i obviously was never in the studio with Clara La San but these her vocal chops. Credit goes to Lyric Walls and Clara La San for the samples..


i get lonely when you're not here and this darkness appears, leaving me stranded.
Lyrics::

feelin’ like a heathen yeah im goin’ off the deepend

been felt like im guardin why cant you just feel what im feelin

im waitin on this whore she b s at the door no longer poor me thinkin’ bout my choices what im doing where im going i cant find shit that really matter what’s the matter are you crying? i dont know what to say if i said no i would be lying, cast a spell upon myself i need some xans to calm the health, if i don’t get some help i think i’ll burst and scream and yell

take a step back cuz nella pulled up with the pa ck 

it’s dankin’, rankin’ take a whiff this shit will singe your nose hairs buitch im flyin’ never lyin off the cayenne spicy pepper promise i could change your mind i only need a minute of your time

im whippin’, dippin’,  talkin’ ees that shit my clique im producing while fucking your bitch and hittin’ licks

think that you can call this a game but not yet im really it, you know the last of my kind from the reade’s im finna split 

this shit open like a diamond im all dressed up in rhinestones, that crack, its from a vinyl hello? im richie lionel, dont know where finna i’m go alone, ill take the long road again i guess its my time to go, hoe

---

it’s not a new feeling, waking up every day sad
thoughts emotions emptiness im lyin’ on my death bed
thinking bout you lately shit that got me stuck in my head
keep fuckin’ with these drugs and we both know ima end up dead
hopin’ you dont want that, hoping you’ll come back to me 

hopin’ one day i can finally show the new me, im talkin’ to myself self-doubt cant really flee me, im lyin here i’m barely breathing, useless like we all see 
lets speed this shit up cuz i aint ever goin’ fast enough
feelin’ like its autumn with the leaves falling around us 
red, yellow orange thats the colours that be founding
now im really wishin that i didn’t fuck around bruh 
the seasons will change
but ill wait forever 

i want to forget 
but it feels like a repeat
brain’s stuck on overdrive, a million thoughts a minute 
im tryna get this all this shit on paper when i think it 

loosing all these lyrics cuz i cant stay attended
one day they gon’ call yung fraser lieutenant
this the final message, im done tryna get thru
at this point its your loss im sipping on that red blue

THE FALL

NELLA - IN THIS DARKNESS [p. LYRIC WALLS x GISABELLA x YUNGBRAE]

me and @yomvrk finally hitting a fucking track together.

caniborrowabuck

0. @yomvrk x iblamebrae "CANIBORROWABUCK" prod. underdog! x gassmoker

original beat: EMOK https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xaoxa9W54UE

this is what im feelin think i finally found my passion
all these sleepless nights of battles til i had dreams of full crowds
started pullin to the shows and im just left wonderin how

hows it feel
to have fans 
was a dream but now i know
whippin moms car lately on the daily gotta serve the packs. eatin fish filet the days okay we countin up the racks. this girl on my lap shes actin twacked she says she wants the clap. i dont mind ill simply spend my time downloading plugin cracks 

i dont need a baseline slong as i just got this melody 

suicidal thoughts up in my mind i tell them im not ready 
thought it was my end but no my friend we’re only getting steady
life up in the background feelin ready for this toxic city
thought i was gon kill myself i almost let myself bleed out i screamed i sobbed all on the floor until i heard a knocking door

brae you gotta stop you’re on the clock its time to get to work 
fuck i should’ve known but now im torn i feel the devlish horns 
i dont wanna do this anymwore its feeling like a chore im seeing therapists i cut my wrists to make it go away 

im talkin to the nurse she says the stitching heals up in a day. now i think im bleeding on the inside cruisin down to pyruvate
chillin wit my brother jerm you know hes posted by my side. told him gotta liq im bringing dev hes comin for the ride they askin whats the addy drop it fast and then we comin by
i do stay lonely but least i got these day ones by my side 

ballin classroom outfits damn im dressin up too much for this
im drippin out in geo wit a chleo think that was her name  
im droppin all these singles come and mingle we could make a track
i passed up what u tryna be and i aint even spend a rack

feelin’ like im veeze the way i pull up and donate the crack
girly came to my house cuz she was sayin you was wack
switchin up this flow damn its really time to go
i could flip and dip the o way before you even know

nah bitch im goin i never be stoppin i pull up im cocking the gun then im glocking
these hoes milly rockin’ while im just adopted 
im wylin im pilin take me to asylum
im hype and im firin up 

think  theres a pirate yup bro got the scurvy
but damn that bitch curvy
this the final line got the money on my mind
dont know im finna do but know im richer than u

waste your money on the scratch tickets
hopin one day youll pick the right one and make it out the projects
damn theres one more cycle got four more beats
see me drivin’ real slow while you motherfuckers weak

dont know what to say ima come back in a week
did some blow on the low and now im buzzin like im meek

XH MY GXD

3. iblamebrae - XH MY GXD. (yungbrae) [p. EMOK]

welcome to the fall, full EP coming soon. 
lyrics:1. when i start to speak everybody always listen up, king of the trap yungbrae that’s what we reppin yuh. bitch i feel like trash im talkin’ like ghostmane’s music channel when i sing heads will turn i’ll turn it to a rap battle 
2. bitch im xanny phantom you dont know, you could take a trip. phasing thru the walls like a fuckin counter-terrorist, put a hundred up my nose ima cease to exist dont tell me what to do bitch u ugly its hilarious 
3. my lyricism v empiricism based on facts. you wanna speak on word play check yo tracks. bitch im better than ever oh yeah no matter the weather yo bitch she light as a feather should really go on and tell her  
4. really need alprazolam to keep me calm, put the xanax to my brain and then there’s no second thoughts, feelin’ out of this world yet you would think that im a zom-bie mom just called the ambulance shes thinkin i will not breathe
5. Thoughts are suicidal creepin up inside my mind  man i'm fet up with this shit yeah im tired of always cryin  i ain't lyin, im really trying, having to change hsow i define, you do the crime you do the time i know that's true but i'm still blue
6. spending restless nights while i'm thinking bout you i still remember the weather from back when we together i cut my wrists and close the curtains yeah i lost you and it's hurting man i gotta find a way how to get up out this fucking  rain-  cloud“son we’re  proud” out loud- something i ain't ever heard. *feel* like i'm dying on the daily thin-king i'm just a burden. 
7. i know you'll never hear this shit but trust me i feel terrible getting back with exes man that shit is just unbearable

1. You gotta change as a person” maybe one day  i'll be worth it but lately ive been feelin so sad im closin the curtains on hoes that girl is a burden she playin, am i deserving of this you not gonna learn from this we pour up and sip on the triss 

1. caught up in my head while up i'm stuck up in my bed. monday evening, striped sweater, you're lookinlovelier than ever if you ask me how i'm doingyou'dbesurprised at how much better. bipolar dystrophy and tunnel vision yeah you bet i'll wet her.
2. mom is finally proud i quit the damn drugs  had to get my ass to school, but it was truly all were for you. igottabemovin on to new- things, seeinwhat'srightin front of me, hair dye kit- just bought new bleach- ill try a new identity. 
3. Watch me swing my blade lil bitch it's yungbrae  (shing) - if you try to test me you gon catch this motherfucking **fade**  (ay), i been fighting since a jit real shit now we paid, getting laid every day real problems on me, i been trapping never lackin real drugs on me 
4. see my plug hit me up but he cappin homie chills run down my spine keep the foot above the break- like a kitkat bitches wack i be always flyin

10. (OUTRO) iblamebrae - WHEN YOU GOT YOUR NAME (feat. Mitch) [p. GREAF x YUNGBRAE]

Check out DRUG$LUTT he produced this heavenly beat. https://www.youtube.com/@drugslutt9891
Lyrics:

just bought a new nascar shits gas goes fast  
see you smokin mids while im smokin on that ass grass
dont know what to make of me im trappin in the badlands
feelin like a savage brand new patek not an addict man 

welcome to the autumn where the leaves start to fall
just when you think you had it, yeah, you start to fucking ball
i could ball all day throw these bands in your face 
feelin’ ignant see my pigment but ill give you a fresh case

⚠️ 

WE NOT CONFORMING TO SOCIALNORMALITIES
this shit reality turnt up the gravity
turnt to a tragedy that hoe got mad at me 
but i guess that she just said it too averagely 

cuz now im sleepin’ we way off the deepend 
the birds are out cheapin’ we high on on the weekend
im missin my momma she d on’t let me sleep in 
im up steady grindin’ at 10 am shinin’ ay

talk bout my life cuz that shit really wack
and i dont smoke that crack but bella’s in the back
and that girl comin’ back you know she need this pack
and im smackin and wackin them dudes that talk trash

its me jerm in the whip and we talkin that shit 
thought that hoe had to dip now shes turnt up on it 
we got quaaludes and oxys and xanax and roxys
come shop at the pharma youll be feeling foxy

4. iblamebrae - NASCAR [p. DRUG$LUTT]

Probably one of my personal favorites from the fall. Some of my deepest and realest lyrics on the tape. this song is partially dedicated to my late mother Jane. REST IN PEACE you will always be remembered and I will take this change to let your legacy live through me. I hope you're proud of what I'm doing and to everyone else I hope you enjoy what i'm confiding in right now.
LYRICS: @ees902613 
seasons change and leaves will fall
i wonder why we live at all
these questions we keep asking but we’ll never get the answer if you wanna to find a truth youll only end up  dying faster

feelin like im being ignored all the fucking time 
so baby let me aswk you please im begging to know why
no droppin’ lately im floppin lately no music in months 
but bitch im back i quit the xans and now music’s a rush

dropping solo after solo til i hit a platinum track im steady grinding on the daily i   never smoke the wack ass crack 
seen a suicide note and now i’ll never be the same 
and ill never fucking stop until the world all knows your name, jane

you an outperformer i could never match your pace 
every time you sang a song felt like i could just erase
all these worries from my mind man i really think its time
to spill my thoughts and make it all rhyme

mom i really miss you but i hope that you cant see me  
all this stupid shit im that im doing while im chillin in a beanie 
cut my wrists, open wide oh my god i want to die 
let the bloodbath start, start to pour the chloride

i dont know what to do i keep circling to the drugs
if you got some xans and bud then i’ll be right be your side
need a quarter ounce or more every time i fucking sesh
i smoke it all cuz life’s a mess

im tired of being second man the mic is my only friend
im speaking from the heart while i smoke on the swishers fam
im talkin to myself again why is it always him 
feelin’ like im last in this race made for one 

cant even eat food, the thought of it disgusts ne
never wanna change bitch i’ll always be the real me 
done with chasing women now its time to chase my real dreams 
5 am making music for the third day   

now it’s getting realer finally touching on an audience 
i just want you to know that you are not alone in this 
melancholy hits me like a potion from a brewery
now im feeling like  like a heathen from the top

daily basis shit we causing havoc for the fun of it
only just a teen finally free yeah you know whats up
turnin’ 19 next week boutta get turnt up


please can you feel me i know youre feeling empty 
im alone in this toxic city 
i need you

x2
thought that i was finished but im finna bring it back tho
shoutout kiegan senior yeah hes pushin to get clean bro 
damn that shits impressive when you live amongst the fiends hoe 
take me to the start when i took the first line vro

tryna stay clean cuz im makin too much money 
a taxable citizen? not me honey
im makin’ dirty money but i filter it with the cubbies 
then im showin up to work and i treat it like its nothing

shoutout jouska and to chlora whippin in a four-a door-a
making music while its pouring 
nightlight save me from the horrors
actin like youre toopoor wheres the fucking video
now im feelin like a fool for ever even trusting you.

CHLORINE/CHLORA

5. iblamebrae - CHLORIDE/CHLORA (SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE) [p. JOUSKA x CRCL x YUNGBRAE]

Unvarying (EE$) x EES Roach x DXM JeremY ThuG-EES x EES yomvrk x EES nella x EES Muzanz - CYPHER #1 "STUPID" ETERNAL EASTSIDE EXCLUSIVE. Check us out on Instagram! instagram.com/eternaleastside You can find all our individual soundcloud and instagram pages linked on there!

Unvarying x Roach x JeremY ThuG x yomvrk x nella x Muzanz "STUPID" (EES Cypher #1) prod. DESMADETHIS

Mountains of the fucking blow until I overdose 
Drugs’ll prolly take my soul, I can only hope
Don’t let mama find me cold, that’s my only wish
Don’t mean to disappoint, just don’t wanna live

Brandy and the Mary Jane be my favorite ladies
Mix some Alice in the mix, could get fucking crazy
I see Lucy in my dreams but can’t let no one know
Azzy will you take me home

Lil bit of weed, lil bit of coke, Lil bit of shrooms, lil bit of alcohol 
Lil bit of lean, lil bit of dough, lil bit of hoes can fucking fix it all
That’s the only thing that’ll numb my brain
Overtake til I cannot feel nothing at all
Verticles in my wrist, hopefully they get my calls

Chasing a high that I can’t reach
Still running from myself but I always catch me
I’m trapped inside my mind, these voices are fucking right
I could kill myself right now and who the fuck would care to cry

I’m talking to my walls and now they talking back
Mind fucked up from the drugs, my conscience going black
Mama crying, son is dying, “please don’t lose this fight”
Overdosing, Overdosing but feel so alive

I’m talking to my walls and now they talking back
Mind fucked up from the drugs, my conscience going black
Mama crying, son is dying, “please don’t lose this fight”
Overdosing, Overdosing but feel so alive

Sniffing on the Molly until I’m comatose
30 pills, sniff em’ all, skin as white as snow
Dirty sprite, sip it til my tummy aches, tummy aches
Haven’t ate in some days, you can see it in my face, face

Hair is falling out
And my mama starts to notice that i’m high as hell
Uh uh hair is falling out
And I’m starting to not care, I’m just high as hell

I’m talking to my walls and now they talking back
Mind fucked up from the drugs, my conscience going black
Mama crying, son is dying, “please don’t lose this fight”
Overdosing, Overdosing but feel so alive

I’m talking to my walls and now they talking back
Mind fucked up from the drugs, my conscience going black
Mama crying, son is dying, “please don’t lose this fight”
Overdosing, Overdosing but feel so alive

im gOD

new track by Lil Roach 
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Chasin Bags - Single

Chasin Bags

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welcome to the winter ;)
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚


LYRICS: 
this shit
could get serious
in a fucking instant
dont touch the rim up on my hat or imma flip shit

you thought that you was gettin high but that was tris bitch
ion fuck with this i would rather sip on piss bitch 
you motherfuckers really though you did somethin when you told me i would never be shit 
now im writin’ all these fuckin lyrics every day 
i got pain up in my brain ion sleep til 6

what do you want from me, i’ll just keep on running streams
back in highschool used to be a loser always making memes

but now im better, i’m high as a feather
when im pullin up i be changing the weather
even in december im hotter than ever
you dont need to ask me if i need a sweater
you see me keep going i never stop flowin
even if i had no beat i would still own it

bringing it back 'cause you came for another, i'm hitting up features, no problem with others
you mothers and fathers be training, training for nothing
you're giving out iPads, your kids so corrupted

the 21st century gonna be the end of it all
if you vote trump, then you're asking to nuke it all
why we gotta live in such animosity?
the future's nigh but there ain't no prosperity

think 'bout the future generations of this earth
this ain't sustainable, how we gonna make this work?
killing the ozone all day, damn, that's gotta hurt
our mother gaia, she gives us the world we burnt

all of it down to the ground, now i frown about pounds
of the sounds of the children who cryin'

gettin' depressed at 11, what world do we live in?
it's no wonder why we all sinnin'

1. welcome to winter [prod. drug$lutt x yungbrae]

Nutso Thugn - Rasta Pasta (Prod. Nawfside + 2onefour) [DJ BANNED EXCLUSIVE]

‘de l’hiver’ streaming now ❤️

REST IN PEACE TO ALL MY DEAD LOVED ONES.
@nella-archive


JUSTICE DELAYED IS JUSTICE DENIED

3. iblamebrae - XH MY GXD. (yungbrae) [p. EMOK]

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