prod @1lav

mixed by me 
mastered by @kiryoo at the hotel
MV LINK https://youtu.be/N0a_qDuAh-w?feature=shared
im at a very low point in my life where i hate everything myself included 
i thank yall for the love it rlly makes me wanna keep going 
yall are the best supports i could ever ask for <33
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/
ww.instagram.com/epicgamerkiryo/
we talk 
we fight 
we fuck
tonight
everything we do 
ill swear to god ill change your life
girl theres jus one thing you gotta kno 
im unstable
break me down 
like a fable 
 the cuts on my skin 
the scrts that i keep 
overmedicated slowly killing me 
she got that black dress on 
i jus got my eyes on you 
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do 
killed a "pretty" girl last night
red n blue flashing lights 
bby come with me you can die by my side 
oh wedding bells 
you broke our fuckin vowels 
so when i kms 
ill go back to the fucking ground
i deserve this hell's 
where i belong 
this life wasnt made for me 
i jus wanna pass on 
i feel like shit 
midlife crisis 
maybe these fuckin drugs 
will fucking stop it 
social relasp 
i wanna go back 
ima fuckin snort ts til my eyes roll back 
puking out my guts i stg
this body sucks 
youre such a dirty bitch 
and im jus a fuck up 
plzz dont touch me 
i feel so disgusting 
choking on my words because this shit
 doesnt mean anything 
i wanted everything baby just put me down 
im so fuckin childish 
this shit sucks i want it now 
im sorry that i just ruin everything
i touch
i dont wanna self destruct 
but this pain its not giving up 
wtf 
man wtf 
glass shards breaks into my wrist 
 it makes me wanna fucking wanna cut
the cuts on my skin
the scrts that i keep
overmedicated slowly killing me
she got that black dress on
i jus got my eyes on you
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do

black dress 🎀 🐇#𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 *MV OUT NOW IN DESC*

prod by @w3bgh0st

u dont love me u js want me coz i got money
gettin fkd up everyday ofa different substance
and my hair looks so great every girl says they love it
only thing im missing now is thedrumkick

stitch me up take my drugs tell me that u love me
no matter what u say i always feel so ugly
take a pill n dissapoint the man above me
without chemicals i am nothing
its been coursing thru my bloodstream since i was a young teen
girl in the trap she dont talk she js touch me 
girl in the trap she dont talk she js fk me 
speed n ketamine i feel great i feel lovely

shawty wna drug me 
n i cant tell her no
put a camera in the room lets make an episode
lets go wherever we wanna go
turned their daughter intoawhore in the next room n they never know xP
dump the k in the cocaine n i snort it up together
js like u n me baby coz were all in this together
its been rainy last few days but i really love the weather
cant believe you left me how you did i still sleep with your sweater

and i cant even get a word in
friends wont text me back im a burden
i want my head and heart to stop hurtin
i want to be a normal person
whats wrong with me tell me ill change for you
ill turn into who u want me to 
illdo anything that u want me to do
does the time that we speant mean nothing to u 
cross of k in my nose im floating
took a wrong turn then i sink into the ocean
would you meet me there
and if you would you pretend to care about all thats happened in these past few weeks
or since you decided to leave
i have brand new scars that run so deep in my arms and my heart especially

thinkin bout what was n whatll never be
thinkin bout all the hurtful things you said to me 
knowing knowing that ur upset with me
i js wanna be ur lover not ur enemy
with the end of us it was the end of me
all i have now is drugs and misery 
not a single bit of this makes sense to me 
everything that i take is killing me x2

stitchmeup (w3bgh0st)

@misalivee 
@pixelhood

me 
——

jus tell me 
wtf is going on here 
dying out in vain 
n im going out this year 
tell me lies again 
oh when will it end 
ion wanna talk no we were never friends 
i feel like a freak 
they look at me like a creep 
oh break me down 
n mutilate my body 
n they hate me i stg i hate it 
break me fuckin down again 
killin fuckin fake checks 
cartel cut my fuckin face off
blow my fuckin head double saw off
said you miss me so bad no bitch 
i dont want you back
ive been fuckin on a stupid slut
my dick addictin like sum crack smoking thraxx 
shoot yo fuckin block up
im fuckin sending shots know they 
stock UP UP UP UP!


misa
———

```huhh uuhhh fuck fuck 
baby hit me up or i might cut u up 
and i might drop a pill right inside my cup
baby stay here idgaf i wont talk tough 
i might cut you up i just drop drugs in my drink 
i know im dum 

i know im psycho i know im pretty bitch
oxycodone i got coke up to my dick
bitch fuck you i dont wna talk 
she gon watch me cut she gon lick it up
i dont wna talk i dont wna fuck 
she gon watch me cut and she gon lick it up```

Pretty little liar *needles 2* w/ misalive (pixelhood)

self produced with love as usual<3
w/ @p7e wintr

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
i wish i'd never met you in the first place
and when you die i hope it's in the fucking worst way
every single fucking night i dream of razor blades
xanax bars to sleep at night, guess i've had better days

and sometimes i wake up with tears in my eyes
there's no chemical make-up to fix my design
and i pray i don't wake up and vanish tonight
as i lay in my bed left to rot paralysed

hurt me in the worst way, hurt me while i'm downn
hella marijuana bitch i'm smokin by the pounddd
dead before my birthday, nineteen in the groundd
i'm so sick of drama hope i die inside this house

you're only thriving when i weep
you're only shining when i greive
like i'm your only ecstasy
but i'm just your 4-mmc

if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me
if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me

@p7e
my beloved 
this will be my last mistake 
coz i know that 
you love me like the drugs you take
you choose to live in fear
just take my hand my dear
unless you bite down
i think feel it now

i, oh i,
don’t care for your lipstick 
won’t say i don’t miss it

i, oh i
won’t forgive or forget
ever

I’M UR ONLY XTC ⛧⛧W/ WINTR⛧⛧ (disoc8)

technosexwitch 
prod me



god wants me by his side
but it doesn't feel alright 
i can feel his darkness cuz i can't see the light
yahweh do u care about me
I can't disregard the blood u put apon me
I can't disregard all the fkin lies
false prophet u control my fkin life 
false prophet I know that u don't care
neglected from ur love cuz Ik it not there

technosexwitch - false prophet

WREATHED + hauntingclaire, luvhex

featuring keta @yungketaslime

https://www.instagram.com/convulse2011/

lyrics:

(wintr) 

there's another me deep inside my head
and it doesn't care whether you end up dead
i, won't lie
this time
i swear i'll rewind

i know i'm irreplaceable
it's simply principle
ugh, ugh, ugh
ugh, ugh, ugh

i know i'm irreplaceable
it's simply principle
ugh, ugh, ugh
ugh, ugh, ugh

i swear i'll rewind

(keta)

youll find my body by the train tracks
baby y u say that
memories i play back 
now ur gone i hate that
i watched your love shrink
dont say you love me
coz if you really loved me our paths wouldnt be parting 
i been starving carving
how could you not want me
wake up throw up blood take a xan n go back to sleep
i been holding onto hope
that maybe youll come back to me
this is my greatest tragedy
your loss is my fatality

and all my friends mad at me coz i cant get off the shts
when u left i put slits all over my wrists
i wish i could forget you and not be burdened with this
our love was like a fairytale but it ended in shit
im sick of tryna climb my way out
brains empty only thoughts i think are doubt
ciggarettes on my skin while i scream and shout 
your love was my drug and now i amwithout (edited)



antisocial ft. keta

https://open.spotify.com/track/7KBYX2yDaaCclDQV9Q37lX?si=9e052cb0a1af4bb9

plastic *on all plats*

self prod

her bodies lying on the floor
her livers shot its such a poor
shes been in that house for weeks
no one knows shes a corpse
no one knocks up at her door
they all think shes a whore
shes been planning this for months
kiss a wish up in the stars
and her scars
on her wrist
mark everytime she felt so sick
this is itt
she was committed to losing everything
she dreamed of love
but was followed by pain
shes happier now 
she found comfort in what was next
even if its nothing

nothingg


her bodies lying on the floor
her livers shot its such a poor
shes been in that house for weeks
no one knows shes a corpse
no one knocks up at her door
they all think shes a whore
shes been planning this for months
kiss a wish up in the stars
and her scars
on her wrist
mark everytime she felt so sick

kiss a wish into the stars

prod me fuck u

i asked her if she wants it
she told me tht she wanttsittt
klonopin junkie, i'm always fuckin off it
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet,
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet.

like bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic
bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic

they think ima joke, they think ima no one
i could tie the rope or i could fuckin show them
molly, bit of ket, amphetamine now that's a potion
bby come wit me let's drop an E n show emotion

i'm ecstatic, i luv it when i'm manic
i lost my IRLs bcuz i'm way 2 problematic
i got so many habits, i'm js another addict
16mg of xanax if i even start to panic

so #iconic (disoc8)

prod @g0re4ngel
mix and master @g0re4ngel

(lyrics)
fucked up ohh i been drinking way 2 much
drugged up ohh i been overthinking life
i wanna die i wanna die i grab the knife then cut and slice
im sick and tired im sick inside im sick and twisted w this life oh

hit me on my iphone 
i just wanna die hoe
hit me on my line tho 
ohh oh

fucked up ohh i been drinking way 2 much
drugged up ohh i been overthinking life
i wanna die i wanna die i grab the knife then cut and slice
im sick and tired im sick inside im sick and twisted w this life oh

stitchmeup (w3bgh0st)

keta

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