Lyrics


Love for most people is very attainable and simple to grasp. But for me its quite difficult and almost impossible for me to obtain. I always fall for the ones I can never have.  It hurts. My heart aches. Over time that feeling inside builds and builds. Its unbearable at times. And I’m afraid of What will happen at my emotional peak.

Unfortunately, Even after I move on. it happens again with another person. Falling yet again for another guy who will never love me back. This one’s even more difficult to get over. the emotions from my past love interests pile on to this one. Which makes the heart break twice as hard.

Agony When I breathe doesn’t escape me when I sleep. Even in my dreams my pain is on repeat. I wake up to a rapid heartbeat. Tears run down my cheek.

Why do I hate this part of me? Im lost in my love fantasy. Sanity so empty. A tragedy . Anxiety. Stay with me. Don’t ever leave. Endless gleam? A fallacy. Cold inside. No insight. Sleeping alone all my life. Can I cry in the night? Will I rise to the sky. Why am I still alive? This heart ache has burnt out my light.

Cloudy skies. Gloomy eyes. I’m at my emotional peak. I’m in love but I can’t have him. instead I have to endure him talking about his loved one everyday in front of me. I’m Filled with jealousy. Thoughts begin to pour into my head that I shouldn’t be having. this is your fault. soy mejor que ella. sie ist mein feind. Kanojo wa nanimonai. Rage ensues. But I can’t move. I can’t do anything but selfishly cry. Why can’t you just love me? Why? Why?

Loveless. Will I ever feel what you feel? Love. Joy. Hope. Peace. Holding a lover. 
Your lips on mine. Sleeping with you. Not meant to be. Endless sleep.

(xýpna paidí Wake up)
A broken heart is temporary. Your demise is not. You were born for a reason. You have a gift. Though you may not see it now ,you will in due time. now, show me your gift Z.O.

It’s easy to see you’re my eye candy. Fog in your eyes envy in mine over my love my love my love. (Du bist wunderschön). I want your love. I love you.  How have you seen destiny (In another lifetime I’ll be waiting) for your love.

Written by: Z.O.
Produced by: Z.O.

Love Paradox

Lyrics:
Choir of how my brain creates music)
(Where am I? Am I ok? Who’s that? It’s him….and her)

Even in my own home I’m tortured by the truth. walking across my street was her and you. You. Her. You. HER!!
(Gasp) what’s wrong with me? What am I doing? Oh god. Ok ok. I’m ok. Just breathe (deep breath)

my misery. My memories
my misery in my memories. My memories knows my misery.
have you found another love? Have you found another love? have you found a lover? Have you found love? Have you found a lover? Have you found another love? Have you found love? Have you found a lover? Who do you love?
(sieben, dwei, neun)
misery in my memories. From the pain engulfed in me. Wishing for serenity. From the endless jealousy. Terrified of what he’ll say when I tell him I love you.
(Choir) I can feel the rain around me. I can see the stars are shining.
I can see the stars are shining. even though I’m blinded. by the light inside it. Golden might your highness. Molded from King Midas. Foolish me wants sympathy.

Can I ask you something? How Many Times will you keep talking about her?
Angel. Angel. Sleep no more from hell. Angel. Angel. Sleep no more from hell.

Why oh why do I try. How many times will I cry? Why oh why do I try. How many times will I cry? Why oh why do I try. How many times will I cry? I oh I sleep tonight. Sing my sad lullaby.

Angels are calling, my teardrops are falling down again. Again. Again
Heart wrenching torment, the demons are clawing at the fence again. Again

I don’t wanna see the one I love. Holding Hand-in-hand with someone else (the beast is howling in me)

I love him more than you do, the fire burns with us two it’s true. But I have to walk away alone, again.

Why oh why do I try. How many times will I cry? I oh I sleep tonight. Sing my sad lullaby.

(Dunkelheit erscheint in silence)

(Choir of previous lines)

In due time the bells will chime from 7 to 9.

Produced by: Z.O.
Written by : Z.O.

How Many Times...

(Chorus of the future)

Huh? Again? What are those dreams about. a glimpse into my future perhaps? I guess only time will tell. *rain fades in*
*takes deep breath* It’s been a few months now since Ive confessed my feelings to him. Long story short we don’t talk anymore. He’s too afraid to admit that he’s more than just uncomfortable by the situation. So he just stopped talking to me. It was my fault for trusting him. I was afraid of this happening but I told him anyway. But as sad as it sounds I’m a lot happier than I was before. Its hard for me to Get over people that I can’t have. Soon as that happens I fall into a dark place in my mind. That’s why I have no regrets about telling him how I felt. That moment allowed me to be attracted to other people and to be able to lust again. I can-

Lust again

Lusting for you so tempting
Lusting for me it’s meant to be
Lusting to have you in me
Ravage my body oh you’re so naughty
(*Chanting choir* moja mbili moyo wangu unakuwa wazimu x2)
Taste taste Me me don’t you want my sweet candy?
Gently softly, send a chill down to my feet
Hear the world inside my mind
Feel the earth intertwine
As the stars align the truth outlined
Now it’s time to close your eyes

You may open your eyes now


(chamakata taara. aakaash mein baadal)

Second session, seventh heaven repel Ravana
Fallen brethren, eleventh question will you dispel my trauma
Over sweet love. It’s what I want, is what I thought.
Senseless ways, Promise day. It’s all my fault, now it’s all gone

You want me? Go ahead.  Touch me. Relax, your body. (Laugh)
Breathe in Breathe out. Dont be so loud.
Breathe in breathe out your so aroused (x2)
Take me in now breathe in breathe out lean your hips down breathe in breathe out
You’re so warm inside. The look on your face, excites me. Now On the floor. Get ready for more (laugh)
Dore kore. Soko made. Kimochii ne. are mashite. (Kimochii ne)
Will I see you again? I see. Only in my dreams. Fair enough. Until we meet again (laugh)

Your obsessions, why do you deceive me now?
Pure aggressions, is what lies a heart unbound?
So oppressive, you will not bestow my crown
My confessions, shine the light so take me down. (x2)

It’s been a long time coming. I made it. I have found resolve within myself. I dug myself out of the trenches of sorrow. And I feel so much  happiness more than I’ve felt in the past several months. It feels good to smile again. But I have something I must admit.
I am only human. And my bodys fuming. I’m still upset by the anger i project. I will not move on today with my emotions this way. Its time to end this My anger felt abyss.
(Dimanche. High princess. x4)

*Wordless emotions*

1,2,3,4

You're afraid of your emotions
It’s cause of what I said (x2)
Ties will fade a friendship broken
I thought it’d never end (x2)

Never meant to meet I’ll take my leave.

As I leave behind a friendship in its prime I looked to the heavens divine watching as the stars align ,saying, the world is mine I saw the sign. looking at all the castles in the sky, I finally realize my tears are dry you lift me high. Now I can finally breath. Release me, or sweet serenity. (you’re half a world away a million miles away from here. You're taking me higher. High as I could be you really are my Ecstasy. My real life fantasy)

(I’m alive. Is it over? Am I free. I hear something.)
Oh sweet child oh sweet child you’ve grown so much I see. It’s all over. It’s ok now. You can cry now. (Cries) Oh sweet child. Take my hand now. Wipe those tears out. Your journey starts now. (And on this day. I lead my own way. To be a guiding light. In this worlds somber nights. And to many untold. I shall go by the name, Z.O.

Written by: Z.O.
Produced by: Z.O.

EP Love Synthphony out now

Love Synthphony

Rebirth The Verse

I’ve loved this song ever since I first heard it in shadowbringers and after humming random melodies while listening to it, I’ve finally wrote lyrics for it and singed it. All the credit goes to Masayoshi Soken for making this beautiful track.

Lyrics


Falling in the sea my body’s cold

Are you watching me? I’m all alone  

Counting 1 to 3. is it my time to go?

Crying silently. There’s more I want to know



Falling in the sea my body’s cold

Are you watching me? I’m all alone  

Counting 1 to 3. is it my time to go?

There’s more I want to know





Floating on by I feel the waves behind

(I hear you call my name)

After this time, I will feel peace of mind

(I feel you following me)

Through holy tides, I see all signs of life

(I think you want to tell me something) 

In this night, I might cry, but I’m fine as long as I try

(You’ll be ok you’ll be fine)



The spirit within echoes deep

Under this blooming blue sea

I don’t know where the future lies

Memories go by

But I know I am alive



The spirit within echoes deep

Under this blooming blue sea

I don’t know where the future lies

Full Fathom Five

But I know I am alive


 Vocals: Z.O.
 Lyrics  : Z.O.
Not very good Vocal mixing: Z.O.
Music: Masayoshi Soken

Full Fathom Five (Vocal Cover)

Z.O.

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