lookin for my heaven make peace with my mind

[VERSE I: Lil Cut Throat]
deaf addict
my mathematics you can't add up
so tragic
my baggage comes with no back up
breaking patterns like splitting atoms
it ain't happening
cycles spin
psychosis wins
the world spins on my motherfucking dick like a whirlwind
devilish sins
devilish grins
got motherfuckers like "here we go again"
this motherfucker scrim can never stop for nada
too toxic
send his ass off to the doctor
between the xanny and suboxone
lost cause lost hope
he a throw away
way too deep in this hole where he lay
lay me down to sleep
northside shorty ride curb on creep
northside shorty don't pray where he eat
but ey soon we'll see a soulja by the lake buried 6 feet deep
less stress on me
more profit for thee
middle finger poking out for everyone to come and see

[VERSE II: Oddy Nuff da Snow Leopard]
lately i been feeling brainwashed like my soul was rubbing against the grain
lost in the same sauce
i would complain but i'm wearing diamond chains
cost more than i care to explain
lately i been feeling out of character
bitch left because i embarrassed her
but everyday i be like 1000 fucking miles away
blowing dope
reminding myself i'm the boss of the GREY
boarding the plane
what the fuck is a holiday?
dreaming through the day
what were you saying?
my mistake
fleeting attention
screenshots and mentions
wish i still had an away message
forever stressing
live a life in a day
this a day in the life
i'm still the fucking same
covered in spots not stripes
from broke to fucking paid this the GREY*59
suicide for life
rep it til i fucking die

Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

UGLIEST

LYRICS-
[VERSE I: RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]

when i die auction off all my body parts
lets see what oddy costs
under my skull the shotty's cross
got all these opps on my dick like it's made of metal
making so much money it's like my boss is the devil
she loved me she loves not i done ran out of petals
littered the ground with rose bits ill grip this thorny stem forever
a portrait of my pain an homage to my suffering
same tale i been uncovering
im staining the whole world grey yall get back to coloring
in this mental prison im locked up like a pitbulls jaw

[VERSE II: HALF CIG]

Slickity slickity sloth
Thug Bach
Shoot up the mass
It will B minor
Jabbing my arm no Pfizer
Dick cuffed like it cum with priors
Liars, All around me talking hugs and love
Attaching kisses that come with wishes for death so they can touch my trust
Fuck
That’s some hard mother fucking truth
Still contemplating suicide
Just upgraded a couple coupes
Morally bankrupt
Call a skank up
To pretend she love me
“But I do love you”
hoe don’t talk while you fucking sucking

[RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]: 
uhhhh
should we?
i...
that was a lil short bruh

[HALF CIG]
well 
fuck, bro

[RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]: 
can we?

[HALF CIG]:
i just did 8 bars cuz i thought you said all you had to say

[RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]: 
i got-
i got more shit to say, broke
like...

[HALF CIG]:
well i mean...

[RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]: 
what?
tell me

[HALF CIG]:
they saying you lost touch...

[VERSE III: RUBY DA ARCHANGEL]

who the fuck said ruby done lost his touch?
blame my success on lots of luck
but lots of luck didnt get your bitch unfucked
blame my absense on the fact that my dick got stuck
call me evergreen
your bitched never seemed like she lost touch
begging me she wants her jaw fucked
withdraw from dope before i withdraw my cash
use her tongue to collect ash
for the stash i guess ill smash
pull off in a gle wagon fucked up i might crash
just thoughts and feelings from the half of me that is white trash

[VERSE IV: HALF CIG]

Bitch I cheated death
Ain’t a thing that I can’t do
Manipulation shorty
I could sell ice to Nanook
I could sell ice to the jeweler
I could sell Christ like I’m Judas
Self righteous type of a shooter
Make my life insurance shoot up
Wet screwed up
Product of my environment
My therapist was talking Freud
I rolled my eyes Then fired the bitch
Why would I quit?
My drug of choice is overdosing duhhh
My dick got no limits
I’m master p pimping
And making them bitches say ughhhhh

[OUTRO: RUBY DA ARCHANGEL & HALF CIG]

rain, rain
go away
200 on the dash
watch me hydroplane
gang, gang
gang’s all grey
from new orleans to ottawa
from atlanta to the bay

THE_EVIL_THAT_MEN_DO

[VERSE I: Anthony Mars]
yo light that cigarette
i'm tripping
ash it on my bitches
taking my dose
i never skip it
still in my hood up pistol gripping
still got 100 blunts
got that bape up in my cup
stay with a bitch in the cut who stay with my dick in her guts
wetto the king of the GREY
self park i don't fuck with valet
sheesh
private jet fuck a delay
went to paris and back in a day
okay
no i'm never okay
bitch stop asking
came up and supported my family
just for that they should give me a grammy
running and ducking the slammer
thinking bot cocking the hammer
the lights the glitter the glamour
none of this shit even matters
none of this shit made me happy
wound up in rehab instead of a casket
locking me up and they had the rooms padded
made a straight jacket my fashion

[VERSE II: Norman Atomic]
ruby that motherfucker
grim reaping
i'm undercover
soul seeking
i found another bitch who's thinking that i'm her lover
no
reason i keep on shrugging
blunt is cashed let's keep 'em coming
only weed keeps me from bugging and from seeking out more destruction
i'm a pro at self doubt but i doubt i'll ever know 
that these bitches want me to fly 'em out all because i upped the glow
all these fuckbois wanna be me but they keep it on the low
and talk shit about me and my cousin while we're thumbing through our dough
all this fame is such a curse sometimes i wish i was a ghost
watch me raise the fucking dead next time i'm on stage at a show

[OUTRO: Anthony Mars & Norman Atomic]
haunted, haunted
i can't escape my mind
it's like i'm doing time all the time
exhausted, lost it
just one little line
have this talk with god all the time

Sing Me a Lullaby, My Sweet Temptation

1000 Blunts

1000 BLUNTS

lyrics:

kick me in the head
with your platform studded boots
girl i'm craving just to disappoint you
wrap my arms around your neck and choke you again
you wish you were dead
still i noticed that you said
you were back with him and thats okay
im gonna kill myself today
(X2)

you had everything to do with why i wanna die
i wanna end my life
but its okay because i am through with pretending i'm fine
pretending im alright
i
black shades in the nighttime because i cant see you
girl your not mine
and i'm so see through yeah
you know my intentions
i don't think that i have to mention
and everythings dark in my world
i know youre not my girl
my girl

[RECORDED 11/20/22]

lil soda boi - kick me in the head with your platform studded boots (prod. @everestdidthis)

Black Kray - Princess Cuts My Wrist

Track #4 from my album "East Coast Baby"
Recorded and mastered by @JStacksBeats at Diligent Studios
Cover photo by @JadeivyPhoto
Lyrics:
he love me, he love me not
he wont say it to my face
once the words leave his mouth, it aint a thought
give the world to you baby, its just a thought
runnin through my mind, runnin running through my mind
i see you for who you are
i wanna be part of it
in your world ill be a star
want you to be proud of it
im not the type of girl you normally fuck with
you like pornography, i like discussion
i am not used to this type of seduction
i think that i could love you all a sudden
im not that type of girl
im not that type of girl
(repeat all)

East Coast Baby

NORMALLY

NORMALLY (prod fony wallace + xjay + dreamz)

THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU

WHAT UU BOUT

Jesse® - Sorry
New album Wanted? out now: https://jesse.lnk.to/AlbumSO

Connect with Jesse®: 
https://www.jesserutherford.info
https://instagram.com/jesserutherford 
https://tiktok.com/@jesserutherford

Lyrics; 
what do you do
when there’s nothing left to lose?
what do you say
when there’s nothing to explain?
where do you go
when nobody wants to know how you feel?

i'm sorry
i'm sorry yeah
i'm sorry
i'm sorry that
i was being selfish
took it over the edge
could’ve been the greatest
friend you ever had
i'm sorry
i'm sorry yeah
i'm sorry
i'm sorry that
i was being selfish
i’ll say it again
could’ve been the greatest
wish you all the best

how do you prove
your intentions were true
how do you make
up for your mistakes?
how do you show
that you’re learning & you’re growing everyday
& all that’s left to say is

i'm sorry
i'm sorry yeah
i'm sorry
i'm sorry that
i was being selfish
took it over the edge
could’ve been the greatest
friend you ever had
i'm sorry
i'm sorry yeah
i'm sorry
i'm sorry that
i was being selfish
i’ll say it again
could’ve been the greatest

but i’m the worst 
pretty bad
if you can’t forgive me i would understand

i'm sorry
i'm sorry yeah
i'm sorry
i'm sorry that
i was being selfish
i’ll say it again
could’ve been the greatest
wish you all the best

Sorry

art by @claire_noel_art on instagram
LYRICS: https://genius.com/Belis-intel-lyrics

INTEL! (prod mixed matches + hassan2k)

lyrics:
Lookin for the heaven
Inside of my mind
Lookin for the peace
That I can’t seem to find x2

Lookin for the heaven
I can’t seem to find
Lookin for the one
I know I’m waistin my time

Lookin for my heaven
I’m waistin my time
Chasing after heaven
Instead of waiting in line

Take a couple tabs
Cos the acid makes me happy
Shake me awake me from this hell I call myself

Demons in my head
they been taking my life
But I’m lookin for my heaven
Make peace with my mind
While I’m trippin on this acid
It helps me realize
This illusion called time
Being Waisted by my mind
I can’t, fuck with you anymore
Cos you’re no good for me
Thought you were the one
But my thoughts cant come to life
My thoughts can’t come to life
I guess it was a lie

im insecure about actually singing so here this of me doing not really some singing, but like some type of grunge ish singing

ig: imsogrimy

heaven (prod. triplesixdelete)

All rights goes to the artist and labels.(@yung-lean-doer)
sadboys, draingang yea them my guys

Yung Lean - Blue Plastic (Prod. Gud)

heaven (prod. triplesixdelete)

Eternal

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