I haven’t been sober in a couple months
I don’t wanna die I just want get fucked up
Lately I’ve been thinking bout some crazy stuff
But how could I hate me when ur my true love

I don’t wanna die today
I just wanna make it all through the way
To a better day
Put my mind in a better place
Cuz lately I can’t even go to bed without feeling numb
And baby I’m sorry that I’ve poisoned that true love
So giddy up giddy up right now
I’m puttin in all of the time now
To better my muh Fuckin mind now
And I will give u all of mine now
I don’t wanna feel this way
Hangover every day
Take a pill to feel okay
But it’s just not the same 

I haven’t been sober in a couple months
I don’t wanna die I just want get fucked up
Lately I’ve been thinking bout some crazy stuff
But how could I hate me when ur my true love

Like a movie screen
U see through me
Like that crystal lean
Pouring through me
I got a vice
Please give me some advice
Got the love of my life
But she don’t know what I’m like

And I feel like I’m at a loss
I don’t know how to get back to where I have been
Or where I was 
And I just 
I don’t know where to go

The hangover hits harder than the bottle on the floor
But I’m just tryna make myself feel less shitty than before

This is a letter from me to u
That I will always try to cherish u
I’m sorry that I been a fool
I promise I’ll make it up all to you

Self Evaluation (prod. domesticsoul)

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