For the worse days

When faded

loud feelings

r and b

This is a cover of Zombie ;) 
I hope you like it :)

Zombie - The Cranberries

playboi carti - r.i.p. but its beautiful

Di come sai che non passerà mai 💔

https://open.spotify.com/track/3PgVf75YQ1YuCXBHNMqlVF?si=vWiswBRvQLKo1rI6Ihx_Gw&dl_branch=1

ricorda di me // non mi va più + cherry ills (me)

Music Video
https://youtu.be/eb7Oc87vnFM

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
https://soundcloud.com/prod-by-neetro

Lyrics

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Everyday
Feel the same
Existential dread got me in waves

Break the lane
I can't relate
To all you motherfucking fakes

I feel like I'm alone today
So I just sit down and create
Distracting me from all the pain
Bitch this my fucking therapy

I cut my face it doesn't matter
Fresh meat served on a platter
Kill me while there's some laughter
Don't make me start again
Don't make me start again
This bitch is not my friend
And time and time again i forget who i am

I don't have a real name
And neither do you
All creation
Will end soon too
Will end soon too
Like me and you
I'm such a fucking fool
For falling for you

All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands
All this self hatred
Can never find an end
Creating like a fool
Not watching my hands

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

What a rush
Till I die
This might kill me but this death is fine

Ima go out immortal in minds
And this path might kill me but this path is mine

Fuck fame bitch
I value friendship
Ain't get here
Alone its a lesson
Don't take no people for granted
Bitch I can sense it, hatred you fake shit

I'm with the team we gun make it
All love so fuck all your lame shit
I'm faded with all my friends bitch
Creating some daydreams
I'm manifesting

I got a taste
Of creation
Now I'm hooked
It's the best, feel amazing

Combine with a high
And I'm feeling elated
Minding my time
I create my own spaces

Creation

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Creation w/ ⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ (neet.ro) [Music Video ↓]

Falling / Apart

i know i been steady fiendin for my life back
i cant feel myself im alone and ion like that
shawty i cant tell do u want me lemme bite back
everyone they wanna hate n ion like that
[repeat]
ok once upon a time theres a time that i tried
i was dumb and fell in love i let demons up inside
ima turn the whip n crash they wont ever ride or die
im addicted to this cash ima keep it on my side
yeaaa 
everything u do is fake girl yea i know
he gone beg me for his life but i let him die slow
he gone pull up w a knife so i let the pipe blow
lemme rot inside the ice leave me in the north pole
everything been feeling cold
yuh 
cant fuck with my life
i feel like im seeing ghosts
yuh messsing with my time
point the gun up to my nose
ion think im alright
my whole life just been a joke huh 
damnnnnn
i know im the one i am
i been gettin way to lit its 1am
i see shadows in my dreams i know there sad
let the spirits dissapear inside the gas
i know i been steady fiendin for my life back
i cant feel myself im alone and ion like that
shawty i cant tell do u want me lemme bite back
everyone they wanna hate n ion like that
[repeat]

[@nferior]

i dont fee like me ion like dis
y u yellin @ me i dont wanna fight yet
peeling on my flesh jus like a stylus
4th wall break y am i like dis
i cant take it anymore
left in the dust like seymour
mr pickles go thru hell i am rebord
so fucked up ion wanna see more
y cant it fuckin stop
deez voices intercom
defcon 5 fuck airlock
get better feeling wrong

SPOTIFY

SEEING GHOSTS W/ NFERIOR [PROD. BUGGY]

Rocky Raccoon - The Beatles

theywantmetofall


couple messages, im trippin over voice lines
everybody wanna say shit that aint right
girl i meant it; said i had enough of all of this
swear i've had enough and i dont wanna live...

and now i fell in love i said i never really wanted
everybody say im fuckin up
put the chain around my throat i swear im shutting up
oblivious to why the fuck im holding on

you hold my past against me without a reason to
im only human can you peak into my point of view 
i think of all the shit she said each time im holding you
i said wasnt gonna end it now im going to

girl i meant it; said i had enough of all of this

swear i've had enough and i dont wanna live...

voicelines [prod. kvbii]

Preciouskind

beyond (with @SARM?)

Tear My Skin Off

tried turning a painful experience into something painfully beautiful.

(ಥ ͜ʖಥ)

Lyrics:

It started out so beautiful before it all went wrong
I should've stayed outside the day that I died
It was all so beautiful before it all went wrong
I could feel a million fucking pieces right there just burning me
It could've all been sweet if you were right there next to me
It would've been alright if you were by my side
It was the day I died
Wanna know what the worst part is?
When I was laying on the ground, I thought that I had let you down
I should've stayed outside.

i should've stayed outside [prod.softscars]

Immortalized

The Sound of Silence

Our favorite for now, long awaited Remix on Jamala's 1944 by Smart Apes vs Ton Chief. Free to download. Don't forget to share and vote for #Ukraine on #Eurovision 2016 ;)

Jamala - 1944 (Smart Apes X Ton Chief Remix)

Jamala - 1944 (Smart Apes X Ton Chief Remix) *FREE DOWNLOAD*

Prod Creds. Oris Beats, Boowie, Ryan Summer

Buy 

Hold On To Me

Lil peep x teddy- Dreams and Nightmares

Dreams and Nightmares

! I did not make this song, the song used is hiccup by verzache and the remix of it is by TOCKA on youtube !

Whatever Happens, Happens... Verzache

Vacuii -candywrap

(prod. recycleBin)
faeri: https://soundcloud.com/user-824751406-397929774
myle$: https://soundcloud.com/mobbinmyles

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0RErm7bWpbWcZeNchMBnYx?si=sv-USTbPRBipXvaVwpmjeA
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/feel-me-single/1548462158

Love you guys thanks for listening

Feel Me

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
So won't you leave me alone
I need to be on my own right now
And don't tell me to be careful
Honestly it's not helpful
And I just hope you know
Don't mistake me for ungrateful
I just don't need the mental noise
You're bleeding out your anxiety
Got no space here inside of me
Trying to keep both hands on the wheel

Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven
Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Herе I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
Thеy don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven

Don't want to hear about your thoughts
A lot of trash that you got in my head
You wanna feel in control
I know you're lost, aren't we all
But I can't be here for that
So why don't you just say you love me
Or is it not what you really mean
I'm losing grip on reality
Getting real fucking tired of me
Trying to keep both hands on the wheel

Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven
Spin around, spin around out of control and then
Here I am, here I am stuck in this ditch again
No I can't, no I can't follow your directions
They don't lead me to, they don't lead me to heaven

i should've stayed outside [prod.softscars]

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