sad songs

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I sent you a text and I know that you read it
And soon as I wrote it I knew I’d regret it
Time in your mind make you dead if you let it 
I’m feeling so ugly, no photoshop edit
Your files embedded, inside of my brain
They bring me love, and they bring me pain
I’m watching your arm, where-ever you aim
Things aren’t the same, since that night at my place, you lit up my world
Dived in your ocean and swirled, running your hands through my curls
You felt like my girl, but I lost you to him, now I’m smoking again 
Asking myself if I’m ever gon’ win, with my trust and my care
I opened my heart
But couldn’t tell if we shared this connection I’m feeling
Im writing this out to address it, I hope that you get it
Cuz I learned a lesson, I follow my heart to end  there I said it
With every sentence I write, I’m shining my soul into light
I hope he’s not dulling your shine, but hope makes me blind in my life
I hope that I’m right, I hope you’re not his, I hope that you’re mine
We live and we die, until then were just getting by
So why not just be my side if you’re feeling the same
Know what I’m saying? 
Baby you know what I’m saying? 
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you
Baby I miss you
A little too much

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you
Baby I miss you
A little too much

I sent you a text, a different message and I know you read shit that too
I’m sorry for everything that I do, but baby I can’t keep chasing after you
When you know how I feel but you’re telling me anyways 
You’ve been fucking him but you’re texting me anyways 
Saying you miss me, well I miss you too but I just can’t do this shit anymore
You’re calling me, telling me come over, and I run to your door
With a full order, that’s never gets paid for
Not much to stay for, if this was a cancer of mental stability we’d be on stage 4 
I wish I could say more, but I just digress into stress
Baby I wish you best, I know this is right but it feels like we’re missing a step
This comes from my heart, it’s straight from my chest, and I don’t want to lose you
No I don’t wanna lose 
But i feel like I lost you 
But i feel like I lost you 

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you

In my perfect world, we’d be together
But I don’t know if you feel the same
All I know is that I feel this pain in my chest 
With every breath that I’m taking without you
I’m trying to move on but I just don’t know how to
And honestly baby girl, I don’t want to
No I don’t want to
I just want you and it drives me crazy
Been thinking lately that you fucking hate me
For all of this shit, I’m in love and shit 
But I can’t touch you
I can’t say that I love you
I can’t say that I want you
I can’t say that I miss you 
And you know the real me, so all of that shit it  just kills me
When we’re together I look in your eyes, they used to stare back into mine
But now I’m hardly even catching a glance, you just gon’ stare at your phone
Leave me all alone 
But I’m used to it
Leave me all alone 
but I’m used to it
Yeah baby, if you knew me
You’d know that I’m used to it

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Lyrics: 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

Baby to tell you the truth, I’m doing not well 
Pains draping all over my body like felt 
And my colors so pale, it’s matching pastel
Been drawing myself, and it’s way out of line with my mind 
Repelling away, the people who love me, I find
I'm deep into hell and I still wonder why 
I never break down and cry 
I wish that I could but I can’t and I tried, I swear
My tears taped shut, since you came in my life I’m aware 
That I lost my sight, and I’m not alright with this 20/160 
Can’t even see if there’s somebody with me, I feel so alone to be honest
The scars that you left me are weighing down deep on my conscious
Tired of nonsense, I don’t need comments
I’m sad and I know it, you set me in motion
And now I don’t know if I’ll recover from blocking emotions I don’t wanna feel, pull up the covers and hide away
Somebody help me find my way
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
Somebody hold me 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

I don’t wanna live anymore, I’m not happy about it 
But feelings so dark in my brain, can’t be ignored 
I’m at war with myself and I’m losing
There is no picking and choosing 
The shooters keep shooting no matter the pain
Tempted to drink all my problems away 
Just fade away into dusk
I feel incapable of being loved
so I substituted with taking some drugs
Weed and the booze and the pills, I tried it all and still I don’t feel any better, it’s hailing on me, can’t predict all the weather
What’s new, I thought that I knew, everything that I needed 
And now I’m just broken and toking depleted of any emotion
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody

I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 

You don’t wanna be mine?
Well that’s I guess fine
Besides, I’m too inside of mind 
To give you the time that you need
But baby, just please
Please hold me
One more time 
Just for me
That’s all I need
Baby, please hold me
One more time
That’s all I need, baby 

I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

Just Hold Me

If Time Could Tell

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