pain pain pain ~_\\ 4/9/21

glock33 [prod. koda]

Deleted Kurai Song from 2021
Original Title: heart & mind (4am, kurai)
Original Description: sometimes i wonder why i bother to try cause im right here on my own idk where i reside but i have to decide cause everything taking a toll on my heart & my mind im so hurt healin takes time wish i (incomplete)
Release Date: February 17 2021
Original Cover

Kurai - Heart & Mind (4am & Kurai)

i know that you wanna get back together

i don't wanna talk nice no more
cus i know you gon do me wrong
i walk in the mall throw 100s up
spend it on you see nothing wrong
i'd give it all to you if you say that
know you don't see it the same way so you'll give it back
spend it on you see nothing wrong

nothing wrong let's pop it off
i just know you'll love it now
throw up in my cup i laugh it off
i see nothing wrong just don't answer no

just don't do it
in my honda cruisin
i love the way you do it
they want me to drop some music
i got no fame so i can't lose it
honestly i'm through it
i guess you know it now
it's been myself im fooling
so now i'm dipping out

nothing wrong let's pop it off
i just know you'll love it now
throw up in my cup i laugh it off
i see nothing wrong just don't answer no

blowing up it won't last for a minute
won't listen to the shit that they sending
i just thought that we could have happy endings
i gotta apologize God i've been sinning
damn this all it just feels so amazing
dance with you girl all the cameras they filming
i ain't do you wrong did it right hope you feel me
if i would gather my worries it'd kill me

spotify

nothing wrong (metis)

@51five
@0k1ro

Track 1 <3 

I find it so hard to cry 
I need a moment just to keep me alive
Like are u leaving 
Do u still feel deprived
U say ull love me when we both 45 
And i would love that but its still hard to try 

I find it hard to talk so i dont talk at all 
We sit in silence every single time u pick up my calls
Let me go 
If ur over me just please let me know
wont you pick up the phone

51five: ?

and I 
Know its not an issue to u 
Its so hard to try
I just rly miss u 
Every night i wanna die
i Think of Every time i kiss u
im remebering ur eyes
ur eyes

Keep me Alive +51five [K1ro]

lyrics:

so sick of the lies
tell me the truth
don't care if it hurts
got nothing to lose
riding inside my low-level coup 
fighting inside my love for you
I don't wanna leave it 
feel like a demon
when you said that you loved me I couldn't believe it
just close your eyes
(goodbye)
say goodnight
(the light..) [x2]

(bridge)
you only knew the fake me

I was hoping you wouldn't hate me
I feel like a changeling

I was hoping you could change me

(verse)
you never saw what I did for you
every time you'd fall
I would take the pain for you 
what was the purpose of it all
you left me abandoned
you knew I couldn't stand it
demanding
that I let go of your hand and
you always wanted the impossible
and I always wanted to be diabolical 
I
won't answer you're not talking nice
I love your flesh I think I need it by the slice..

im so sick of the lies!
tell me the truth
don't care if it hurts
got nothing to lose
riding inside my low-level coup 
fighting inside my love for you
I don't wanna leave it 
feel like a demon
when you said that you loved me I couldn't believe it
these scars are raised
its not a phase
its not a problem to get you erased

eraser (CORPSEKITTY + VI1E)

Prod me
With @rit_hk
Lyrics: [51five]
You Coud Be tha 1
Come n Pick me Upp
You Coudd Be tha 1
Ur more Than Enoughg
You Coud Be tha 11
but I Knn,ow that i Suck
i Feel like immma Bug
i Nnever been Enough.

What the fuck, feelLike Crashin Out
Cantt face The feeling Feel like Blackinng Out
i Need2 ask u Whattwas That About
But it Dont matter What Come outtMy Mouth
Money up But Im Sadder nNow
I Dont mattewr I Should CloseMy  Mouth
iDont Matter u Should Close Me Out
iDont matter u Shouldd closeMe outt

You Coud Be tha 1
Come n Pick me Upp
You Coudd Be tha 1
Ur more Than Enoughg
You Coud Be tha 11
but I Knn,ow that i Suck
i Feel like immma Bug
i Nnever been Enough.

[Rit]

You can be the one and u could tell me what from me 
I suck at keeping secrets heard a whisper ur the one for me
I just need a reason nd ur keeping me above it
Hard to stop the bleeding if im honest yea i love it

U cud be the one 
Text me when ur gone
Kiss me when u want
Kill me when ur done

U cud be the one 
U cud be the one 
Wanna take u out but i can never see the sun
I know its wrong

Im Getting butterflies to see u when u get home
And I cud cut my arms off and still find a way to hold u close
But wud u hold me close
Tell me things to fill the hole
Cause ive been living as a half and u could make me whole
Still racking lines and passing time its all i ever know
Just kiss me in the snow
last scene of my favorite show 

And when our lips get pulled apart thats when the curtain close
Thats when i feel alone
U cud be the one thats all ive ever known

<3333333333333333333333333333

You Could Be Tha 1 w/ Rit

cover art by toxin brewer and fohe
rip dj screw


from december to march 

cold heartbreak in summer 
i’m so done i’m so over 
my heart can’t take 
can’t shoulder 
the sun shines right above us 
from december to march 
my heart fell apart 
you told me from the start 
that u don’t know who u are 
well u shyne so bright 
i mistake u for a star 
i was eye gazing under the bridge 
ur stare brings me so much bliss 
ash goes flying in the wind 
i wanna burn like ur cigarette 
american spirits in mah lung 

cold heartbreak in summer 
my heart can’t take can’t shoulder 
i’m so done it’s over 
my heart can’t take can’t shoulder
cold heartbreak in summer 
the sun shines right above us

cold summer (junebug) *chopped by SUGR*

cascade ⭑.ᐟ｡°‧ˊ˗ @1bleedinggrey

Pearls

Slow, but gets pretty wild. Simply curious to see people's thoughts or if anybody would be interested in my productions.

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These Days - Mixdown Slow Funk - Collage

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cold summer (junebug) chopped by SUGR

yung krypto