Crazy how much time has passed since you made this koi

hmmm 15

And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

produced by me !
insta: @ lovefromninewaters

loner, but i'm not a poser
leave me all alone with a bottle and it's over
i feel more at peace when i'm sober
but i have affinity for the odour
yeah i kinda have a thing for you
i sing for you, but i'm not simping for you yeah
i'll give my strings to you
i'll drink with you, grow wings for you

my world was up in flames til i saw you
and you think you've gone insane, baby poor you
now i've gotta up my game cuz i'm taking you first
if you manage to escape then i'm wishin you the worst
my angels told me that i'm runnin out of choices
the devil's on my shoulder and i'm hearin all these voices
i don't pay them no attention, i'm just turning my back
i'm confused at what he's saying, yeah he's probably smoking crack

i'm with my boys, we don't slack
yeah we movin like a pack
gettin groovy, michael jack
get the money, cop a jag
promethazine inside my bag
say we don't like you, that's not cap
everything we say is fax

sometimes i'm walkin by myself
i know i said i didn't lie but that's a lie in itself
i could've been more honest when i said i didn't need help
i kind of miss havin feelings, left them up on the shelf

yea you know i kinda hate you but i'm wishin you well
all the time i spent alone i been burning in hell
i miss the person that i used to be cuz now i'm a shell
we were both at the top but then the both of us fell

thing for you

thing for you (prod. ninewaters)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

moving psychiatric (prod. ninewaters x georgie)

Cover inspirado en Mirando-tu misterioso alguien

PONY

lost star

@yungtrench - lost star (prod. shxrkz x joeldemora)

PRODUCED BY MORS

LYRICS:

LEAVE ME ALONE I'LL BE GONE IN THE NIGHT
READ BETWEEN THE LINES CAUSE I AIN'T GOT TIME
THE BITTER TASTE YOU LEFT STILL HAUNTS MY MIND
INEVITABLE CAR CRASH I IGNORED THE SIGNS

SO ROLL THE END CREDITS LET IT FLICKER & FADE
YOU WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE I LET MYSELF BE PERSUADE
WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE I'M A LITTLE DEFENSIVE
BUT I'M A SUCKER FOR FAKES SO TIRED OF BEING BETRAYED

LEFT YOU A MESSAGE AND I BET YOU WON'T HEAR IT
LEFT YOU A TEXT BUT I HOPE YOU DON'T SEE IT
LEFT YOU MY SWEATER AND I KNOW YOU'RE GONNA WEAR IT
LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER MAN YOU KNOW I CAN'T BE HIM

MORS

FLICKER // FADE (prod. Mors)

one day we can stop droning and start doing what we are meant to do.

[lyrics]
I got nightmares that are better than
Everything that's going on
Turning off my 4 alarms
Checking every single one
Instagram is blowing up
Realize black mirror was
Deflecting all my images
I know I can change

I'm addicted to this fantasy
Of living in a battery
Away from possibilities
Just take it I don't want to be

Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am I supposed to care about you?

They tell me
Follow everything you love
It'll work itself out
Take on every challenge
Don't you let it bring you down
What am I supposed to do?
Moving out the backroom
I don't see the gain
I'm just taking up the volume

Am I tricked into this fantasy
The wasted opportunities
Away from integrity
Just take it I don't want to be

Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am i supposed to care about you?
Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am i supposed to care about you?

Caffeine and Dopamine

MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW

caffeine and dopamine

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7aISvk46tTt8xyb49Ve1L2
Apple: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/you-single/1484433587
YouTube: https://youtu.be/x6IeAPrRFhU

[Verse 1]
You cured my blindness & gave it all
And for a minute my fears would fall
Then you held me, “I know its scary”
You said to me

Within a second I was yours
And that is how this story goes
Now you know
Why I've been lost

‘Cos now your gone and I'm all alone
Leave my hopes and put it in a song
The thoughts of you would’ve made me strong
I didn’t know I had it all along

When I get home and I've worked hard
I watch our pictures on the wall
My eyes get blurry, I miss a call
I’m stuck in bed, can’t sleep at all

[Chorus]
I'm so happy when I wake up every morning next to you in my bed
But by the evening I have given up and I wish that I was dead
‘Cos I remember that you’re not here with me, you’re just in my head
I lost my best friend, will I ever see her again?

[Verse 2]
Each night I push my head into my pillow to stop breathing
Just to feel the pain that you felt the moment your heart stopped beating
Then I lay there in my bed on my back and staring up to the ceiling
Wondering If I will ever wake up, yeah...

It went from planting two lips on two lips to tulips for you (yeah)
I should have known everything you went through (yeah)
But now It’s too late and there’s nothing I can do (yeah)
You’re were the only thing I didn’t wanna lose (yeah) (yeah)

And when it’s raining outside It’s my tears falling down
From the sky and splashes on the ground
‘Cos I don’t know if I can live without you by my side
I’d rather die than be alone another night 

[Chorus] x2
I'm so happy when I wake up every morning next to you in my bed
But by the evening I have given up and I wish that I was dead
‘Cos I remember that you’re not here with me, you’re just in my head
I lost my best friend, will I ever see her again?

cant u tell (feat. Savage ga$p) (p. jackwiththemac)

omw (p. koi) "BITL" OUT NOW

11:30 (p. koi) "BITL" OUT NOW

maybe (pr. Brush)

produced, written, recorded and mixed by keno chanel

maybe i was wrong, giving you my all. i need you to calm down..

cant u tell (feat. Savage ga$p) (p. jackwiththemac)

koi (@ripcoye)

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