written by me produced by me {old_demo}

a birdie told me it isn't so lonely in hell
i take my needles and cut myself
and i squased a beetle, wondered how it felt
yeah, we all are evil
yeah, i'm myself
even i as well
i'm just not myself
i'm just not myself
i'm not myself
(i'm not my-)
i'm just not myself
(i'm not my-)

and it doesn't have to fall from a tree
you could just fall out of the sky
break me, angel wheep
break me to my demise
break me to my demise
tame me so i can fly
hate me, wear my skin
because i don't like my design

and it puts a smile on my face (yeah, yeah)
and if i could, i would take all your pain away
pain away-
(yeah)

i'm just not myself
i'm just not myself

a birdie told me it isn't so lonely in hell
i take my needles and cut myself

[(k)NOT] MYSELF

NOTHOLLYWOOD
TRACK 1/3
W/ @staggyucrazy
PROD @caleb-lodish & @prod_dxvi

keepsake (caleblodish & dxvi)

prod. dotbeats
lyrics:

[intro]
in the rear view
i cant see you
wanna be near u 
wanna be near u 

am i see thru? 
or do u see too
someone else 
i dont doubt it think i need some help

[hook]
no baby i wasnt right
now i cant be on your mind 
everytime i think about u 
cut up another line

u know that im stayin high
so i dont think bout it twice
yeah every night i think about it 
think about u i cry

[verse]
i tried i tried
i cant do it alone i need someones time
dont lie dont lie 
dont lie to me cause im sick of wasting emotion

hold it back let it go
i hate when i lose control
let it go let it go 
dont listen

she said i fuckin promise
no betchu didnt i did
u always tried to hide it 
no wonder why u deny it 

got fucked over when i tried it 
i got so hooked couldnt fight it 
no i cant fight it alone 
(no i cant fight it alone)

[bridge]
i wanna call your phone
bring u dope fuck u slow
u let me know u let me 
hate myself put u above me 

she wanna dive in the snow 
yeah baby get it lets go 
but im chokin 
right from the start u were jokin

[hook]
no baby i wasnt right
now i cant be on your mind 
everytime i think about u 
cut up another line

u know that im stayin high
so i dont think bout it twice
yeah every night i think about it 
think about u i cry
x2

[outro]
everytime i think about u 
cut up another line

u know that im stayin high
so i dont think bout it twice
yeah every night i think about it 
think about u i cry

LINES

SPOTIFY

LINES (dotbeats)

morgan's song (roll)

dark out [p. flarrow, ooscr oneryley]

how could you stoop so low?🤦‍♀️❌

prod prod @kohlinn & @notkrvys
mixed n mastered by me (updated Feb. 3rd 2024)



lyrics:

they said what? dont tell me again
she tryna fuck in advance
i cannot alter my plans
stop tryna make me amends yea
she hmu dont call me again
i aint tryna be your friend
make me a band
then make me understand why you so cold?
you issa bitch u do what ur told
all of ur idols they doing the most
stabbing their gf and then going ghost
how could you stoop so low?
bitch if i tried i know ima blow
but ik what the cost is though
and i aint tryna leave my bros
all these other mfs on go

(bitch im da goat)
(and i aint tryna leave my bros)
(all these other mfs on go)

how are u gonna ride or die
for the fucking same guy
who you put yo life on
when he hold the trigger
trigger, double entendre
he talking soft like he talk to his mama
he tryna walk but he aint making no dollas
they settle for a bitch n i tell em what for?
money aint talk to these mfs since they been born
but i still feel some remorse
she give me top inna porsche (Nah)
this bitch aint my porsche (Yea)
im tryna give me some more (wha?)
bitch better give me some more (nah)
she give me top inna porsche (Nah)
this bitch aint my porsche (Yea)
im tryna give me some more (wha?)
bitch better give me some more (nah)

they said what? dont tell me again
she tryna fuck in advance
i cannot alter my plans
stop tryna make me amends yea
she hmu dont call me again
i aint tryna be your friend
make me a band
then make me understand why you so cold?
you issa bitch u do what ur told
all of ur idols they doing the most
stabbing their gf and then going ghost
how could you stoop so low?
bitch if i tried i know ima blow
but ik what the cost is though
and i aint tryna leave my bros
all these other mfs on go

stabbing their gf and then going ghost
how could you stoop so low?

stabbing their gf and then going ghost
how could you stoop so low?

idols

idols prod kohlinn

hibradn + koda + vuitton - 2thaamax prod flexx

prod antag01 + jackwya

off the drugs i cannot act 
arp can feel that crack
pull out bands like whatchu think 
whats yo rep yeah whats yo gang
bitches out in bali 
i been uppin fuckin tallys 
u not really bout it yeah 
send the drop i set sum up 
pull up slime what? 
pull up slime what?
know i keep that lil glock tucked 
stfu trippin bruh
know im runnin from the plug 
i gotta quit the fuckin drugs
know yo brothers in my runts 
fuck ts up jus because

i dont wanna talk 
rick on when i walk 
track hawk
what hoe i block 

geek 
i been fuckin tweaked 
geek geek 
ain no stoppin me 
bullets for yo arteries 
too high i cant fuckin see

uppin the fye bc i had enough 
u talkin ts so im callin yo bluff 
they askin how oko be gettin this much 
2 27s they comin in clutch 
talkin on me think his ass might die
knock on yo door and u stayin inside 
twin came w the blunt i came w the light 
fn and g prolly savin my life

yo yo shit go blaow 
i got too much clientelle 
hit the pack up thats the smell
copped 2 zips yea jus to sell
pull out mags we pull out sticks 
he keep talkin he get hit 
suicide reach for my blick 
no there ain no stoppin this

arteries

suicide mission (remix)

Wassup Ft. Kushhh (prod. rip.Trolusz)

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dark out [p. flarrow, ooscr oneryley]

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