but now you've got those cool friends who wanna live in your head.
I think I'm better off dead.

left some things unsaid
dying in my bed here,
better part of a year ripped apart by my fears

I just wanted you
and you just wanted them
everything that's beautiful will kill you in the end.

(ay)
hope you get high to this.
hope you don't cry to this
like I am
four years and a blunt to this
to celebrate all the hits
you took, and we took 
while we tried to be strong

four years aint that long
four years in a song
I let it all go just to know I belong

and I wasn't wrong

to think you had other plans, yeah

now you got a man and I'm thinkin good for him
but you also stabbed my back,
and I'm cutting up my skin
no I never fuckin left
locked my heart up in your basement
my friends called you two-faced
I told them it don't phase me

gave you all my love 
and you know it broke me down
four years down the fuckin drain
I'm wishing I would drown
crashing under waves
because now I'm crashing out
set myself on fire 
if it'd make you put it out, yeah

but now you've got those cool friends who wanna live in your head.
I think I'm better off dead.

left some things unsaid
dying in my bed here,
better part of a year ripped apart by my fears

I just wanted you
and you just wanted them
everything that's beautiful will kill you in the end.

Good For Him (Prod. Gusuck)

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

My worst fear, and now the real thing

What's the fucking point
What's the fucking point if everything never stays

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me

My worst fear, and now the real thing

Do Not Disturb (Prod. Gusuck)

it's getting cold outside,
and where are you
it's been hard tonight,
(it's been hard tonight)
to tell the truth
I needed you

she hates all my sad songs
and so did you 
but I don't think I have long
to get through to you 

will you miss me when I go?
was I a mistake to you
did you know something that I don't?
well that's nothing new

the shadows fall on me today
it's everything that I let get away
blood in the falling leaves
taking parts of me
away

(shoutout to Ukraine
support my bro)

visions in my head
when I'm wondering
how'd it go so wrong 
when'd it get so bad
what's the fuckin plan now

thought we had it planned out
you got a new man now

(you got a new man now)

(now I)
got a lil fangirl
bad bitch with the coon tails 
baby girl's so down 
and I can't ever let her down 

swallowin that pill now
medicine to kill doubt
know I'm killing myself
(know I'm killing myself)

will you miss me when I go?
was I a mistake to you
did you know something I don't?
well that's nothing new

the shadows fall on me today
it's everything that I let get away
blood in the falling leaves
taking parts of me away

Fangirl (Prod. Gusuck)

Tear Burns (Draft) Prod. Gusuck

Main Artists: Cellarpet, MetalY2K
Production: MetalY2K, Cellarpet
Engineering: MetalY2K
Original Song: Mr. Kitty



Toxic-In The Psycho Realm

Zachary Thomas Nass