perfect prod. lj

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who am I
a year gone by

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Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process.

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Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process. Over the past 4 years, these have all been things I've struggled to bring to fruition due to my own shortcomings. Nascent is the embodiment of all the emotions which emerged from this struggle.

Writing this album eventually became a source of this conflict. As I created the music which was supposed to help me find peace, I watched the rest of my life begin to atrophy. In many ways, Nascent is also about the writing process and its consequences. Despite this, I would like to believe I've come out the other end having grown because of it.

I am changing. I am learning to be willing, learning to take the shackles off. Who I am and who I want to be are starting to feel like the same person. It's been an insane journey and I am so grateful for it. Thank you everyone for your enduring support and patience. I hope this music finds a place in your life.

Q Windswept

lie once, lost trust prod. absence x gurushawty

tfakie x z0inks 15

@15elias

https://open.spotify.com/track/1EhahrDuw2TyEcu3jXGlt1?si=ea9f6520fc16428f

2025

Wretched

a collection of curious experiments and nuanced emotions from the last few years

watch the full audio-visual mix on YouTube: https://youtu.be/k1jsk_8yn9Q
visuals provided by Noah Green: https://temberl.in
aired live October 25th, 2025 via https://boneyard.camp

00:00 - Alexander Panos - sun monolith
02:22 - Alexander Panos - selling rings 
02:38 - Alexander Panos - pictorial
04:31 - Alexander Panos - s[h]continued standing
04:47 - Alexander Panos - mel
05:02 - Alexander Panos - anti\limerick
05:17 - Alexander Panos - room mic destiny
05:31 - Alexander Panos - ID
07:49 - Alexander Panos - ganz astonish
08:04 - Alexander Panos - pink in june
08:22 - Alexander Panos - you are held in a kiln
09:52 - Alexander Panos - wind wool
10:06 - Alexander Panos - porrima  +  György Kurtág - Scenes from a Novel (Mov. 1)
11:31 - Alexander Panos & voljum - Preliminaries 
11:47 - Alexander Panos - inextricable
14:00 - Alexander Panos - a warm day, a misfortune
14:14 - Alexander Panos - wallwater promises

➤ https://alexanderpanos.com
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I've been finding myself overcome by fragmented memories: the pang of the seasons turning, dreams that linger for days, events and relationships whose mythologies bear no resemblance to the real thing. I think this music reflects that, in a blurry sort of way. Qualities that once anchored my music have become desaturated. Everything’s more subtle, like a furrowed brow and a grin meeting for a fleeting moment on the same face.

This is music I’m still quite shy about. It took a long time to allow myself to start taking these feelings and ideas seriously, but they are a part of me, and always have been. It’s with great hesitancy that I share any of it, especially as my usual mode of operation is sequestering my work away indefinitely. I’ve recently entered a new chapter, unsure of how it will unfold, but trying to learn as always. I’ve stood here before under different circumstances, and I’m sure I’ll be back again.

All music is currently unreleased and is subject to change. Please respect this music in its unfinished state.

alexander panos @ camp boneyard 4

@kpvstheworld
@gensokyowrld

top maid im smokin dead guys
jounouchi on me i got red eyes
93 dont hop into no redeye
so nsync w the plugg we a boy band
we'll fly on a world tour who goin wit?
sign me up now ion need no advance
u shrine walk, while i money dance
lets get it started
load up the pack on bus and make it the hottest
city to city wan see if u wit it
we gon find out in a minute
they started bookin when we got them bandxz in
boy u better figure it out
run up on me we gon flame him
i keep that fire feel like a scout

fairy maid pass me the dope
tell rinnosuke that im usin his stove
香林堂に来てください yo
yea im the 1 takin the orders
yukari ran off but tht dont mean we dnt got portals
pull up and cop u a quarter
juss blew a bag if yo money long
i might have 2 short em
all of dese humans keep callin me gang
boi i do not kno ya
hang around vamps and tengu reporters
watch wat u say on da phone its recorded
watch where u parkin that whip its a foreign
i ain keepin score i kno we up
ion do magic i call lil frus
he knock u outta yo forces yuh

top maid im thumbin dead guys

boy band (kp4x)

Fuck-
You don’t wanna fuck with the best out
Nigga fat as fuck, titty chest out
He say he the goat put him to rest now
Can’t fuck with no pest now
This nigga a pdf I call the ward get checked out
You can’t get no bitch now
So you fuck with mabel
Told his fatass stand up
But he wasn’t able
Can’t fuck with 9ensokyo we gon be on your cable
You say keep my mouth shut, I make sure you disabled

How you fuck with minors?
You say that you up you been expired
Said we got no bucks, money acquired
Fuck your wife I hope that Tyrone go and fight her
Atleast she divorced you
Personality 4’2
You like kids? Ain’t forced to
Yeeaaah on my dick ignored you
All that music horse poop
I don’t fuck with whores, keep talking I deport huh
Treat it like a chore, ima take your ass to court huh
Nigga aint no blueprint
See kids you get blue print
Pull up you get poofed bitch
You aint one to shoot shit
Yeah I said it you wont do shit
Mal and you not kool kids
Talk bout che I bought a gun to empty out the full clip
He a hoe he aint bout nun
In those raps you cap, you aint shit you got no gun
This nigga too ass, man my ears hurt
Fallcore need his ears worked
I wasn’t gon say shit till i found out you like minors

You not shit not Peter Pan
Nigga used to be my fan
Where you got them adlibs from? That shit from my template man
That shit ass, that shit cans
Wanna blow up, no you cant
If this nigga pull up ima hit em with a shuriken
Talk about my gang bitch
You is not my rank bitch
We is not the same bitch
Hope your wife get dogged, hope that bitch go get a train in
Nigga hide your daughter cause that nigga need restraintment

You and Mal, huh yeah you niggas weird
Got my dick up in your mouth, huh been knew that u queer
Bitch, you is not my tier
Got a dropbox niggas fear
Nigga fuck your prod, he a bitch too go shed a tear

flandrexo ~ shirokoK ~ prod. yvng.once_

The release of this piece is also an announcement that I am in the process of creating my debut album, which includes and is represented by Cycles. It’s a long road ahead, but I want to thank everyone who has shown their support thus far. I can promise you the end result will be honest, captivating, and sincerely unlike anything you’ve heard before — this is just the beginning.