i've got a lot to forget
when i write it's like ripping tape from a casette
i can't be filled with something new
won't hold my breath because my face is turning blue
do you think of me like i think of you
would you sing for me cause I sang for you
i don't know what to do when I see her
everyday feel like i'm watching from the bleeders
then i jump to the stage, they pan the frame, i fade away
feeling like i'm stuck in the rerun
walking alone my soul just couldn't clean up

bottom of the lake like me it's fucking dead
keeping fucking secrets hoping i don't see them
why you gotta do me like that

i was star gazing you were my constellation
they fell from the sky and i can not replace them
4am streetlights they look the same
i guess the way you felt was just as fake

i was star gazing you were my constellation
bottled up like lightning bugs I felt like we had made it
but then you let it go, you couldn't let me know
better off unsaid i couldn't it feel it though
i admit it, I was going through the motions
but then you made me feel something close to emotions
i'm a mess i never know what I want
i think i want the money I think I wanna die
wish i could fuck with love
flex seal on the heart cracks
flex hard when I get stacks
if you care about me get back

already said i'm dead just like the lake
please don't revive I don't know how much I can take

(yesterday)
you liar 🤥 
i've been nothin but a reject 
set fire  
to the words that wont be spoken 🔥 
gettin higher
just to drown in my emotions 😞 
i'm tired 😓 

were fallin out of love 
and thats the way its always meant to be
i know i'm so fucked up
do watchu gotta do and leave (if u wanna leave)

if it hurts for a second it'll pass u by
but my life's felt distant since 2005
now i notice how i've slipped into this mess of mine
you've had enough of my shit
i've had enough of this life

spent my nights wishing on these shooting stars
yeah we conquered skylines
in my 4 door

last few words mightve caused a couple scars
this ain't what i want
but i think its for the better to stay far awayyyyyyyyyyy

i was star gazing you were my constellation
they fell from the sky and I can not replace them
4am streetlights they look the same
i guess the way you felt was just as fake

star gazing (ft. yesterday)

vibin alone in the low light losing touch

star gazing (ft. yesterday)

cmfrt.