released by døves on bandcamp 7/26/23

lyrics:
no hope no rest
a hollowed out chest
and you rolled me another cigarette
it’s nights like this
when you catch my breath
when i rest my head on your chest
take me back to berlin
stolen plates on the benz
you and i, yeah we speak the same language
spent my life chasing death
but i like the way you live
wish it didn’t have to end like this

i don’t wanna live like this
i don’t wanna live like this forever
crush another pill and bite my lip
feel all the marks in my skin, i’m tethered
would you jump the line with me?
i wanna greet death in ecstasy
kill my cold heart and apathy
but everyday i wake up drowning

and it’s hard to hear my name
when you tell me that you love me
close friends and ketamine
shallow breathing
quiet grieving
i’m barely feeling anything
suddenly seeing
the marks on your ceiling
the hole that you left in me

yeah i don’t wanna live like this
i’m peeling off my second skin
i turned the blade away from my wrist
pushed it out with clenched fists
i already gave my life for this

i got death in my eyes
i got death on my side
he didn’t take me when i tried
so i guess that i’m alive
i guess that i’m alive

i don’t wanna live like this
i don’t wanna live like this forever
crush another pill and bite my lip
feel all the marks in my skin, i’m tethered
would you jump the line with me?
i wanna greet death in ecstasy
kill my cold heart and apathy
but everyday i wake up drowning

døves - live

idk

fucked up when i wake up
codeine in a double cup
crushing xanax in a coffee mug
slip another underneath my tongue
might die from these prescriptions
but i guess death is all i want
because growing up all i ever knew was feeling numb
i'm a skeleton with a hollow tongue
a hollowed out shell of who i though i was

but she still calls me baby
screams it through her amber eyes
and i had nothing to live for
an empty heart but you crawled inside
i've been coming down lately
try to push the pills aside
so i'll make something of myself
so i can give you my life


woke

I'M IN THE NEO CITY RAVING...

I WAS REALLY IN THAT EVA THERE...

12K MILES AWAY (FEAT. COLD HART) (PROD. JAYYEAH)

PRODUCED BY DØVES FEATURING WICCA PHASE SPRINGS ETERNAL FOR #GOTHBOICLIQUE 

ENGINEERED BY DYLAN KIM 
@GHETTOBLVSTVS @TIEFA 

ARTWORK COLLABORATION WITH REYN YEAGER 
@HIROSHISISLAND HIROSHISISLAND64.TUMBLR.COM 

DOVESCRY.BANDCAMP.COM FOR DOWNLOAD

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Hanging Carcass