left behind - SARM? x yuusef

There are times you don't know what to do, go out and drink is not the solution, just go home and talk it out.

Waiting for you

This is song written by Jeremy Ryan Martin at a time when he was reminiscing on his past remembering all the loved ones he'd lost particularly his mother he lost when he was in his early 20's

Spinning Wheel

If you've ever felt like a ghost in a getaway car...

★ Raw • Haunting • Cathartic ★

Dive into a ghost story where pop-punk’s confessional rage meets hauntcore’s eerie intimacy. This acoustic-driven track wraps desperate highway imagery ("headlights, red lights, sirens bright") in stripped back guitar rawness, capturing the exhaustion of outrunning your own shadow.

Key themes:

☠️ Self haunting (“I’m my own worst memory”)

🚗 Escapism’s dead ends (“Can’t outrun myself in either lane”)

⚰️ Resignation (“Dig myself into a little plot of grass”)

Lyrics:

I distanced myself to see what would stay near
Admittedly I don't see much, all too clear
Head lights, red lights, and sirens bright at the rear
But the subject in the mirror is much closer than it appears

And I see it now, the ghost I tried to leave
Following me down these empty streets
I believe it now, like you used to say
I'm my own worst memory

Windows down, July rain as cold as your glare
Heavy is the head, cold wind, silence in the air
Better left unsaid, can't speak what's not here
Never tried my best, couldn't make myself seem to care

But every mile I drive is a roadside flare
Double parked going sixty, lighting a cigarette, texting "I'm almost there"
Can’t outrun myself, in either lane, always left, right, disappear
Wind blows tumble weeds down a familiar road of tears

And I see it now, the ghost I tried to leave
Following me down these empty streets
I believe it now, like you used to say
I'm my own worst memory

Am I running from the past or chasing what’s ahead?
These sirens behind me can’t drown what’s in my dread
The lights are getting closer, fear is getting clear
Is it a dead end ahead or highway deer

Rearview conversations I never will outpace
Every mile marker takes a turn to make their case
Tires drift the shoulder, rubber stays in place
Fell asleep at the wheel trying to erase

And I see it now, where I was supposed to be
Spent to much time at lights in disbelief
I believe you now, I just don't trust the memory
Cause you can't get that far with a tank on E

I missed my turn a while back
Think I'll park in the shade
Dig myself into a little plot of grass
I tire of taking winding paths too fast, too fast

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Latest single from Burgerkill "Undefeated", official demo. Taken from upcoming 2015 album. 

Enjoy! \m/

Burgerkill - Undefeated Official Demo

Silverback Democracy is a sharp, sardonic commentary on how modern society rewards arrogance over integrity.

It calls out the way loud egos rise while empathy gets sidelined not because the system’s broken, but because it’s designed that way. 

The lyrics walk the listener through that brutal logic: we cheer the clowns, worship confidence, and label noise as truth.

It’s not an angry protest it’s exasperation sung with a smirk.

The narrator isn’t screaming for change, they’re holding up a mirror and saying, “Look. This is us. This is how we work.”


[Verse 1]
The system’s fine it’s meant to be,
Loudmouths win, not empathy.
Egos climb, the kind step down,
The wise ones run from the crown.

[Chorus]
Silverback democracy,
Confidence beats honesty.
We follow noise, not clarity,
It’s working, perfectly.

[Verse 2]
The calm stay quiet, the cruel stay loud,
The stage is set, we love a crowd.
We don’t want truth, we want a show,
We built this world, we let it grow.

[Verse 3]
You clap for clowns, you call them kings,
You cheer the loudest, emptiest things.
They shout, you bow, you think it’s true
It’s madness, through and through.

[Bridge]
Power burns, the sane step back,
Good hearts don’t survive the pack.

[Final Chorus]
Silverback democracy,
It’s not broke it’s policy.
We follow noise, not clarity,
It’s working, perfectly.

[Outro ]
It’s working, perfectly...
Yeah, perfectly.

copyright ©️ Dendritedisco (2025)


silverback democracy.

After Midnight - Blink 182

MIXED & MASTERED By SEVENTH RECORDS
*Copyright Disclaim I do not own this song credits to Blink 182* 

Blink 182 - Bored To Death (Tom DeLonge Voice)

Songs That Saved My Life

Neck Deep - Torn

Saosin Full Track

Burgerkill  Adamantine
© BKHC Records
℗ 2018
Drum tracks recorded at Shoemaker Studio, Jakarta.
Guitar, bass & vocals recorded at Masterplan, Bandung.
Mixed at Shoemaker Studio.
Mastered at Slingshot Mastering.

Burgerkill released their latest album, Adamantine.
This is a musical work that reflects a condition of strong solidity - it also refers to a condition of quality that is unresolved, unyielding, firm and strong in holding beliefs and commitments, as well as a conclusive order of conclusions that can no longer be ransacked by anything. The most core atomic element that transmits the strongest and indestructible mineral property. 

Adamantine also available in other digital releases:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5QG9VK...

iTunes:  https://itunes.apple.com/au/album/ada...

Deezer:  https://www.deezer.com/us/album/82153482

GooglePlay: https://g.co/kgs/JNw8Hk

Joox: https://www.joox.com/id/en/album/V8TV...

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