for when u are walking home alone from the party but u wanted it that way.x

https://pinkmoondoll9shihtzu.neocities.org/nightdancerlightwatcher

everyone in this club is you
everyone in this club is you
~~

last night you were dancing on the moon
the gravity it moved w/ u
everyones watching 
everyones watching 
everyones watching

the sparkles on ur eyes
i cld see them from across the dancefloor
echoing the starry night but
i dnt think u realize

youre too beautiful, oh
pls dont look my way
i have nothing to say
if i hide i'll be ok

& even if you tried
to hold me id fade away
tryna deal w/ my mistakes
thats why i am always up so late

nobody knows me
when im in the clouds
nobody sees me
because i wont allow it

i know its my fault at the end of the day
i know im responsible for my fate
but i dont know why its so hard to let myself play

every night im always watching from the moon
im alone but i know ima see u soon
the club is dead tonight so im going home
& u know i dont rly want no one to hold

all that matters that i got to watch the lights
bouncing off ur blurry psychedelic eyes
yr lipgloss glimmers pink yea its frosted ice
yr perfume carries me off into the night

i just came out to watch the lights
i just came out to watch the lights
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i just came out to watch the lights
i just came out to watch the lights
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i just came out 
to watch the lights
i just came out 
to watch the lights

i need to stay a secret
i need to stay a secret
i need to stay a secret 
i need to stay a secret

writen produce & album art by pinmkm0onndill :D

nightdancer/lightwatcher

Micro Cue + XoArK - Northern Angel

https://a200xeaf.bandcamp.com/album/reminiscences-b-sides

https://reminiscences.bandcamp.com/album/reminiscences

Art by Hydra ヒドラ (https://linktr.ee/hydrav0id)
Design by KEVLAR:ESTUDIO (https://www.instagram.com/kevlarestudio)

b-sides to the project reminiscences in collaboration with painter & canvas
reminiscences.bandcamp.com/album/reminiscences

these tracks didnt make the cut for a variety of reasons described below or were my section of the reminiscences live set and havent been released independently. most of the cut tracks have been given some sort of acapella to so they dont seem so empty

1 - was going to be used as an interlude like ataraxis/lotus and dawn but we had already reached a comfortable time for the album. you can hear the beginning was supposed to fade in from another track i dont remember which one but you could probably slot it in somewhere. this track was also performed live and there are some harmonic mistakes i wasnt super happy with. its almost there its just not quite perfected and was going to be hard to replicate. maybe in the future ill attempt a new version that sounds harmonically complete and consistent.

2 - another cut interlude that was going to slowly transform into one of painter & canvas's work. i think this one was cut because of the high pitch singing not fitting the sound of the rest of the album. this almost got used in a collab with negative architecture but was cut for similar reasons. theres a much better section in that song we ended up using instead that should be released sometime soon.

3 - too intense and startling but i didnt want to tone it down. the one exception to this rule was gonna be lotus and dawn because we didnt want it to be an ambient album with constant loud audio jumps and all that. also the vocal samples used here went against the rest of the development of the album and would probably stick out too much.

4/5 - my sections from the live show. happy with how these turned out.

6 - the looping background sample was going to be used in a song. the textural part of the loop is an effected sample of the piano melody i made for decadence decadence offset. goes in with the acapella though.

7 - just didnt fit the vibe of the album. i really liked this sound though and it took like 4 hours to make or something insane like that. this acapella also fits the song quite well i think. very airy/sharp. one of the synth samples is also used on ataraxis as well as one other song i cant remember now maybe the last one.

8 - this was going to be the part after ishouldveknownbetter. cut because it wasnt mixed and i ran out of time in my section. super fun to make this section.

9 - going to be the intro to the live but couldnt find a way to transition + time constraints + also massive clipping. you can still hear how it was supposed to sound if you play raiser 44000 after it.

thanks for all the support on reminiscences. i have some more stuff in the vault i may release as a c-sides someday. painter & canvas and i have discussed a possible second release but its still in the conceptual phase because we want to find a label for the first to make physicals as those have been highly requested. also personally i dont really wanna make another ambient album right now. maybe it wont be ambient and will come out sooner i have no idea.

Reminiscences (b-sides)

reminiscences skylive 06092023 - raiser 44000

hypercancer remix -  veles the menace & yuurusu

March 1st

Vikisda2

Hey everyone! Here’s my own hard/industrial edit of “BRAIN SCRAMBLE” — I’m super proud of how it turned out 💥
Original track by ElMefti & Holy Priest
(Unofficial Edit)
Free download available <3

FREE DL LINK : https://hypeddit.com/bvdlmremix/elmeftiholypriestbrainscramble

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Elmefti & Holy Priest - Brain Scramble (BVDLM EDIT)

180 BPM  track with hoover sound and screeches 

Titanium Steel

Imagine how many things were lost in fire. Millions of lifes, thousands of beautiful creations.
We should never forget that the World is everchanging - and the Change is it's true nature. The Change has two aspects - the Destruction and the Creation. Today was certainly Destruction's turn. 
An important part of the past of my people is now gone forever.

Also I dedicate the track to the Kizhi Uprising.

This track is based on a variant of a melody from Russian traditional song "Vo pole bereza stoyala". This track was made years ago. Today probably is the day to finally make it public. Making it Creative Commons.

Музыка посвящена сгоревшей в 2018 году Успенской церкви в г.Кондопога, что находится почти на краю света. Это событие было встречено с определенным ехидством, люди устали от попыток государства внедрить религию в коллективное бессознательное с только ему понятными целями. Кто-то даже вспомнил знаменитого в узких кругах норвежского поджигателя церквей... А я вспоминаю историю этой церкви. Ее строила не организованная церковь, ее строили не попы вовсе. Ее строили сами люди, и, верится, что среди них были и мои предки, сами сгоравшие как свечи в кромешной темноте прошлого. Прервалась одна из нитей пямяти, которая тянулась от них ко всем нам.
Давным давно все перемешалось, все перестало быть актуально. Большие города, большие мечты, большие деньги и большая пустота в сердце. А ведь все могло бы быть совсем иначе. Еще пара таких церквей отделяет Север от бесконечной пустоты! Однако, горевать тут не о чем, так как всё рано или поздно сгорит - так или иначе.
В каком то смысле, этот огонь очистителен, ведь у тех, кто слишком погружен в прошлое, возможно, нет будущего. Однако, когда у людей исчезает прошлое, его часто создают искусствено...

Смущает еще и вот что. Недавно сгорел Нотр-дам - и то, не сгорел на самом деле. От Успенской церкви остались же одни угли. Что же жалели больше наши соотечественники?

Treasures Lost in Fire

@dxlegacy  💻🎚📲🎛📀  
bedroom glitch shoegaze rave&breakbeat

bookings/comissions/mixing: yuurusu2k@gmail.com

est may2020 

breakcore project started in July 2021

hypercancer remix - veles the menace & yuurusu

yuurusu ⁎ ⁺˳ ✧ 〜（ゝ。∂）