made in 2024 and 2025

Straight freestyle. Who wants to battle? @BigWax

freestyle :Zach The  Pimp feat Just Mathew and The Queen Bee

But this has occurred to me
I don't know if you've been watching but something seems different
The oceans and the people and the actions of the birds in the sky
I don't know of you have noticed but something has occurred to me
Something has occurred to me
So, if you watch the ocean and you look up to the sky and then the seas are overcoming the land
 and the people are not the same ones that I remember yesterday
 something new is happening
I don't know if you have noticed but something has occurred to me
the wind is blowing left to right and that is something new to me
and the spider's walking backwards and the birds are going under the sea
everyone is looking like they're all living so happily
 but that's just something that doesn't happen
No, it never really happens not for me 
I don't know if you have noticed but it seems that something has occurred to me
because my neighbor stopped being an ass hole
 and my boss is giving me a raise
and my self-destructive tendencies seem to all have gone away
I don't know if you have noticed but something has occurred to me

Something Has Occured To Me - Feat: Christina Ferrero

Something Has Occurred To Me

Can you see them all smiling, piling up to exit the door now.
Running over each other, one another they don't give a fuck how.
Can you see, them sweating, caring for nothing but themselves, They keep on moving, leave you there to die alone. 

And we try to do it right, but we know that its sunk deep inside
and we all just want to do what's best for us.
And nobody will help you when you've fallen down and you can't move so get your fucking asses up right now.
The time is passing can't you hear it ticking, running out of it, you're looking over there, but right in front of you is where you need to go but you're gonna stay right there watching all your friends get trampled by the ones that really want it. The ones who really want it.
You let them fall you watched them die and now you're on your way to die as well. You can't save yourself if you can't save someone else, no you can't stop running away. Every day. As pathetic as it is.

Can't You See

Through the mind across my soul
 the hill I climb it takes its toll.
My shoes worn down 
my mouth is dry
 long as it takes by day or night.
I've come so far but Ive hardly moved, 
shaking the hands of those I've proved, 
wrong but my worth is only mine.
And Ill figure it out in all my time
it was me who was wrong
 not all them right,
 pushed along to find the end
 but the end was right in front of me
 I didn't have to try you see.
Because all is just a waste of time 
use your love and make it all right.
 we push so hard for nothing at all. 
Climb so high and theyll watch us fall 
I feel I've got my way around
 push until the default down. 
My levels of our energy are not where they're supposed to be
I can't keep on pushing I've lied to myself
 tricking me that there's something else 
Something better in this world they say 
but I just think it needs to go away
 because all of us could take some time
 to think about the things we like
 and if you pay attention soon you'll find
 all your efforts a waste of time.                                                                                                                                                                         
and no no I don't .
No I cant 
see this shit no more.
Little kids running off to school learning that there's something that's so damn cool
 to get the real good grades, get a real good job
 make their parents proud but what's it all for. 
your goanna die, youre gonna die, and when you're there 
you'll be broke just like the rest of us all
So why you gonna push yourself a little bit harder 
when a little bit harder gets you no more.
It's the way you see
It dawned on me
I am sitting here, I cannot believe
ALL the things I've said and donel, is this the mind of an open door 
I don't think i can push no more
 found the time and the time weas more
 than I ever wanted to put forth.
All of this shit isn't worth it no more
So I have found the end of my line
When Im gone you you can all sit back and rewind
reminisce about the shit we did 
how we fucking wasted time and said
 that we was gonna be something great
 but mother fucker don't you know that its just too late.
it all just doesn't matter no more
You won't find what you're looking for 
spend your life worrying about something
 that you will never find time is just wasting 
 you always try to find a smile, 
but it looks like its gonna take a while
 success is just an empty lie
dont fucking waste your time and try
 you know you cannot live here no more
start a path that's going on
 you work so fucking hard just to get along

the mind of an open door

Debt

Freight Train

Ocean Story

By Myself

Moondust on a Mirror

Brown Canyon

I can see the way I'm affecting you
I can see the way that you're looking right through me
I know what you want you're a step away
maybe it's something that I said maybe it's something I might say
I don't really think that you are up for this
looking at me like I am a piece of shit
obnoxious I may be but I don't hide no lies 
I'm looking at you you're looking through my eyes.
it's a pitiful fucking feeling
if Feeling that is not appealing.

Shit

The Things

This is a super chill remix of a song I wrote called Dead Roses which I haven't released yet.

Slow Roses

you smokin  milds

Flowers in motion
the motions more moving me around and I don't know what to do right now
Everybody be looking around
but I'm sitting here with my eyes pointed towards the ground. 
Everyone tries to tell me something different
but they cant tell me nothing that I ain't heard before, 
and I know that I, I need to do better
 but I cant do better when I'm stuck in yesterday's door
 I know I tried
 but the motions moving me around 
fucking me up inside I know
 I'm fuckin twisted around
 I'm going backwards down a one way street ands now..
Falling apart, 
Every time I try to do it different you know I fail yeah
 and I cant do any better 
I just keep getting more upset and looking at myself I hate it the most.
She don't know how to fucking talk to me no more
 you know its pissing me off and that is what it is for, 
She's got agendas and she's doing it now 
making her move some way or some how.
 Monsters in motion the motions are moving they're sliding around 
calm as an ocean you know these emotions are going around and I ,
 I don't know what to do when you are fucking around talking all that mad  shit to me no more 
I can not take anymore you need to shut your fucking mouth and get the fuck out the door
And the motions the motions are moving they're moving to me
 the people in motion they're moving the most and they don't know where to be
You didn't want to take the time to listen 
now I'm, screaming that shit right down your face  
I don't know what else to do except to try to force  you to listen to what I say
and the motions, the motion the motions are moving they're moving around 
calm as an ocean you know these emotions are going around and I ,
 I don't know what to do when you are fucking around talking all that mad  shit to me no more 
I can not take anymore you need to shut your fucking mouth and get the fuck out the door
And the motions the motions are moving they're moving to me
 the people in motion they're moving the most and they don't know where to be
You didn't want to take the time to listen 
now I'm fucking screaming that shit right in your face  
I don't know what else to do except try to force  you to listen to what I say

Yesterday's Door

something has occurred

But this has occurred to me
I don't know if you've been watching but something seems different
The oceans and the people and the actions of the birds in the sky
I don't know if you have noticed but something has occurred to me
Something has occurred to me
So if you watch the ocean and you look up to the sky and then the seas are overcoming the land
 and the people are not the same ones that I remember yesterday
 something new is happening
I don't know if you have noticed but something has occurred to me
the wind is blowing left to right and that is something new to me
and the spider's walking backwards and  the birds are going under the sea
everyone is looking like they're all living so happily
 but that's just something that doesn't happen
 no it never really happens, not for me 
I don't know if you have noticed but it seems that something has occurred to me
because my neighbor stopped being an ass hole
 and my boss is giving me a raise
and my self-destructive tendencies seem to all have gone away
I don't know if you have noticed but something has occurred to me

Something Has Occurred to me

If you go walking in the forest at night
Look up to the sky and see what you find
keep your feet on the ground keep yourself down
with your head above you, you're looking around
There's a turtle in the sky 
Birds on the ground
Trees are swaying all around
No body can tell you what you should do 
You should just go be you

Turtle in The Sky

VISIONS

Patterns

Ten Gallon Hat

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made in 2024 and 2025

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