not doin this anym0re [unmasterd]

lovezombie - i wish my mirror showed inside of me ft. astari

we were talking about nothing
then something really stumped me.
you were blushing, as you touched me
then you asked me, if i loved me

well i don’t love this body and
it is often faulty 
but i can love the things i put on it
its all that i ever wanted, 

i need tectonic shifts in the way that i love me
i've been hurt and i'm still recovering
and i just want to feel like something

you said i'm just overwhelmed
and i'm not like anyone else but
everyone feels the way i do
"i know its stressful
but you are special
i just wanted you to know that
your body's just a vessel
and i know its hectic
we'll never get it
it's copacetic and
maybe it's genetics"

im approaching ever closer
but never getting closure
i only have composure
when your head is on my shoulder

the room is spinning
the clock is ticking
and we are kissing
again and again x2

forever and ever
we'll be together 
i will surrender 
whatever whenever

because you
taught me
to love me
and this body

i just want to show you
i can see what you do too
when i look at me
the same way i look at you

Pink//Opal - Tectonic

LEFT TOWN ABRUPTLY

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parlay

vox: bedhead, lil wet wet, zoh
prod: mead0ws
mix: bedhead
art: bedhead

azure Ü (+ mead0ws)

I woke up with a weight on my conscience
It just won’t leave me til I’m in a coffin
I feel uneasy I’m moving with caution
These ppl see me & hate that I’m walking

Tell me why u wanna throw it all away
I guess I didn’t mean shit 2 u, that’s my mistake
I was left all alone standing in the rain
All I feel is paranoia every single day
You couldn’t hurt me if I didn’t let you
Some days I wish that I hadn’t ever met you
I’m on my own now, but thank god I left you
All you ever brought me was pain & regret too

Tell me it was easy, tell me that you hate me
Give me all the reasons why you had to break me
You left me stuck here, and my body’s aching
I was so scared every night, body shaking

I woke up with a weight on my conscience
It just won’t leave me til I’m in a coffin
I feel uneasy I’m moving with caution
These ppl see me & hate that I’m walking

summernevercomes

<3
https://soundcloud.com/aquariiius

lyrics
@zachthomas-2

always ask my whyy
but rlly i dont get it
imma take a few more 
i just wanna feel it
i rlly aint the 1 u wanna deal with
i get so fucked up 
i know im stupid
catch me me smokin on the tha strong
catch me coughin up a lung
told u that i’d never give af about
why u wanna fw me when my vision clouded
catchin w n im watchin yall lose
why u wake up??
u should hit snooze🥱
i jus made a band so i know u rlly mad dawg
why u always hatin u should focus on yourself tho...
i aint waitin on no call
dont give a fuck at all
but imma fuck it uppp
dont wanna be alone 
do what i got to
super rare shawty
i cant find her like she mewtwo
makin lots of money
i just do what im supposed to do
all that shit u talk i jus needa see u with them hands
countin benjamins
i dont know which world im in
its a slow descend
bby its a slow descend 
n everythings tied down right where i left it
hop in shotgun 
its gettin hecticcc
catch me me smokin on the tha strong
catch me coughin up a lung
told u that i’d never give af about
why u wanna fw me when my vision clouded
catchin w n im watchin yall lose
why u wake up??
u should hit snooze🥱
i jus made a band so i know u rlly mad dawg
why u always hatin u should focus on yourself tho...


@aquariiius
when i wake up i see what i messed up
in the day time smokin on the sunlight
in the nighttime im losing my whole mind
i never pressed snooze before
i just wake up smoke and lose some more
dont ask about it, im drowning
but it comes full circle every time
i, i don't love to hurt i just cant decide
why i dont love myself more than my vice
why am i the only one thats in my way this time
ah, find me smokin on the blunt
find me smokin out a lung
you should probably move along
cuz idk just what u want
back to my doom, just press snooze
so what, so whats there to lose
ima do what i do 
truth be told, i dont wanna live this way no more 
truth be told, i dont wanna live this way no more

snooze🥱 w/ aquariiius ☁️ + lurks

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not doin this anym0re [unmasterd]

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