How could i love you i dont even love myself 😫😫😫😫

take heed

I can feel your soul 
it’s breaking me 
and the smoke in my lungs 
makes it hard to breath 

 

you think you know me more than 
i know myself 
how could i love you 
i don’t even love myself 

i’m in a dark room 
i can feel in my skin 
the spirits talking too 
or when i ask within 

you try to change my own uh 
all you want is control uh 
in the shadows where they roam 
spirits whispering low

unveiled (demo)

Me Vs The Wrld

some late night r&b for u guys, even more music coming soon! 🖤
All sound production done by me (except beat)

tonight!

Campus Maniac

fallen into madness
for you i’ll stay
i’ve fallen into ashes
i have no shame

the bruises on my neck
they’re from you
you made your mark on me
and when i try to rest
i cant sleep
all i feel is you

i’ve fallen into madness
for you i’ll stay
i’ve fallen into ashes
i have no shame

you broke me and changed my mind
i won’t fight, i won’t fight

i find it hard to care
when i’m the only one
that thinks from my perspective 
you’re pulling out my hair
but you still think im beautiful enough to yell at me

i’ve fallen into madness
for you i’ll stay
i’ve fallen into ashes
i have no shame

(you’re pullin out my hair)
(you’re pullin out my hair)

shameless madness (BONUS)

Written By - Buppy., Angus McMillan, Lauren Mandel
Produced By - DXCKLIN
Composed By - Buppy., DXCKLIN, Henry Hinton
Mixed By - Cole Boillat
Mastered By - André Castro

Cover Art by Buppy.

© 2023 Buppy., in partnership with Boom Records
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Jack and Jill
We were up taking pills 
Chasing thrills
I found love on that hill
If it’s real,
She could tell me how she feel
I ain’t running from this
I don’t wanna,
I don’t wanna come down

I don’t wanna come down
I don’t wanna come down

Yeah
She fixed the crown that was broken
She helps me show my emotions 
She slowly cutting me open 
But I like it like that
She bites me and I bite right back
She fights mean but it’s all an act
And her friends tell me that I’m too attached
I’m tumbling down
Are you running after me?
We were messing around
And then she swept me off my feet 
Head in the clouds and my tongue in her teeth 
She gives me more than reason
I think it’s more than a feeling 

Jack and Jill
We were up taking pills 
Chasing thrills
I found love on that hill
If it’s real,
She could tell me how she feel
I ain’t running from this
I don’t wanna,
I don’t wanna come down

I don’t wanna come down
I don’t wanna come down
I don’t wanna come down

Jack and Jill
We were once taking pills
Now it’s real,
I could die on this hill
Now it’s real,
I could die on this hill 
We ain’t running from this
We don’t wanna
We don’t wanna come down

names&places

jack&jill

Ima Do It Anyway (prod. blossom1)

Any Kind of Love is a quiet, powerful tribute to imperfect connection — a collection of songs that embrace the beauty in brokenness, the strength in vulnerability, and the hope that flickers even in the darkest places.

Blending emotional lyricism with raw, intimate melodies, the album speaks to the unspoken—grief, longing, healing, and the courage it takes to be seen. These are anthems for the wounded heart, for those who still believe that love, in any form, is proof we’re alive.

Even cracked. Even scarred. Still love.

Fade To Black

Epic Cinematic Metal score.
A colleague of mine asked me to produce a track, which combines cinematic orchestra instruments and metal. Because he loves metal, but also orchestra instruments. 

So, this track is where orchestra meets metal:
Thundering war drums driving relentless energy
Soaring and distorted electric cello lines cutting through the mix
Dark contrast and depth
A sound both cinematic and powerful, bridging film score intensity with the raw force of metal.
It’s not just orchestral. It’s not just metal. It’s the collision of both worlds. Dramatic, aggressive.
Listen yourself. If you like it.....

unveiled (demo)

yunngsensei

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