prod. Solsa]

much love to @emofruits for always fw me <3 prod by @antw0music enjoy

LYRICS:
[intro/hook: $eejay]
lookin at the scars thats on my neck
u dont know the pain thats in my head
i got all this weight thats on my chest
i dont know i feel like im better off dead

[verse: $eejay]
lookin at the scars thats on my neck
matter fact, fuck everything u ever said
told me that u liked me just to get inside my head
i dont feel the same yeah, i dont feel shit

i don't feel shit now, i fuck a bitch now
yah, same old me but im rich now
keep a clip 'round, shawty strip down
got her suckin on my dick when she go down
keep a fo' around, in case it go down
yah, comin from the block, just know we hold down
she don't know now, she don't know how
yah, xo shawty she goin hold down

she goin hold down, she goin hold down
xo shawty she goin hold down
she goin hold down, she goin hold down
xo shawty she goin hold down

[verse 2: emo fruits]
got a couple 30s
pop another one
play ya cards right
i might leave u sum
need a new bitch that can hold it down
cus my old girl dont come around
look up at the sky
watch it cry
got a couple pills on ur mind
look at the time baby
is there something u want baby
got the scars up on my neck
its the shit i cant forget
u never loved me like u said
i couldn't hurt u like u did

follow ☋ emo fruits ☋

scars on my neck ft. emo fruits (prod. antw0)

prod. Anxiety Attacks! x cFee! x Bruce Leen
guitar/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, yeah
it's only right I spend some time by your side, yeah
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you know I'll be there if you need me, 
I'll be here as long as I'm breathing
heaven down to hell when you're leaving, 
holding onto hope, & I'm thinking ya...

I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

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The Heart & The Knife

still numb *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

it won’t be fine (prod. 2k6)

emo fruits, jaseeeen, cig - NO NAP (prod. 2K6)

@fuckrubbish

cover art by spookygang
https://spooky.land/

i cant even focus
i been feelin off
this sadness my religion
and i cant ever drop it
makin bad decisions
with the baddest bitches
look at how the stars shine
i wont ever be that bright

kill em all with kindness
right on the asphalt
ill leave my life behind
can u even spare a thought?
gimme a reason
i shouldnt say goodbye
look at how her eyes shine
i could die happy tonight
yeah ive said it before
it wouldnt be the same
i filled ur mind with lies
you cant forgive me again
this time its all on me
just sit down and listen please
were runnin in circles
this cycles starting to show
cant help but think of u always
when i get too overwhelmed
baby were no good for eachother even if we want it
nobody ever came too close to you
im just bein honest for once

dont take this out on me
just let go and let me breathe
nobody's ever got me like u do
and i just wanna forget the girl that i knew

yeah she ran away from me
and now she gon make a scene
she pulled out my heart
set it aflame
and let the whole damn world see
i jus wanna know if ur good
yeah baby im doin alright
never felt less understood
but i still wanna see u at night
i wish that u would
i wish that we could
work this all out
be together forever
but it can never be the same
blow my whole check on a ticket to see u again
im done waitin for u in the rain
takes 2 long to make up ur brain
all u know ab is pain
and all i wanna see is ur face
but these walls close in
put pressure to my skull
keep ur gun loaded
and keep my mind in holdin
i feel more lonely with u
than i do alone
paint the walls with my blood
like a withering rose

new benz (feat. house key)[prod. by killedmyself]

shy