Produced By Me

(prod. benji the machine)

3/16/22

@joshuasageart
@scoobisalright
@lileddy8
@benjithemachine
@deadat18

Magic Charms (w/ ☆scøøb☆ & edwrd.) [+Benjithemachine x Deadat18]

gtg

prod @benjithemachine and @lifepoints very swag

I GTG BRB ｢benji the machine+lifepoints｣

nitecoremix - https://soundcloud.com/penguinasf/what-do-you-really-think-of-me-nitecoreasf

mixed by @scoobisalright
prod - @benjithemachine

(lyrics):
tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with our memories

tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with the memories

ever since left me
ive been on my own again
ive been very lonely
just doin this life thing
keep it to my self now
dont need friends just let me be
oh I wish you loved me more
now u got me thinkin who’d you rly care for
stick to my fantasy
in my dreams ur with me
but it’s just make believe

tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with our memories

tell me
what do you really think of me
fakin
u think I can’t take it?
face it
i don’t think I’m gonna make it
can’t you see
that I’m stuck with our memories

what do you really think of me? [benjithemachine]

@benjithemachine
@northeastlights

artwork by @toxinbrewer

Cuz Its Hard to breathe without you
Ill be waiting on the wall

Hang me up just like a picture
Its easy to see u never cared at all 

And i can feel it creeping in my lungs
In 1 breathe could lose it all

And i fall again
I fall again
I cant deal with more withdrawal

Ill be outside
Ill be waiting
I cant userstand what ur saying

Do you want me to wait
Im tired of being awake
Ill sleep and dream of all the games u been playing


Cuz Its Hard to breathe without you
Ill be waiting on the wall

Hang me up just like a picture
Its easy to see u never cared at all 

And i can feel it creeping in my lungs
In 1 breathe could lose it all

I dont recall last summer
You know i hate feeling like a bummer

Cause i ruin everything
Ill screw with all the messed up things
And make em more messed up
I find it hard to even give a fuck 

Cuz Its Hard to breathe without you
Ill be waiting on the wall

Hang me up just like a picture
Its easy to see u never cared at all 

And i can feel it creeping in my lungs
In 1 breathe could lose it all

And i fall again
I fall again
I cant deal with more withdrawal

Hard To Breathe [benjithemachine + Northeast Lights]

ill never see light of day 
i wish the pain away 
and i seem to fade away
my hearts starting to decay 
i can’t hide the pain 
i won’t live today 
i wont live today 
i can’t go i can’t go i can’t goooo
my heart starts to break 
and your to blame 
yeah you’re to blame
ohhhhhh
my heart starts to break
and you’re to blame

I won't live today (lovbug x karasu)

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

Heaven’s Alley x #ARCHANG3LS
@samsweater
art by yung leo @leovisa

krypz:
and i try to break thru 
but i always seem to fail 
it’s true u see u always been apart of me
i can’t believe i can’t believe 

i can’t tell u 
so i’ll just go 
my world falls down 
it breaks into pieces 

i knowwwwwww
it’s time time time 
ohhhh 
it’s time to go it’s time to go 
you don’t know what id do 
what id do to be with u
i just wanna shyne with u
with u i know i’m invincible 

sam:

in the end, won’t forget
won’t forget bout us
thank god that i’m saved by luck 
before you go, think of it slow
150 spread around my dash guess i’m stickin to what i know

oh, is tht how u feel?
been waiting for this dream to become a reality like really real
realistically i could give two fucks left
goin on till my last fucking breath

i luv u 2 death, but they say love is blind
pls hold me closer oh this light of mine this light of MINE
wouldn’t mind if u would be so kind
to please give back my swag i feel though that its time
that its time, saw a sign, babygirl u make me feel so divi-ine
 
look at my fuckn wrist shine as i fly by
say goodbye to the old me that made so many mistakes
fuck it i’m going all in against high stakes

break, the safe, when i sleep i dream bout numbers
M VP, state of mind i feel like number 1
promise me forever i’m the only ooone
if its set in stone i guarantee its doooone

if i stunted all my clothes is it selfish?
wqlk thru the door lookin fresh i can’t help it
don’t need help please let me make my mistakes
omw 2 hell, sinful by mistake

apart of me w/ samsweater (shishy)

winter air w/ twintails (lovbug)

https://youtu.be/WCkWvA0SzF8?si=TgcnfxFTH9wlkImC

my wings have gone away 
grey skies fall to the ground
my heart aches to the violent sounds 
i swear i lay awake to it all 
with you i stood tall

my heart can’t take this no more 
the tears i shed stain the floor
the hero fights away with the sword 
he tried to crawl out the bloody shore 

i don’t wanna fight no more
i don’t wanna cry no more 
fly my wings across the globe 
i’ll walk outside and leave the door 
i don’t wanna fight no more 
i don’t wanna cry no more
fly my wings across the globe 
i don’t wanna cry no more 

i just wanna go to heaven 
i don’t wanna talk no more 
i just wanna go to heaven 
i don’t wanna talk no more 
i don’t wanna go no more 
i’ll walk thru the door
i don’t wanna fight no more
i just wanna go to heaven 

i don’t wanna fight no more 
i don’t wanna cry no more 
fly my wings across the globe 
i can’t take this no more 
my wings have gone away 
the skies go and turn to grey 
i just wanna go to heaven 
( just wanna go to heaven)

my wings have gone away (benjithemachine x snake) [MV IN DESC]

This corona got us forgetting how to live fr
beat by @snake_prod
vocals, mix & cover art by me

spotify

LIVE IT UP! [prod. SNAKE]

stupid scum *freestyle* (prod. snake) BLACK LIVES MATTER <3

@elishawty @snake_prod 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1xJK8h5slEx2vfFo0HOuHB?si=gBRrHbKaT_653avYuygZQg

I will go karen on that assss!
#varsity #youngbapestahs

disgusting w/ lil eli (prod. snake) *ysl*

but bitch im lit like bic
beat by @snake_prod

NO SREMM [prod. SNAKE]

prod @snake_prod
everything else by me <3

ILLUSION [prod. SNAKE]

im alone all day
and i lose more friends than i make
singing on beats is my therapy
its the only time i feel i have clarity
I treat my soundcloud page like a diary
im making music with my friends inspires me
i hate myself and its tiring
so i distract myself entirely

but im holding on so that maybe one day
i will look back and say it was weird for me to feel that way
and maybe reassure myself that this was just a phase
but it never seems to go away

this world is full of negativity
i just want to give off good energy
ppl always fkn talking n it gets to me
but i cant let them feed off me



diary //Benji The Machine

@synthetickids x @angels-from-the-south

##gleamleague
krypz aka gutta angel fell outta heaven aka dj krypz aka lil bankroll aka emo paul wall

my wings have gone away (benjithemachine x snake) [MV IN DESC]

yung krypto