Lyrics:
Remember when I had you, the sky was always bright blue. Those times I wont go back to, everytime i look at those photos my tears come back through.
My mind is feeling damaged, i do not wanna stay on this god forsaken planet. Every single time you come into my mind I panic, mentally emotionally you bruised me i'm damaged. 

Emotions that I cant escape, every day I wake is filled with pain, i don't understand how you move on and I am stuck with this.
My mind is drawing such a blank, i don't understand what it takes, to find someone who thinks that I am worth it. 

I think about, you're the only remedy for me. Why don't you tell me baby! You’re the only remedy I need! So why don't you need me?

I’ve been going through a lot now, wondering if you can see me sitting in the background.
I dont understand all of the things that you been doing, i know that you been makin moves I see you over there on the dancefloor grooving. 
I know that everything that I said had you hurting, that the lines I drew were so blurry. I dont understand it anymore I want you.

I think about, you’re the only remedy for me! Why don’t you tell me baby! You’re the only one that I need, so why don’t you need me?

I think about, you’re the only remedy for me! Why don’t you tell me baby! You’re the only one that I need, so why don’t you need me?

Remedy

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Heatin Up ft. DPG mascio & DPG wish (Prod. saint urya)

<3 prod @whos-that-clown
LYRICS.
I got a polar pop from irving next to me
Purple thunder in my cup mtn dew necessity 
Caffeine a core part of my body's recipe
So if i dont got that in my grave then i aint rest in peace

Wake up for another day, this aint dejavu 
Ive been waking on repeat like this, so tell me whats the truth
I wouldnt wanna live of life of subsistent resolutes
I got a goal, i got a dream, do just what i do
Aim for the stars n shoot
My mentals been on overtime, struggle to compute
Every single action,  in a world full of disputes
And i'm never giving up until a finite absolute

I could write a song about politics or a bigger picture
But i could also stay concise, a song about me as the central figure
Well honestly that could be a little bit boring
But my life is my life, ima rep it til we snoring
Fuck a bus, ima whip my daily if we touring
Tryna combat, i hit you viral like a torrent

Little brown house in a suburb that's my home
Never could forget that place even if im on the road
Even if my memories slowly fade in tone
I could never forget the place i was grown

Wake up for another day, this aint dejavu 
Ive been waking on repeat like this, so tell me whats the truth
I wouldnt wanna live of life of subsistent resolutes
I got a goal, i got a dream, do just what i do
Aim for the stars n shoot
My mentals been on overtime, struggle to compute
Every single action,  in a world full of disputes
And i'm never giving up until a finite absolute

subsistent resolutes [prod. the sound clown]

PAIN (bxxnose)

This track was produced in mid 2021, with Nick providing the mallets and bell sounds on a whim super early in the morning(he said he wanted to return the favor for the contributions i made to his track "Broken" from the previous month).There's about four different versions of the vocals for this song(as well as multiple revisions of the beat) but in the end I rerecorded the vocals to fit to a more modern standard. 

The lyrics were actually written for a song I recorded and released a year earlier, but after the exclusive lease was bought, I decided to have it reprodded, which lead to this version existing. Honestly, Nicks bells and low rumbly bass sounds actually made this so much better than the original beat, and I think it's the only time we collabed on a beat together outside of "Broken".

In the end, this whole thing is bittersweet, because I would have much rather Nick have been around to see this track finally finished, and I just couldn't stay sober long enough to make it happen when he was still here. I'm sorry man, i'll forever feel guilty for that shit.

Produced + Mixed + Mastered - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)
Additional Production + Nick Barton(Nickisgonenow)

Lyrics:

You don't look so pretty now...

I see your spirit in my tomb
All your ghosts around my room
I am not the one you should be apologizing to
I see the shit we used to do
When it hurt so much, it came unglued 
I am not the one you should be apologizing to

You see those daggers that are in your hands?
Can you stick them into my eyes
I saw the end, it was in your grasp
So you reached for it one last time

The little things you do to keep your walls up
Even now that you're gone
I see your ghost in my room sometimes
Thats how i know when somethings wrong

I see your spirit in my tomb
All your ghosts around my room
I am not the one you should be apologizing to
Saw the shit we used to do
When it hurt too much, we came unglued 
I am not the one you should be apologizing to

I am not the one you should be 
Spending time to make me trust you
I am not the one who will be apologizing now
all the shit we used to do
but you never gave a fuck, so then, fuck you
I am not the one who should be apologizing now

Its a lie, and it still fucks me a up
It’s a lie, and i’m still fucked up
I’m alive, and i’m so fucked up

Unglued(Spirit In Your Tomb) | Prod. HeyLee + NICKISGONENOW

i know (+luvxomea)

In this song we express our pain from living out our lives too fast, rather than slowing down and enjoying each moment. We rush to the next thing in life, running from our past mistakes and ghosts from our past.

Too Fast (prod. Dazay)

prod woahsxda x nihil2free

lyrics

lie down
itll be ok darling
we drown
in a bunker but atleast im here
i culd never let u see my fear
cuz i need to wipe away your tears
im here to take away your pain
but i will never have mine taken away

turn off the news the powers going out
ion even wanna hear what they been talking bout
bb why we never talk it out 
its no use for me to try it now

bodies taken back to the shore line
i culdnt care less aslong as ur mine
i thought this wuld be the last time
maybe not
idk 
i dont read signs 

hellflame
takes way
burns
these buildings i once knew
my fate
gets sealed
 lost
in this barrier of truth

would u look at that
its the end of the world 
head inside my hands
radiation
skins curl
all inside my head
i thought till it hit me
i thought till it struck me

lie down
itll be ok darling
we drown
in a bunker but atleast im here
i culd never let u see my fear
cuz i need to wipe away your tears
im here to take away your pain
but i will never have mine taken away

Hellfire & Brimstone

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/04Y1saNcQQZld4sLOvBZZR?si=p0-GMifJTuieu_A7EFQ2DA
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ilymeezy/

LAST BREATH (tiresss)

PRAY4ARMANI-Hyatt Regency

ENE Gang

Zai on GTARP
https://soundcloud.com/dog_pound
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Heatin Up ft. DPG mascio & DPG wish (Prod. saint urya)

zendra