ded <3

ridinn

different

suicide

( pr. kg <3 )this song isn’t rlly one that i plan to blow up off of but rather just a song that NEEDS to be out. i meant every word i said. hope u like it <3

lyrics: 

wake up every single day no motivation left in me , i’m struggling with overthinking crippled by anxiety 

people tell me vent about it then turn around & laugh at me, so even if all alone i feel like that’s what best for me

i lie in bed all day make songs all night
i know that it’s not healthy but i promise i’ll be alright
i really wanna cry but i try & nothing comes out 
i haven’t ate at all today & it’s already dark out

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

i tell myself it’ll get better with more time
i know you wanna help but depression’s in my bloodline
ill blame myself even if it isn’t my fault 
like damn my bad i’m just miserable by default 

i hate my subconscious 
i’m rambling bout nonsense 
i take ur words straight to the heart so please hold ur comments

i’m sorry if i’m trippin i just don’t know what is next for me
maybe i’m just meant to be alone it could be destiny 

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

bleeding (hold me)

quinn - im soooooo tired of dis (agondrayy)

with https://soundcloud.com/rouri404 prod https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce

lyrics :)

I've been wasting a lot of time, but I'm alright
I've been running 'round in cricles, tryna catch my mind
And I can't move on, I swear I tried
And I can not see past my own eyes

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

Empty hallways 
Running, and you fall at night 
Catching up, Know I’m always by your side
In the mirror my reflection never bats an eye
Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, boutta turn out the lights 
There is something in this house, and I know it’s not right
There is someone in the backseat of my ride
Hearing whispers in the attic
Cold hands on my back, sending shivers down my spine

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

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too much w/ rouri404 (plxce)

falling from the top floor,
wings out like a deadman
wishing that we talked more
don't get second chances
screaming til my voice is goin numb ain't that romantic
car wreck, put me in a panic

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

never been for conflict
shooting at the stars going cosmic
you saw my last text why u toxic
if you don't have the answer why you tlking?

growing pains hunger grip my stomach and my sides, i can't take it anymore i'm havun thoughts of suicide, i'm still walking with a chip, you talking shit i'm gonna slide, yeah these vultures leaving nest, the way these bullets gonna fly

ain't not time to waste
another second with you sounds like such a pain
and everytime i'm feeling scared i run away, got too much pressure on my head hair turning grey, it's such a waste

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

Growing Pains

Growing Pains (prod. Arey)

https://soundcloud.com/d3lus0ry
https://soundcloud.com/kiryano

all my bones r broken
keep my heart its frozen
it rains like there is no tomorrow
but i cant bury my sorrows

take a shot to my head
match the hole in my heart
all the tears that i shed
fall like snow in the night

all the things that u said
felt so wrong in the end
when i bleed on my bed 
will u hold my hand

all the promises forgotten
flow like blood into the gutter
cant keep running from my problems
but im running out of options

n i cant take it
i need a happy ending
eyes wide shut
everything will cave in

i feel like im running 
but im stuck at the beginning 
i would walk a thousand miles 
to c u smile yeah thats a given

life is out to get me 
i cant feel a thing im off the percs the way im living
i cant stop my mission
till the day i die ill be moving with precision

bleed (delusory + kiryano)

@blxty
@1yugenn

i feel like im better alone
is something wrong with me?
i feel like im turning into
what i don't want to be
tell me everything is alright
i need your honesty
tell me everything will be fine
just keep reminding me that

just be honest, do u hate me?
its all that im thinking bout lately
everyday feel like im going crazy
pushed me to the edge yea u made me
wanna talk ima let it out
all these thoughts inside my head need to get them out
im not happy when you're not around
not a smile its an upside down frown

i hate when i see that you're down
you know when i keep to myself
i cry but im hiding the sound
its a lie coming out of my mouth

honesty prod blxty & yugen

Remake of the music Clouds As Witnesses by $uicideBoy$

this song is not mine

check out more in my YouTube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWBk1l-Z0bpP5bhLPaLes_w

$uicideBoy$ - Clouds As Witnesses Instrumental Remake (reprod. iBlazeManz)

2hollis - i try

plaster

ion care abt ya boyfrnd all i careee is whn ur breakn upp

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$UICIDEBOY$ X GERM - THE SERPENT AND THE RAINBOW Slowed

Eden Sigilkore Try

Zaya - Exist in me X Kylo Ren

never let go

Ride or Die by Sevdaliza, Villano Antillano, Tokischa. 
SLOWED AND REVERB.

Ride Or Die Pt.2 (SLOWED + REVERB) – Sevdaliza, Villano Antillano, Tokischa.

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KILL YOURSELF Part X: The Resurrection Saga

DURANGO '95 (A REAL HORROR $HOW)

saraunh0ly - mmm00nm0thz (slowed + reverb)

Scrim - gng shit (version tags)

dark light [kraken flip]

surreal.

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$UICIDEBOY$ ~ kill yourself part 4 (slowed + reverb + bass boosted)

SparrowsCreek

Bones & Eddy Baker - LooseScrew

Peach Dream prod. Cash Cobain

bloody nose think i messed up
im the hero u look like an extra
u took an L when u were next up
i took a dub onto the next one

my signals lagging out i think i lost connection
w all my bros i rly miss them
i wrung my heart they didnt listen
they rly only wanted me for all the chicken

starin at my shoes like dam thats tuff
guess wasnt i made for this stuff
breakin in was gettin fuckin rough
now i run away from what ive become

i gotta pull her in by my side
im staring into ur crytal eyes
ur lookin at me like i might die
but im jus lookin onto being alive\

like go go go i lost sense of direction
i blow blow off every bitch in my mentions
its low low low at the ground where we steppin
dont know know know where fuck that im chasin next

i lose my body im just a neck and a head
so you better show me some respect
and all these chasers are on my jock for the day
when i just wanna rly wanna get in bed

go white boy go (prod. 4am)

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