PROD. ELEUSIS

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me

i fuckin love you guys

interlude (prod. eleusis)

2049XOXO - PROD CvSSHERNCRIES

@stemodity


original illustration by hxnvme_art on instagram



Lyrics:


Yung Geeko:


Every day im so damn faded, not talking bout my high im just wasted. 


Dont care about the shit i created, rather just get high and keep the world on waiting. 


Yes, im faded. Keep em waiting, yes, a mess too long in the making. 


Yet im facing, yeah the time that keeps on racing.


Chorus:


Wake up high

Wake up sigh

Wake up why do i even try?


Wake up high

Wake up sigh

Wake up why do i even try?


Alphawhack:


yes i fake myself, yes i hate myself. fuck the world i keep on hatin.


fuck the world i keep on fakin, im hating, runaway im shaking.


im craving for hell but he calls me an angel.


losing myself and im unstable.


wanna love but i stay unable.



Stemodity:


You say you don't know what I'm running from

I said "you're lookin at it," you don't see where I'm coming from

See there's a side of me that I'm tired of 

I'm just trying to crawl up from the bottom

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I'm so hung up on this feeling

Tell me when the better days begin

Don't know what I'm seekin no more, I'm drowning

Can't get over this mountain

I don't wanna hide no more

I just wanna shine

for 365 days, 365 nights

I'm a lost soul, tortured

Don't know where I'm goin

And my heart's sore

no more living with a frown

Still down



Bagel - Yung Geeko x Alphawhack x Stemodity [prod. Taurs]

Mixed, mastered and written by MAi-B
Beat produced by malloy x yeezo

Lyrics:

Sold him down the river
Sweat, Money, Tears
He can't get back all them years
Focused on his fears
Begins to sweat and shiver
From poisoning his liver
I can hear that he's scared
in his voice when it quiver

Step back now
You can't tap out
Fighting back at the crowd 
When he used to scream and shout
Taking comments like hard to swallow pills
But if you don't slow down soon
You'll be writing up your will

I know that you're scared
I can see it in your face
They made you that way
When they put you in your place
But you don't gotta run away
You’re gonna make it some day
Your careers on decay
Hope it don't get delayed

Don't you know
They're not proud
Use your voice
Scream it loud
The taunting is daunting me
Shit is just boring me
Keeping me yawning, dreams
Feel like I'm half asleep

S.M.T - MAi-B (Prod. malloy x yeezo)

written by saint lazare and saturnultra
prod by cxltgod
mixed by king coffee

spotify

VI. Liquidation w/ saturnultra (prod.cxltgod)

master and additional production by: @stemodity

Yung Geeko - Dungeon Music (prod. unknwnshi)

ANYMORE (FT. @MCH6) [PROD. AURA]

RipThePetals:

have i changed?
i havnt been myself for a while now
am i too blame?
people like the way that i act so, i wear it around

and i see pain
through those pretty lips when you smile now
drain my veins
till every fucking inch of the floors red
till i feel dead
till im not in my head

is it my impatience?
do i lack patience?
is it my impatience?

is it my impatience?
do i lack patience?
is it my impatience?

Rivilin:

you're telling me i changed
when the rain drips down and we try to work things out
everytime i try to be myself i just flake out
cus the peer pressure just seems to cut me down

i should accept that the abyss wants to swallow me now
so i try craft me up to be a better person but we both know that it doesnt work
so i just fade out, fade out until i dont exsist 
im just the ghost that hangs in your bedroom walls

love to pretend that im never their, 
like the kisses on your cheek are just the wind
cus i let the drugs consume you
how can i love you when i hate myself

RipThePetals:

is it my impatience?
do i lack patience?
is it my impatience?

is it my impatience?
do i lack patience?
is it my impatience?

impatience ft. Rivilin (PROD. fkwt)

produced by @xseaward

lyrics:

lend me your eyes
grant me divination
light faded
recite this incantation 
life in my hands, ground in the pavement
i ain't been the same since i was left to face it

new hope but i ain't on no outer space shit
i'm thru with hatred but i'll step on y'all just to make it
when all is said and done, i'm still just a vagrant
who owed the throne, the crown i'll gladly take it

siege mode, i infiltrated your walls
set the charge and watch that mother fucker fall
siege mode i infiltrated your walls

siege mode, i infiltrated your walls
set the charge and watch that mother fucker fall
siege mode i infiltrated your walls

SIEGE (prod. rust)

I fucking hate my life
every time I take a step
I take a couple behind

I fucking hate my life
gettin so damn high
that I be floating through time

(repeats)

I might drink and take a couple pills
just to feel it slip away
see my body from above
I feel the bliss and numb the pain
lately I just feel insane
but I just wanna feel okay
lately I just feel insane
but I just wanna be erased

cause everybody dies
I think my time is coming quick
carved w a knife
that tree bark looks just like my ribs
I gave my life
but it feel like I aint gave shit
I could never lie
been feeling this way since a kid

I fucking hate my life
every time I take a step
I take a couple behind

I fucking hate my life
gettin so damn high
that I be floating through time

(repeats)