i don't think heaven is real but i hope i get to see my dogs again

pills

mix & produced by blurhie

lyrics:
Can you see a girl
Who has a dandelion stuck in her eye
I know that it hurts
You need to calm down before it gets worst

I'll live for you
Don't make the same mistakes I do
I'll live for you
I'll try my best but you do to

Can you see a girl
Who has a dandelion stuck in her eye
I know that it hurts
You need to calm down before it gets worst

a dandelion stuck in her eye

I keep pushing, I keep pushing and ill tuck it away,

I still can't believe i was happier when you weren't away,

And everytime i wake up its the same shit everyday,

Can't get you out my mind, I walk to you, you push me away,

Don't try to tuck me out bed im dead anyway,

I just wanted somebody to talk to me, nobody came,

You make me feel like shit I think that you're just a fucking bitch,

I hope you're happy when im riding six feet inside a ditch,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

My love is heaven-sent, the way you love is fucking me up,

I might just day today, I tried to love you, sober me up,

Bitch i can't love again, I'd rather die, I'm rotting in bed,

I said I'd rather be dead, I might just pop pills instead,

Fill my brains out with your lie, no i can't love you again,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

It's just the thick of it yeah,it's just the thick of it yeah,

I'm a ? inside my room I'm drinking like a boozer,

I'm a plague i cut my wrists 'cause I'm a fucking loser,

And everybody hates "no lights" 'cause im a fucking user,

I hate my life and everyone so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner,so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner, you are a creepy loser,

So I'ma end it sooner,

(So I'ma end it sooner)

i hate being human

Vomit Covered Denim Jeans, by Elijah Kealy.

this album was created in only a few weeks, with each song being made in one day. I set out to record, produce and master each song in less than 24 hours, some only being a 2-3 hour long session. I wanted to make a project that was more creatively fulfilling for me and this definitely did that and helped me to not be as much of a perfectionist and to just have fun.

All tracks were written, recorded, produced, and mixed by Elijah Kealy.
All instruments and vocals by Elijah Kealy.

Standin' Around

The Plastocene

Candles in a Submarine. (prod. Dolev Talmor)

Fly (prod. rai4real)

Produced by leonxr, SANIKWAVE, MARLOW, HEYARNOLD

/papercut

© Simon St John Chamberlain 2025
Remix of the "The Secrets you Hide" first published in 2020

Lyrics:
Who will catch you when you fall?
When all those you love have betrayed you.

Who will be there by your side?
And who can you count on this time?

When there’s nothing left to fear
But the rage in your heart uncontrolled

When you know the end is near
The fire in your heart will run cold

Who knows why you cannot see?
And who knows what weighs on your mind?

Who knows why love can’t break free?
And who knows the secrets you hide?

The Secrets You Hide (Ghost Edit)

im never going to have her, and it haunts me every night

きみがあるいている

Voice, guitar, and piano.
I record the sensations of the day in sound.

album/
原風景-Essence
https://yusukesekine.bandcamp.com/album/essence
Floating Pyramid: Prism Resonance
https://yusukesekine.bandcamp.com/album/floating-pyramid-prism-resonance
released August 23, 2025


声とギターとピアノ。
その日の感覚を、音に記しています。

きみがあるいている

Yusuke Sekine

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