This track ain’t about wisdom or grace — it’s about waking up hungover in your own life. With grit in his voice and humor like a busted hymn, Ellis Wilder leans into the mess: tighty whities ridin’ up, fast food wrappers on the floor, and a heart too tender for the grind. “Gettin’ Old Blues” is a millennial fever dream wrapped in denim, self-loathing, and defiant self-love.

📸 Dirty Americana meets queer existentialism.
🎸 For the late bloomers, burnout kids, and anyone still trying to figure it out.

Gettin’ Old Blues

Southern Heat

Dark Eyes

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[Intro]

(whisper…)
They only climb…
when you hold the ladder up…
(cloud drift…)
But Jesus held me…
when nobody showed up…
(hmmm…)

⸻

[Verse 1]

I was stuck in the glow of a pill,
heart numb, vision still,
devils in my bloodstream just tryna get a meal.
People said brother but they used me for the climb,
had their foot on my shoulders while they smiled in my eyes.

Told me it was Jesus but they lied with they chest,
it was all self-praise, they just hid it in a vest.
Took my pain, used my story like a key to they fame,
but when I fell off, they were first to say my name.

Rumors like weed smoke when the wind hit quick,
mocked me in private, made jokes real slick.
Said I was the one broken… but look at ’em now —
they need someone beneath just to feel that crown.

⸻

[Pre-Chorus]

I was holdin’ up ladders for people who never cared,
while my soul was collapsing, they just stood there and stared.
But the One who redeemed me never lifted a blade —
He lifted me, even when I couldn’t lift my own name.
(hush…)

⸻

[Chorus]

Läddërs…
Everybody climbin’ when they see your back strong…
Läddërs…
They don’t want to grow — they just want you to hold on.
Läddërs…
They talk about love, but the actions all wrong…
Läddërs…
But Jesus never switched, He been solid all along.

(cloud drift…)
I ain’t fallin’, I ain’t foldin’, I ain’t breakin’ no more…
Läddërs…
God carried me higher when they pushed me to the floor.

⸻

[Verse 2]

They kicked me out the cult, called it “saving my soul,”
but it really was fear — they’d lose control.
Took my pain to the pulpit, preached it like a joke,
while inside they were rotting from the lies they spoke.

I was drowning, but Jesus never let me sink,
washed my eyes with the truth I was scared to think.
Now my faith real strong, heart clean like dawn,
I’m closer to the Lord than I’ve ever been on.

People like them never rise on their own,
they stand on your spine just to sit on a throne.
But I crawled from the rubble, wiped the dust off my sleeve,
now it’s Holy Ghost breath every time that I breathe.

⸻

[Bridge]

(soft echo…)
They said I’d never change… (never…)
They said I’d never heal… (never…)
But I’m living proof of the grace that’s real…
And the ones that mocked
can’t touch what He sealed.
(still…)

⸻

[Chorus]

Läddërs…
Everybody climbin’ when they see your back strong…
Läddërs…
They don’t want to grow — they just want you to hold on.
Läddërs…
They talk about love, but the actions all wrong…
Läddërs…
But Jesus never switched, He been solid all along.

I ain’t fallin’, I ain’t foldin’, I ain’t breakin’ no more…
Läddërs…
God carried me higher when they pushed me to the floor.

⸻

[Outro]

So let ’em climb somewhere else…
I’m not your platform, I’m His vessel.
No more ladders on my back…
just the wings He gave me.
(quiet…)
Läddërs fade…
but Jesus stays.

Läddërs

Elahi

Stay With Me Tonight

Tonight  🫆

“Nutcracker” flips Christmas folklore into a gritty street legend.

This track tells the cinematic rise of Rude Dolph, a reindeer who grew up bullied and overlooked until he reinvented himself as the Frostbite King of the North Pole. Armed with his chrome Nutcracker, peppermint-trigger rifles, and a crew of streetwise elves, Rude Dolph takes on the one man who controlled Christmas — Santa Claws, the OG frost himself.

This isn’t your typical holiday track.

It’s a dark winter tale, a gangster fairy tale carved from snow and smoke, packed with
icy punchlines, cold metaphors, and a storyline that plays like a hood Christmas movie.

The beat hits heavy.
The bars cut sharp.

And the world of the North Pole gets reimagined through violence, power, loyalty, and revenge.

With its mix of humor, street storytelling, and explosive imagery, “Nutcracker” is a bold holiday anthem — a twisted Christmas classic in the making.

Nutcracker

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Zero Hour

Yung Malo creates music addressing socio-economic, political, and environmental issues giving listeners 360 insight and perspective.


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