CRAIG SCISSORHANDS VOL 3

Numbing

core of some kind

lyrics
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i am quickly realizing
all the problems that i'm facing
all exist inside this hatred
for myself my thoughts are racing
is there anybody out there
feeling dim, dark & depleting
what is safe cause all i fear is near
& death i'll soon be greeting
i truly wish the flickering would stop
& i could catch my breath
but this films left on repeat again
somehow you soon forget 
you've damn near downed your second bottle
drunken words in full effect
these sober thoughts have always lived here
driving by until they wreck

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

i think the sky is falling
but it's my imagination
overcasting on & off again
to form a new foundation
hopefully i reconstruct myself
it might take quite a while
obsolete upon comparison
these scars all stretch for miles
i'll never find the person i was then
he's buried deep below
subterranean inhabitant
i hope he likes the snow
did the soul inside his body
ever find his way back home
am i talking in third person
yeah i guess we'll never know

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

dim, dark, depleting

LYRICS:

Intro:
Ever had the feeling that you’re never gonna be okay 
Wishing there was light cuz I am tired of being so gray
Waiting for the day that I will never have to feel this way
Hopefully you don’t run away from me when I tell you stay

Bridge:
I just showered and I brush my teeth so why do I still reek?
My soul is so goddam weak that I can’t even goddam speak
Just know when I look at you, you get me at my tallest peak
My techniques are not the best but I’m trying to be unique

Chorus:
I’m sorry if I reek of depression I can’t stop and think and feel
I always had the thought that I wasn’t real so I wouldn’t feel
All these feelings I concealed at the end it had to be revealed
Everyday I pray to god so my heart can heal

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