Lacking Confinement

Spite

alive

first solo song in a while ❤

mixed and mastered by @user-350253571

sick of it all (prod me)

BABYBOY

buttons

right back

produced by aries, ramzoid, pharaoh vice & wyatt otis

CABIN FEVER

winterpark out everywhere: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/hugoikari/winterpark/

created over the span of this year

lyrics:
is it a mistake
is it lust or is it fate
is it ok for me to stay
i can't promise you'll be safe
but it's the way they say my name
i run away 
i'm afraid of touch 
but i don't want space i
(feel f*cking crazy)

did you see me through the glass
did you watch how i felt
did you hear me play sade
why'd our eyes meet once again
are you stuck, on my gaze
an innocent exchange
how long will it take
for you to forget my face
did you see the cracks in my facade
did you see the weight of my heart
could you feel the pain that i've got
or did you imagine what's not

porcelain lady 
prayers touch your lips
raining daily
have angels tears been falling for me lately
my soul is tired of running from my daydreams
where's my safety
pseudo-symptoms got my head rotating
the sound of footsteps pounding on the pavement
i'm going too fast i need some conversation
if a red light hits i'll stop and regain patience

did you see me through the glass
did you watch how i felt
did you hear me play sade
why'd our eyes meet once again
are you stuck, on my gaze
an innocent exchange
how long will it take
for you to forget my face
did you see the cracks in my facade
did you see the weight of my heart
could you feel the pain that i've got
or did you imagine what's not
(you don't even)

winterpark

rude

out on all platforms 

https://open.spotify.com/album/690ROHhErsz0miOJW49LxF?si=mwg72MuCRH6Yp9y8geSpLQ

(prod. RFM beats and ‪beatsbyshvrs‬)

(mumbling)
(yeah x1 trillion)

yeah , tell me im the worst
baby idk if thats a gift or its a curse
cuz you never wanna make this work out
now all i do is fucking hurt now
yeah
baby do you ever need me ?
yeah yeah
put my issues in a damn shell
they like jayne why tf
do you even need some damn help
baby im just struggling
tryna pour my heart out
and you never listen to me anyways ..

oh oh oh
i been trying so hard
you look the other way
when im even in your arms
i feel like ill never be enough for u
baby i been struggling to love you
oh yeah
throw my life away
they be listening to my songs
but dont know what i say
sometimes i hate my voice
i cant really help it
i only care abt my self
im so fucking selfish

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

look the other way
i dont wanna be seen right now uh
i thought that i lost myself
and then you came and found me out
i just really hope
that you dont ever let me down
then i was so fucking sad
and you turned me upside
upside down

uh yeah
miss the days when you
left marks on my body yeah
miss the day when you
said that you “fuckin love” me yeah
miss the day when you
would look in my eyes
oooh my
god damn think i fell in love twice
god damn think you look so nice
god damn will you be my wife
(wait thats a little bit too fast)
like do you need a hug?
ik that these other guys just wanna
come and fuck
like baby i can treat you right
ik that you want love
like baby i can be someone that you trust.

(someone that you trust x 10 million)

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

(one plus one thats just me and you and were so stuck like what thats glue youll be there if i need)

IN THE FLESH

WICHITA BLUES

Relax - JohnE

Lyrics
Keep my keys in the freezer, I dont trust my own hands

Cant even trust myself
Nuh uh ion even know what to do with myself
Look in the mirror sometimes and I feel im broken
And no Im not talking bout health
U ever struggled to love yourself? yeah brodie, I dealt with that all my years
Yeah I dealt with that all my life
Like theres so much more I could do with myself
And Im not tryna get u confused but life been tough and I cant keep it going
How many times did I felt like a loser
How many times I wanted to shoot myself
I feel like ion belong in my skin
I feel like ion belong on this earth
I live everyday dont get what the point is
But I still go on I keep my focus
I feel like I wanna disapear but
But I see your judgey stares
Feel like a broken piece of who I was
A dumbed down lonely shell
Why my mental always beaten down
I dont know what to do with myself and
Dont know where to go from here and
Dont feel that like they really care yeah
Im broken beyond repair then
My memory cant even near now
Dont know what to do with myself and
Dont know where to go from here yeah
Dont feel that like they even care yeah
Im broken beyond repair now

I got a suicide note on my pc
I know they aint ever seen it
2024 broke me into pieces fuck it all Im fighting 25
Pain meds take it all up on the ride
Real pain yeah too numb to even cry
I spy with my little eye aint no way back from this ride
I see through every little lie 4am feel like Im up in the sky
My heart and soul cant lie my heart and soul they cry

Yeah but I feel your love provides
Yeah but I feel I love the violence
I feel I love the violence
I feel our love is timeless
I feel like my trauma dying
Trusted people my only crime
Hate u niggas till the day Im dying
Wanna overdose perky pills
Ion wanna know how that xanax feels
Yeah anxiety crumble my feelings
5am yeah Im writing this song
Havent had a damn hug in longest
Only seen yeah my family in summer
But I feel like Im going strong
Sometimes I just string along
Dont know what Im actually doing
Feels like Ill prolly get it eventually
Feel like Ill prolly get it fr
Remember when I said suicide note
Its not really a note its a song
Its not really a note its a song
I just wanna feel myself alive
Dont know what I did so wrong
But Im still living in this body
Dont know if anyone saw me
Cant believe anyone saw me

Keys keys I dont trust my own
Theres a crack in the mirror

I got a suicide note on my pc
I know they aint ever seen it
2024 broke me into pieces fuck it all Im fighting 25
Pain meds take it all up on the ride
Real pain yeah too numb to even cry
I spy with my little eye aint no way back from this ride
I see through every little lie 4am feel like Im up in the sky
My heart and soul cant lie my heart and soul they cry
Yeah but I feel your love provides
Yeah but I feel I love the violence
I feel I love the violence
I feel our love is timeless
I feel like my trauma dying
Trusted people my only crime
Hate u niggas till the day Im dying
Wanna overdose perky pills
Ion wanna know how that xanax feels
Yeah anxiety crumble my feelings
5am yeah Im writing this song
Havent had a damn hug in longest
Only seen yeah my family in summer
But I feel like Im going strong
Sometimes I just string along
Dont know what Im actually doing
Feels like Ill prolly get it eventually
Feel like Ill prolly get it fr fr

Its a trauma parade
And its here to stay
But every shade reminds me of a version I outgrew

911

Zac Greer

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