idk remix ft. Jvckskeleton (prod. Flower X Luffysome)

*not by me* 
privated/deleted Lil Emothugg track from 2020?
featuring Lil Dead Star 
prod. Tommy Gore 

+highest quality of the cover art available online+

Lil Emothugg - BLIND FT. LIL DEAD STAR [PROD. TOMMY GORE]

Probably one of my personal favorites from the fall. Some of my deepest and realest lyrics on the tape. this song is partially dedicated to my late mother Jane. REST IN PEACE you will always be remembered and I will take this change to let your legacy live through me. I hope you're proud of what I'm doing and to everyone else I hope you enjoy what i'm confiding in right now.
LYRICS: @ees902613 
seasons change and leaves will fall
i wonder why we live at all
these questions we keep asking but we’ll never get the answer if you wanna to find a truth youll only end up  dying faster

feelin like im being ignored all the fucking time 
so baby let me aswk you please im begging to know why
no droppin’ lately im floppin lately no music in months 
but bitch im back i quit the xans and now music’s a rush

dropping solo after solo til i hit a platinum track im steady grinding on the daily i   never smoke the wack ass crack 
seen a suicide note and now i’ll never be the same 
and ill never fucking stop until the world all knows your name, jane

you an outperformer i could never match your pace 
every time you sang a song felt like i could just erase
all these worries from my mind man i really think its time
to spill my thoughts and make it all rhyme

mom i really miss you but i hope that you cant see me  
all this stupid shit im that im doing while im chillin in a beanie 
cut my wrists, open wide oh my god i want to die 
let the bloodbath start, start to pour the chloride

i dont know what to do i keep circling to the drugs
if you got some xans and bud then i’ll be right be your side
need a quarter ounce or more every time i fucking sesh
i smoke it all cuz life’s a mess

im tired of being second man the mic is my only friend
im speaking from the heart while i smoke on the swishers fam
im talkin to myself again why is it always him 
feelin’ like im last in this race made for one 

cant even eat food, the thought of it disgusts ne
never wanna change bitch i’ll always be the real me 
done with chasing women now its time to chase my real dreams 
5 am making music for the third day   

now it’s getting realer finally touching on an audience 
i just want you to know that you are not alone in this 
melancholy hits me like a potion from a brewery
now im feeling like  like a heathen from the top

daily basis shit we causing havoc for the fun of it
only just a teen finally free yeah you know whats up
turnin’ 19 next week boutta get turnt up


please can you feel me i know youre feeling empty 
im alone in this toxic city 
i need you

x2
thought that i was finished but im finna bring it back tho
shoutout kiegan senior yeah hes pushin to get clean bro 
damn that shits impressive when you live amongst the fiends hoe 
take me to the start when i took the first line vro

tryna stay clean cuz im makin too much money 
a taxable citizen? not me honey
im makin’ dirty money but i filter it with the cubbies 
then im showin up to work and i treat it like its nothing

shoutout jouska and to chlora whippin in a four-a door-a
making music while its pouring 
nightlight save me from the horrors
actin like youre toopoor wheres the fucking video
now im feelin like a fool for ever even trusting you.

THE FALL

CHLORINE/CHLORA

5. iblamebrae - CHLORIDE/CHLORA (SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE) [p. JOUSKA x CRCL x YUNGBRAE]

how you livin? (prod.chxse bank)

fall down P.2 (prod.cursedstorm)

YouTube Visualizer: https://youtu.be/uSWC8gYeqIk

Lyrics:

now I dont wanna waste our time
cuz we both know we gon end up alone
you’re not a ho and Im that guy
but u wont know until you touch my soul
now I dont wanna waste our time
and I dont get why u be actin cold
when Im just out here showin signs
that baby youre the one I want to hold
I know youre gonna waste my time
Ill end up with a broken spine
you broke my heart u did that twice
Ill let it shatter just dont cut our ties
the signs are showin
the burden is growin
lost in your sights cuz your eyes are glowin
just like the stars on the sky are glowin
lemme rest my case
your glitter from yesterday all on my face
i dont want nothin else I need your grace

take a hint (prod. deathinheaven)

prolly gonna leave this as a snippet unless someone wants a full. de l'hiver out now ! 

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i know u better [aresden]

KillMyself

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welcome to the winter ;)
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚


LYRICS: 
this shit
could get serious
in a fucking instant
dont touch the rim up on my hat or imma flip shit

you thought that you was gettin high but that was tris bitch
ion fuck with this i would rather sip on piss bitch 
you motherfuckers really though you did somethin when you told me i would never be shit 
now im writin’ all these fuckin lyrics every day 
i got pain up in my brain ion sleep til 6

what do you want from me, i’ll just keep on running streams
back in highschool used to be a loser always making memes

but now im better, i’m high as a feather
when im pullin up i be changing the weather
even in december im hotter than ever
you dont need to ask me if i need a sweater
you see me keep going i never stop flowin
even if i had no beat i would still own it

bringing it back 'cause you came for another, i'm hitting up features, no problem with others
you mothers and fathers be training, training for nothing
you're giving out iPads, your kids so corrupted

the 21st century gonna be the end of it all
if you vote trump, then you're asking to nuke it all
why we gotta live in such animosity?
the future's nigh but there ain't no prosperity

think 'bout the future generations of this earth
this ain't sustainable, how we gonna make this work?
killing the ozone all day, damn, that's gotta hurt
our mother gaia, she gives us the world we burnt

all of it down to the ground, now i frown about pounds
of the sounds of the children who cryin'

gettin' depressed at 11, what world do we live in?
it's no wonder why we all sinnin'

1. welcome to winter [prod. drug$lutt x yungbrae]

obsidian x razor collab
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
s/o ravenease for the beat, follow me on ig @brqeden

LYRICS:
yung rae zor;

i was walkin the streets
on my way to the mall
aint nobody finna say shit
cuz you know how i ball

i thought i saw your face
but i didnt at all
and now i truly understand
why im always alone

ive been piecin’ together
all the shit shit from the past
i feel so under the weather
oh wont somebody ask

you saw the grief destroy me
but bitch i made it back

ive been tryna move on
good luck with that

girl you know i need it sharp as can be
take it out the plastic and just end my mysery
will it be enough if you just cut til i bleed
make it really count you gotta hit that artery

thisisntfashion;
my baby love to watch me bleed
jeans stuffed
geeked up
whatchu need
i’ll pull up alone but i got bitches when i leave
she don’t even want me but i need her
fuck it tho i guess ill run it up till my feet hurt

geeker
even when im up ill be a geeker

fr tho
even when im lit im in my feels ho
but i got everything i need

even tho she left me all alone right now im wit my team
and we been thuggin bitch
naw you can’t touch us bitch

5. sharper (w/ thisisntfashion) [prod. ravenease]

released a snippet of this a while back but i got kells dead on the beat. check out crescnta he made this amazing beat.
@aidan-parker574
@kells-dead13

LYRICS:
 i’m tryna work it out, shes tryna take my heart
feelin’ so dark i just wanna exit life

i cant be goin home my friend
i cant get out the sheets again  
im feelin’ so alone i see a silhouette

day after day will it all remain the same 
when im blowing out my brains and im thinkin bout u 

i hate this fucking phone and i just wish i could go home  
i hate it here nobody real wish they could relate

the grief it starts to take its toll im really not lyin if you asked about it yesterday id probably be cryin

thinkin bout my life what im doin where im goin  it seems i have no answers 
talking bout my life when i read it out it sounds like cancer 

kellsdead : 

the reapers calling
his open arms are what i fall in 

the days are longer now
i pray to god i wake up in the morning 

tears are pouring soaking your shirt at 3 in the morning

 i know im not sleeping now i cannot sleep but thats so unimportant

you tell me you miss me while you hit record and your feet are up on the recliner
i know that you're not thinking of me i can see that your pants are on fire i don't need another reason to roll up my blunt and spark with my lighter this world is already hard as it is i wish that my load would be lighter
they took my fire and put it out
this world took my soul and then put it down you're only around with me for the clout i really dont think that you like my sound no one really wants to hear me out


i’m tryna work it out, shes tryna take my heart
feelin’ so dark i just wanna exit life

i cant be goin home my friend

i cant get out the sheets again  

im feelin’ so alone i see a silhouette

day after day will it all remain the same 

when im blowing out my brains and im thinkin bout u 

i hate this fucking phone and i just wish i could go home  

i hate it here nobody real wish they could relate

the grief it starts to take its toll im really not lyin if you asked about it yesterday id probably be cryin

thinkin bout my life what im doin where im goin  it seems i have no answers 

talking bout my life when i read it out it sounds like cancer 

andy kaufman's grandmother;;



kellsdead : 

the reapers calling
his open arms are what i fall in 

the days are longer now
i pray to god i wake up in the morning 

tears are pouring soaking your shirt at 3 in the morning

 i know im not sleeping now i cannot sleep but thats so unimportant

you tell me you miss me while you hit record and your feet are up on the recliner

i know that you're not thinking of me i can see that your pants are on fire
i don't need another reason to roll up my blunt and spark with my lighter this world is already hard as it is i wish that my load would be lighter
they took my fire and put it out
this world took my soul and then put it down 
you're only around with me for the clout
 i really dont think that you like my sound no one really wants to hear me out 

there's violence in the silence only peace behind closed eyelids and i wish you could see what my life is, yeah.

6. tired (w/ kells dead) [prod. crescnta]

iblamebrae

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