NF - 3 A.M (Rookie Remix)

$teez

Yo, stoned but I can still hold a message,
Together we were vowed, yeah, that shit was destined,
Late night messages, you undressing,
Texting, phone died, couldn’t save the blessing.

Past midnight, you came to my home,
Third zone, district line, girl, you roamed,
Knew I was in that mood by my monotone-tone,
Uber rides, yeah, it was a stone’s throw.

Like a bad habit, you keep coming back,
Good for me, but it feels like something bad,
That I could've had, but I ain't looking back,
Just reminiscing, but fuck that, it’s whack.

We had sex in the kitchen, different positions,
Missionary’s rare, but I watch the sweat glisten,
Worked the show like a magician,
But I kept on wishing, maybe things could be different.

Used to get high, talk about life,
But I could never picture you ever being wife,
Ever since that time, shit ain't felt the same,
Chess moves, you loved playing the mental game.

Addicted to lust, evasion of trust,
Used to be just us, automatic in the back of the truck,
Couldn’t put you down, constantly attached,
But sometimes, it feels like I got a bad batch.

Intervention for my addiction, I restricted myself,
Thought I had it under control, never cried for help,
But like the casino, dealt with the cards I was dealt,
Swimming in the deep end, no Michael Phelps.

Dreams and nightmares, they made me meek,
Weak for just a sneak peek,
Heat seek, always down for the mission,
These days, I learned to utilize restrictions.

Yo, stoned but I can still hold a message,
Together we were vowed, yeah, that shit was destined,
Late night messages, you undressing,
Texting, phone died, couldn’t save the blessing.

Past midnight, you came to my home,
Third zone, district line, girl, you roamed,
Knew I was in that mood by my monotone-tone,
Uber rides, yeah, it was a stone’s throw.

Like a bad habit, you keep coming back,
Good for me, but it feels like something bad,
That I could've had, but I ain't looking back,
Just reminiscing, but fuck that, it’s whack.

We had sex in the kitchen, different positions,
Missionary’s rare, but I watch the sweat glisten,
Worked the show like a magician,
But I kept on wishing, maybe things could be different.

Used to get high, talk about life,
But I could never picture you ever being wife,
Ever since that time, shit ain't felt the same,
Chess moves, you loved playing the mental game.

Addicted to lust, evasion of trust,
Used to be just us, automatic in the back of the truck,
Couldn’t put you down, constantly attached,
But sometimes, it feels like I got a bad batch.

Intervention for my addiction, I restricted myself,
Thought I had it under control, never cried for help,
But like the casino, dealt with the cards I was dealt,
Swimming in the deep end, no Michael Phelps.

Dreams and nightmares, they made me meek,
Weak for just a sneak peek,
Heat seek, always down for the mission,
These days, I learned to utilize restrictions.

Stranger Than Fiction [Demo]

RIP XXXTENTACION

Original Song: Jocelyn Flores - xxxtentacion

(Hook)
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind girl, I was hoping that
I don't wanna pretend there's something, we're nothing
I've been stuck thinking bout' her, can't hold back

(Verse)
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
I've been tripped by some things I can't change
Suicidal, same time I maintain, fuck this thing
Get a phone call, I had nobody but myself
Ain't nobody callin my cell
I had lost faith in myself
never wanted to be like everyone else
just another lost one
Not looking for materialistic things
Not looking for the most expensive and shiniest things
Because I know what pain it brings
Peekin through the windows, looking for you
I used to have a heart now its broken in two
its beating me down until my whole body bruised
but there's something Ive been needing to say to you and I

(Hook)

(Verse)
Some things just never leave my brain
Some times I feel like I'm insane
As the days go by, I live these lies
And I'm stuck in neverending pain
Dont see myself living past 22
Mind and heart trapped me, catch 22
Blood in me but I'm feeling so blue
Wondering when all of this will fall through
crazy for you to criticize
my life you tried to minimize
you fucked up in the head if you think I cant see through all your lies
For once let's say our goodbyes 
As we move on with our lifes
You go live your life happy because I'm not making it to 25
Fuck everyone who played me
you're the reason for my pain lately
I'm done asking for help I dont need anyone to save me
So stop acting like you know me
you the reason why I'm lonely
leave me the fuck alone, just let me die slowly

(Hook)

D E A D

Leo Noir (@noir.leoo)