At His Finest
an album written and performed by Yvng Swim
Produced by 13aker'sDozen
Instagram @hashsmokingthrasher
Twitter @yvngswim

At His Finest

At His Finest
an album written and performed by Yvng Swim
Produced by 13aker'sDozen
Instagram @hashsmokingthrasher
Twitter @yvngswim

Lyrics

I don't really give a fuck about any the bad shit
I know I'm a lil fuck up, a lil sad bitch
I get love-drunk way too fast; it's
Getting harder just to distance from the past shit
But the holes in the walls still been there
I still point out my flaws in the mirror
I still love you and it's been almost three years
Think about you everytime the rain clears

And it never feels the same
Everything's about to change
Tell me if you know my name
Cause it's drivin' me insane
If you saw me in the rain would you kiss me
If I saw you walk away would you miss me

You cry, I can see the makeup on your eyes
And you're mine but I bet that by tomorrow night
When I die would you even wanna stay the night
And I'm tired, I just wish that you could stay the night
You cry, I can see the makeup on your eyes
And you're mine but I bet that by tomorrow night
When I die would you even wanna stay the night
And I'm tired, I just wish that you could stay the night

I don't really give a fuck about any the bad shit
I know I'm a lil fuck up, a lil sad bitch
I get love-drunk way too fast; it's
Getting harder just to distance from the past shit
But the holes in the walls still been there
I still point out my flaws in the mirror
I still love you and it's been almost three years
Think about you everytime the rain clears

You cry, I can see the makeup on your eyes
And you're mine but I bet that by tomorrow night
When I die would you even wanna stay the night
And I'm tired, I just wish that you could stay the night

Would You Stay the Night (Interlude)

At His Finest
an album written and performed by Yvng Swim
Produced by 13aker'sDozen
Instagram @hashsmokingthrasher
Twitter @yvngswim

DVNTE LEAF:
Instagram @dvnteleaf
Twitter @dvnteleaf

Lyrics

Yvng Swim:
You used to never go out, now you're never home now
Been second guessin' every line you tried to throw out
How down could you get me
I'm still in my room right where you left me
It's so deadly I hope you won't forget me

DVNTE LEAF:
Just don't forget me
Been feelin' empty
I've done this all on my own
Been grindin' heavy
My body's ready
I guess I'll go when I go
Been smoking daily
Listen to me baby
Gonna need you to save me
I've been fucked up lately
All these women shady
Lookin' at me crazy, unh

Like where'd you go (where'd you go)
Tryna look for somethin' more
Baby I don't know (I don't know, I don't know)
What I'm feelin' anymore
Heard you loud and clear (loud and clear)
Wish you would be here (would be here) 
Oh woah-oh, oh woah-woah

You used to never go out, now you're never home now
Been second guessin' every line you tried to throw out
I know you resent me
I'm still in my room right where you left me
Drinkin' heavy, hopin' that it ends me

Yvng Swim:
But if it ends me
Baby am I set free
This shit's overwhelming
I'm constantly pretending
That I deserve anything like a happy ending
This summer's ending forever ain't a real thing
I don't wanna talk about anything
Cause you're just gonna bring up everything
And I'm always left outside the ring
where you let the people that you trust in

So I'll be outside just callin' you baby
If you wanna pick up, okay maybe
We'll work things out, today I'm crazy
But you never had much to say 'til lately
So I'll be outside just callin' you baby
If you wanna pick up, okay maybe
We'll work things out, today I'm crazy
But you never had much to say 'til lately

Guess I'll Go [feat. Dvnte Leaf] (prod. 13aker'sDozen)

At His Finest
an album written and performed by Yvng Swim
Produced by 13aker'sDozen
Instagram @hashsmokingthrasher
Twitter @yvngswim

Tanto:
Instagram @whostanto
Twitter @whostanto

Lyrics


Tanto:
Yuh, Aye
Tanto, Tanto
Aye, Yuh
Yuh, yeah I told her not to bother

Yvng Swim:
Everyone around me wanna help, I told 'em not to bother
Sayin' I should cut back, but I just want another
Doin' all these drugs, I think I'm permanently dumber
Nails black, goth boy, she said wants my number
Pullin' on my collar, I told her not to bother
I'll be dead by the end of the summer
In a haze, it's all grey, I just wanna feel in color
I just wanna feel in color

Tanto:
But I guess I'm color-blind
Every time I think 'bout you it's fuckin' up my mind
No, I can't rewind to the times you were mine
But Imma just forget you and pretend that I'm fine

Yvng Swim:
Yeah, pretend that I'm fine
I'm alright, but I lied
And she's pickin' up the vibes like a knife
Getting harder just to look her in the eyes
Everything she does is always outta spite
Gonna be alone just to make her wrist cry

Tanto:
Just to make me cry (cry)
Never feel at home, and she never feels alright
Poison in my cranium, I wish I felt alive
So I don't wanna know what you're thinkin' late at night

Yvng Swim:
When you're not by my side
I guess I'll be okay
I don't wanna talk to you one more day
I don't need one more heartbreak

Tanto:
I'm sorry I'm insane
You made me this way
Yeah, I swear to god that you're the one to blame

Yvng Swim:
Everyone around me wanna help, I told 'em not to bother
Sayin' I should cut back, but I just want another
Doin' all these drugs, I think I'm permanently dumber
Nails black, goth boy, she said wants my number
Pullin' on my boxers, I told her not to bother
I'll be dead by the end of the summer
In a haze, it's all grey, I just wanna feel in color
I just wanna feel in color

I just wanna feel less like a monster
I don't wanna call her
I guess I'd better block her
Before I get my own heart hurt
Unstable end table holding pills, ain't from the doctor
I wanna better myself
I put my brain on the shelf
But I still live in this hell
And I think that you can tell
When you hear lies that I sell
Tell me why I can't face the world
I wanna break out this shell

Tanto:
I ain't makin' it to September baby
These thoughts they been breakin' in, I'm so unsteady baby
No matter what state I'm in, I think about you
But these drugs that I been takin' get rid of  all that nonsense
And I been on this, I ain't ever stoppin'
It's just me and my team, we on some mob shit (hush)
Pull up to the store, I see it then I cop it
Locked inside my head, but I just broke the lock in

Yvng Swim:
Everyone around me wanna help, I told 'em not to bother
Sayin' I should cut back, but I just want another
Doin' all these drugs, I think I'm permanently dumber
Nails black, goth boy, she said wants my number
Pullin' on my collar, I told her not to bother
I'll be dead by the end of the summer
In a haze, it's all grey, I just wanna feel in color
I just wanna feel in color

Don't Bother [feat. Tanto] (prod. 13aker'sDozen)

At His Finest
an album written and performed by Yvng Swim
Produced by 13aker'sDozen
Instagram @hashsmokingthrasher
Twitter @yvngswim

Lyrics

I don't wanna hear you lie, say it's alright
I still got thoughts of suicide every damn night
I know you know the shit too
But I could never trust you
Stay up late cause of the fight, reach a compromise
I know you got a good side, but you ain't all nice
Yeah, you love to cut through
But you know I do too

I remember the first time
Staying up all night
Four hours on facetime
I know it felt right
And you know it felt right
But I'm still the bad guy
I'm still the same type

I'm still the same type
I know you hate life
You know I hate mine
I sleep through the daylight
I'm wasting all my time
So what I do last night
I had too many Mai Tai's
And my stomach don't feel right
Starting to let go
Of the shit that kept me low
Building some confidence
I can't tell what the problem is
I'm not making any progress
Lost all the cockiness
But it's not over yet
Let's just get through the turbulence

I don't wanna hear you lie, say it's alright
I still got thoughts of suicide every damn night
I know you know the shit too
But I could never trust you
Stay up late cause of the fight, reach a compromise
I know you got a good side, but you ain't all nice
Yeah, you love to cut through
But you know I do too

Should I go back home, I don't think that's where I belong
Did I overstay my welcome, did I cry too long
Did you finally realize that I ruined your whole life
Leave me here to die, just don't lead me on
Just don't lead me on, don't say that it's all gone
I been calling, like, can you turn your phone on
I know I stay dumb, faded when the day comes
I bet you hate me, you don't even gotta say nun

If you call I'll call you right back
I don't think you like that
I don't know you like that
(I don't know you like that)
(I don't know you like that)

I don't wanna hear you lie, say it, say it's alright
I still got thoughts of suicide every damn night
I know you know the shit too
But I could never trust you
Stay up late cause of the fight, reach a compromise
I know you got a good side, but you ain't all nice
Yeah, you love to cut through
But you know I do too

Still Got Thoughts Of Suicide (prod. 13aker'sDozen)

At His Finest
an album written and performed by Yvng Swim
Produced by 13aker'sDozen
Instagram @hashsmokingthrasher
Twitter @yvngswim

Scum:
Instagram @scumby_
Twitter @_scumby

Lyrics

Yvng Swim:
Baby are you near me
I'm not seeing clearly
Reach out can you feel me
Please say that you need me
You're the one who's screaming
So I'm the one who's leaving
You said you don't need me
So you got me retreating
Baby are you near me
I'm not seeing clearly
Reach out can you feel me
Please say that you need me
You're the one who's screaming
So I'm the one who's leaving
You said you don't need me
So you got me retreating

Maybe I'm not seeing clearly
But I think you complete me
If you wanna leave me
Then baby make it easy
Oh, you said you're sorry, you're sorry
Why you tryna harm me
I can tell you're lying
Cause I can hear your heartbeat

You're so fucking selfish
Take care of yourself, bitch
Take care of your health; it's
Harder to tell if you really care though
It's really not fair though
Out in the cold snow
Feel like a scarecrow
I'm always alone
Need no one else though
I'm better off this way
Don't tell me you miss me
And don't try to kiss me

Tell me the same thing
Tell me I'm crazy
You love to hate me
And I fuckin' hate me
So why did you date me
Why did you fuck me
You cannot trust me
Said it all last week
When I tried to kill me
Baby, I just want you near me

Baby are you near me
I'm not seeing clearly
Reach out can you feel me
Please say that you need me
You're the one who's screaming
So I'm the one who's leaving
You said you don't need me
So you got me retreating
Baby are you near me
I'm not seeing clearly
Reach out can you feel me
Please say that you need me
You're the one who's screaming
So I'm the one who's leaving
You said you don't need me
So you got me retreating

Scum:
You got me retreating
You got me retreating
You got me-- oh, oh

You're calling after midnight
Asking if I'm alright
Saying give me one night
But I can't do that
No, I can't do that once again

Look you in your eyes, yeah you're glowing
But I can't say these words, man, I'm choking
And I'm so stupid for sitting, hoping
I don't want to be all alone in the morning

Yvng Swim:
Baby are you near me
I'm not seeing clearly
Reach out can you feel me
Please say that you need me
You're the one who's screaming
So I'm the one who's leaving
You said you don't need me
So you got me retreatingBaby are you near me
I'm not seeing clearly
Reach out can you feel me
Please say that you need me
You're the one who's screaming
So I'm the one who's leaving
You said you don't need me
So you got me retreating

Clearly [feat. Scum] (prod. 13aker'sDozen)

(prod. 13aker’sDozen)
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