[Verse 1]
Mother cried again another night
These nights seem to only bring us fights
Knives fly around the room like flying kites
I try to shine but it’s hard to find the brightness inside
But cry I won’t
I know it’s not worth spending my soul’s energy on
This will happen tomorrow
I’d rather cry sunday, so when I cry
I cry out all the sorrow
I don’t go to church, I don’t believe there’s someone above
But at my lowest, I’ll talk to God out of desperation
I try to keep in my hatred and save it for confrontation
I love to yell and go crazy on fuckers hating
But if I could just weigh in, it’s not the best way in
To your heart and finding the parts to heal, it’s hard
I know that, I gotta stay strong for when I go back
I don’t wanna go black (I don’t wanna lose hope’s track)

[Chorus]
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me

[Verse 2]
Father cried again another night
These nights seem to only bring us fights
Knives fly around the room like flying kites
I try to shine but there’s no brightness to find
I only reach a higher state of fright every time this happens
Mother suggests a therapists for my sadness
He concludes I’ve got OCD and tics in masses
These forceful thoughts have come from all the madness

[Break]
One day I just lose it
I leave my chair with a swift movement
Then I walk back and forth fumin’
Then I cry and my mind won’t do it
The things I ask, I feel inhumane
I start pullin’ my hairs, I’m losing
A battle with my body, it’s doing
Whatever it wants, can’t cool it

[Chorus]
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me
I stare once again down the hallway
I know what awaits me

WHAT AWAITS ME

Tea and Trenches is a hauntingly beautiful blend of wartime grit and modern sound. Through vivid verses of blitzed streets, ration lines, and Spitfires overhead, DJ_PIPS_BEATS crafts an original track where Jazz, Rap, Classical, and Drum & Bass collide. It's the 1940s reimagined — gaslight ghosts and cobblestone marches set to a future-facing beat. Memory meets machine, and the past marches on.

Tea and Trenches

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