clock blocking
my time is borrowed and jealous often
let a year slip out of my palm
straight into a coffin
lookin back like where's it at
why'd I lose the profit
bag size thumbalina, fumble it
act like I lost it
only truth I spit is hidden in the toxic
bed ridden, ain't no forgiving
my sins spit to the rhythm of wasted potential
hard to cop it
ten seconds of vision then the new year is dropping
so fitting
talk the resolution up
have high hopes for five seconds
then back to coping mechanisms
stuck
frozen in trauma and lust 
wasn't enough
pain, I swore to myself that I would fuck it up
little to no trust
belittled my self love
the middle was my crutch
I shut the fuck up
no opinion
fear locking the jaw shut
losing my peers
singing and rapping for what
pages of time spent
there's a pattern of ruts
let you fuck me over again
guess you can call me a cuck
20 to 21
I was fishing for validation
but the realization was
is that it was never enough
gave up on getting up
gave up on my decision
that I'm living for the music
my priorities got fucked
trying to piece together
just exactly who I was but
time was never kind
and I lost every fuck
but
I cannot be labeled as a fuck up
no more 9 to 5
I ain't got the time
no more taking fifty bucks
turning up the luck
and getting back to regular ethic
this scene is pathetic
I probably look prophetic 
in the presence of these peasants
I won't be dapping up
keep giving presents
self fellatio lessons
release another dud
cannot say I give a fuck
focus on myself
we all know I need to give it up

catch you later cunt











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SOUNDCLOUD RAPPER // after everyone leaves
JUNE 8TH, 2020
love, sleech

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Sleech