slumpt over like a range rover

scum

moods

Anarchy #2 🖤

🔥

I’ll b OK

A Fever You Can't Sweat Out

I Write Sins Not Tragedies

Saaaaaaaaad (IATIDBO x Im sad mash up)

Tracklist

Scarlett johansson- moon song
Drip-133- shedding pastel
eden steet- pain of creation
earl sweatshirt - grief 
the bear romantic- desantes
delusional thomas - bill
melanie martinez- dead to me 


Play melancholy mix

It's been cold lately (prod. Drip-133)

Close Your Little Eyes (prod. Blank Body)

i don't want to leave yet ft jpdreamthug (prod. Fox wedding)

Novo Amor
https://soundcloud.com/novo-amor
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https://twitter.com/nvoamr
https://www.youtube.com/user/novoamoroffical

Picture by Rosie Anne Proser
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http://www.rosieanneprosser.com/

Sheepy on Spotify
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Anchor

Download

Novo Amor - Anchor

1-800-i-miss-you (Prod. IceMan)

The first time I saw a real human skeleton I felt a very peculiar sadness and shock inside of myself. It wasn't a reaction to the bones themselves, but to what had once covered them; the strength, beauty, and complexity they had once supported. An entire world had once rested in that skull. How much love, pain, happiness and grief had that frame supported?

As an artist sometimes you write about presence, and other times, absence. You use lyrics and music to run your finger around the shape left by something lost. This EP is negative space. It's the frame supporting something that should be there, but simply isn't. A harsh reminder of what once was; of an unchangeable breach in the order of things. Biting, but necessary. 

This is my sackcloth and ashes. This is my 7 stages all wrapped up into one. I didn't want to put most of these songs out. They all feel excruciatingly vulnerable. However, I decided I'd rather end my life pinned down, splayed out on a dissecting table than be stored away in formaldehyde, buried with my secrets.

So here I am. Here's the knife. Be gentle with me, please.

Follow with the artwork: http://bit.ly/SkeletonsDigi

~~~~~~~~~
Additional vocals by Emalyn

Additional writing by Alex Phillips

Guitars by Death & Rebirth 

Flute by Josh True

Mastering by Matt Simmers

Photography by Dustin Hollywood

Skeletons

Lemniscate (The Place Between Sleeping and Awake)

Lemniscate [The Place Between Sleeping And Awake]

[VERSE 1]
When every thought brings so much pain.
It's hard to explain.
I don't wanna feel anything.
It's hard to explain.
I don't wanna change.
Something in my brain,
Telling me to hate.
All I ever say,
I don't wanna change.
Something In my brain,
Won't go away.

[CHORUS]
Far from home, where you'll find me,
made my bed and i'll finally lay in it.
Lay in it.
Far from home, where you'll find me,
made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it.
Ill lay in it.

[VERSE 2]
Backpacked on my own,
rather be fucked up all alone,
Airplane mode on my iPhone,
Running from a careless path I wish I'd never known,
But I know that...
Everyone that I believed in was holding me back,
Matter of fact,
I wasn't leaving because what I needed was space that I lacked,
I got off track,
Don't wanna do it by myself,
But I don't want no help,
The only way's to runaway
and write a story to tell.

[SPOKEN WORD]
Made a promise that I'd love myself
And a promise that I'd break it.
Made a promise that I'd get better 
And a promise that I'd fake it.
Promised myself that I'd give it up,
Give up everything you hated.
Made a promise that I'd enjoy my life, and a promise that I'd take it.

[CHORUS X3]

deathbed

coldhart ~ maybe [prod. yusei]

these stars mean the world to me, cause when i look up, it's just like a dream..

i dont wanna die tonight (pro. Lederrick x holt stairs)

teensuicide *p. eskiimo*

MERCH AVAILABLE NOW <3
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Like Gravity

LIKE GRAVITY FT. YUNGJZAISDEAD & LIL NARNIA +PROD. YUNGJZAISDEAD

Lil Tracy - Her

(prod. @nadiakuk)

and they say that its gonna better but it never does
so i sit there and i start to wither as i turn to dust (x4)

and all i know, no matter where we go

lets keep track of time and try to take things slow (x2)

lets not get caught up in all the things so low (x2)

and they say, that its gonna better but it never does
so i sit there and i start to wither as i turn to dust (x2)

as i turn to dust (prod. nadiak)

Here's some of my favorite guardin tracks slowed. Enjoy

all songs belong to and are property of guardin 

 follow the artist:
@guardinmusic

@eyerises

guardin - Driveway||SLOWED

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

love me again (ft. lil narnia)

Convolk - Visions Of Blue

Fantasy Camp:
Tell me I won’t be the one to break down, wait now, I don’t understand how you could hate now. Try to numb the pain so I don’t stay down, wait now, waiting for the comedown, way down. 

Lil Tracy:
Look in the mirror, I don’t recognize it. Love hurts, baby don’t try to fight it. Drown my pain in champagne, all this fame means nothing.

Zubin:
I don’t want the money, I don’t want the fame. I just hope you gonna treat me the same. Through the time you spent pushing me away, now you’re crawling back acting like you always stayed.

Lil Tracy:
I know I gotta go, I promise I’ll be back. You’re no good for me but I want you so bad. You said I changed, I said I know. Sold out show but I still feel alone.

Fantasy Camp:
Tell me I won’t be the one to break down, wait now, I don’t understand how you could hate now. Try to numb the pain so I don’t stay down, wait now, waiting for the comedown, way down.

WHY? feat. Lil Tracy, Fantasy Camp and Zubin

disappear (prod. dead spyro)

featuring @hammy

Produced by me

hammy:
i wanna tell you how i feel i jus can't get the words out
every time i speak its just another let down
living in a world where no one understands me
wake up in the morning damn i feel so empty

no one hits my phone cause they not fw me 
im over this shit yeah im going back to sleep
get out of my head id rather fucking rest in peace
buried in the ground like im buried in these sheets
i had love for you but now theres static in between 
you got my head fucked up i see you in my dreams
youre everywhere i go 
im frozen and alone
stay stagnant in my home cause im better on my own i feel like a ghost when i dissapear and smoke
i don't need no rope
silver chains around my throat
german crystals round my waist
evil thoughts get in my way
like every single day
this constant fucking pain

gg:
i feel so empty
i feel so broken 
i feel so hopeless
i can't control this
i feel like scarface 
bitch im reloaded
homes where the heart is
fuck it im homeless
i wanna tell you how i feel 
tell me if its real
cause i can't deal with my mind no
she gone pop another seal 
do it for the thrill
tell me baby are you down to die hoe
blood on the sheets in my bedroom 
she said boy if you crash imma crash too
hate it when i wake up in a bad mood
girl im faded n it aint even passed 2

hammy:
pacing back n forth i know somethings wrong w me
i can't go to sleep memories keep haunting me
burn me into ash throw me in the fucking sea
down 100 feet where no one can bother me

gg:
i think i lost it paralyzed i can't feel shit
im moving cautious i know that there are leaches 
im nearly off it my life slowly decreasing
i wake up in the morning barely feeling like breathing

hammy:
pass out in the morning
waking up in the evening 
open up my eyes 
i wish i was still dreaming
every single day
still im searching for reason
leave me on the floor bones crushed back bleeding

gg:
leave me on the floor 
leave me feening for more of you
my minds at war hit the dope then i thought of you
knife up in my drawer thats the same one in my spine
and they love that im dead i just wanted to feel alive

LETDOWN FT. HAMMY

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LYRICS:

if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
i got lost in the stars
found my self in ur eyes
i’ve been feelin so dark
but u bring me back to life
and i knew it from the start
i just didn’t wanna cry
ima fuckin fall apart
while u look me in my eyes
if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
tip 
me over
and watch me fall my
tricky
lover
has no missed calls
yea
if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
i got lost in the stars
found my self in ur eyes
i’ve been feelin so dark
but u bring me back to life
and i knew it from the start
i just didn’t wanna cry
ima fuckin fall apart
while u look me in my eyes
tip 
me over
and watch me fall my
tricky
lover
has no missed calls
yea
if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
if u don’t wanna talk
can u please jus say so
u got me on lock
straight countin up my pesos
ima die young
i aint worried bout a cash flow
fuck around and die
u feel alive and i don’t
oh
i got lost in the stars
found my self in ur eyes
i’ve been feelin so dark
but u bring me back to life
and i knew it from the start
i just didn’t wanna cry
ima fuckin fall apart
while u look me in my eyes
tip 
me over
and watch me fall my
tricky
lover
has no missed calls
yea

bearsworld111

say so *p. dageer*

produced by me

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RX7bF8kLBo

in the morning

CMA is one of my favorite artists for the longest time now. Happy to get to do a little remix of this beautiful song. I hope you enjoy :)

CMA;

https://soundcloud.com/cma-music

https://www.facebook.com/CMAMusic/

https://www.youtube.com/user/Epzonix

Wonder;

https://soundcloud.com/wondertruly

https://www.facebook.com/TheRealWonder

https://www.youtube.com/user/WonderSings

CMA - Runaway Ft. Wonder (Electus Remix)

brevik - @ungothafucka
IG - @brevikclark
TWITTER - @brevikc10

far from over it <///3
.
.
.
(brevik)

get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
i was playin wit my life like i always do
bad bitch asked me what im gunna do
i said im gunna end it
she said fuckin send it
i was at the counter waitin for u
all black nails with the red shoes
all black nails and the cigarettes
pressed on me against the bed
there i lay until the end
until the end
but i think i need a new bitch
and i think i need a new script
cuz this addy got me restless
and im far from over it

(emo fruits)

far from over it 
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it

baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this 
baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this

lookin so right yeah
gettin so high yeah
needa get higher
i needa feel the fire
baby it hurts too much to see ur face right now
baby it hurts too much with all this space right now
.
.

far from over it w/ brevik (prod. kcaaz x christian)

PSYCHADELIC VAMPIRE DANCE PARTY

Danced without mercy
Drank myself blind 
Remember me 
As pure 
Remember her as mine 

I dreamt i was hurting 
But everything is fine 
Temporary smile 
The memories are mine 

I let my ego hit the floor 
Alexander and Dior 
Do u want it are u sure
I’m so confident it’s yours 
Exotic bags 
And trash motels
I watched the lights all by myself 
Exit boy I’m waiting at the end 
With me and u it’s never endin

temporary smile (prod Holt Stairs)

Don't do drugs shits not good for ur health
Shoutout to coldy n kryptik
art by @mindofgrant
mixed by me

Loving myself Ft. Coldhart (prod. Kryptik)

thank you scum & dead spyro 
I appreciate you both

far from you feat. Scum (prod. Dead Spyro)

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"Poison" Music Video https://youtu.be/M_-tiH_B6zg

far from you feat. Scum (prod. Dead Spyro)

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