Name: God Complex by Rip
Duration: 2 min 46 s
Description: 5 songs, no particular order. Recorded in 2022. They sat around for a whole year. I went all of 2022 without an upload. From me, to you. Thank you

grace

Lyrics :

I’m tired of feeling like this
When I’m caught up with a bitch
I don’t really mean bitch
But it’s just this rap shit
Just got used to it
Verbally abusing it
My mind is always losing it
Can’t figure out what to spit
So women on my mind 
And it’s taking up my time
But it’s hard to spare a dime
Let alone spare my time
So ima drink vodka lime
Just to see what I can find
Cause my thoughts just going blind
In this life that I designed 
I just off a Roadbumps
Still a bumpy road
I ain’t talking about my beats
But the future I’ve been told
If you ain’t getting right
Then the moneys looking tight
You’ll never take flight
Even if you have sight
So I’ll restart on my path
Take notes like a class
Learn mistakes from my past
So I can just fucking last 
I need get outta bed
Hit the gym hit the legs
Ignore my comment thread
Build a base that’s German bred 
Ima go hit up splice
Get the beats get it right
Spit a verse make it tight
For a check to come at night
Read the market when it’s time
Find a goal find a sign
Place a trade hit the line
Ride the wave bass line 
Gotta focus on my sound
Get the dollars get the pounds
No time to fuck around
Obi-Wan higher ground 
Dick is soft time to go
I don’t wanna stress a hoe
Life is not a cup of joe
I remain a free soul
No job, fuck a boss
Different day different loss
Opportunities come across
All comes with the sauce
So this a loosie, like my hooptie 
Move around my footing
Better get comfy 
So you see what I am doin

[Mastered by Dephnik]

Loosie (Prod. Soba)

5 songs, no particular order. Recorded in 2022. They sat around for a whole year. I went all of 2022 without an upload. From me, to you. Thank you

God Complex

Monsters

My trials and tribulations have put me in a place to use what I’ve learned and preach to the nations.

LINGO

Can you please just give me a call back..
When you get a chance? .. bye 

I break in two 
(I’m breaking)
You hold on to 
(Just hold on)
The things I do 
(The things I do)
You hold on to 
(Just hold on, just hold on)
I break in two
(I break, I break)
You hold on to
(Just hold on, just hold on)
I break in two
(I break, I break, I break, I break)
I’m breaking…

I’m breaking 
I break for you (you..)
I’m breaking 
I break in two (two..) (x4)

</3 in 2 (prod. lostcage)

Once upon a time, I discovered MYSELF; and forgot about “love”. :)
~from mine to yours

Miss Me

Lyrics :

Now how do I confess
That I’m severely depressed
That I’m lacking any rest
Back to pressure on my chest 
The only pressure I apply, is the pressure to survive 
Cause I hate when I lie, and I hide deep inside
There’s just a lot going on
All my energy is drawn
My mind is somewhere gone
And it’s hard to write a song
What the fuck do you expect?
Still drowning in debt
Still getting over pressed 
From women who never left
And therapy recommends with the stuff inside my head
Instead of laying in bed, I should rant it out instead  
Yo you bet that I try, at least what I can
Cause I’m always feeling judged 
for the person that I am
How many friends you lost?
How many uncles have died?
How many mothers figures you called, just to find out they ain’t alive?
Yeah that’s why I hide, always feeling the grief 
Everything coincides, never get the relief 
Yeah that why I freeze, every moment I seize 
Never a moment of ease, til I’m down on my knees
Never seem to please every person I squeeze
Cause they never believe that I’m asking for peace
And they’ll never get it
Even with the albums I make
Or with the singles I drop
Man it’s always a lot
Unless I’m 2 like Pac
Or I’m true like Chainz 
But I’m wild like Ye
Tryna configure my brain
And all I do is my best
In a search for reset
I never banged a set
But I’m shooting at threats
And my anger reflects
And they still don’t get
Even my eyes still sweat
Even alive and yet
Instead of asking about my life 
Yeah it’s always the same
People focusing and worrying yeah about something lame
How many bitches you fuck?
And who the fuck is that girl? 
And was she once an important
someone in your world?
Are y’all still friends?
Man what’s the situation? 
Do you always let em know 
when you’re around their location?

Man, I don’t give a fuck
I don’t give a fuck

But since I’m writing a song about it, 
it implies that I do
But I’m over thinking an opinion 
Who never walked in my shoes
None of this shit applies to you
So hope off of my views
Stop wrinkling the truth
Like a pair of some trus 
I’m tryna get back to my roots
Even out some scores
Empty out some drawers 
Tryna fight all my wars
Cole said love yourz
Russ said it was you all along
But I’m avoiding all my problems, like I’m avoiding this song

[Mastered by Dephnik]

VOID (Prod. Soba)

Lyrics:

Why am I like this
And why do I give a fuck
Why do I bother 
Even after 6 months
She blocked me on my first gram
Blocked me on my second gram
And still I run back
Like I forgot my phone at home again
I engaged this shit 
I'm the one who made a choice
And still I'm not happy
Hide my pain behind my voice
I don't feel like people getting me
Anxiety has been stressing me
I really miss my family
But my life is moving rapidly

Now I'm frustrated 
Everything’s so complicated 
I know that I shouldn't hate it
But now I fucking hate it
I feel like I cannot make it
My heart continue breaking
All this pain, I cannot take it
Wanna take my life, just rearrange it
Cause I'm frustrated 
Everything’s so complicated 
I know that I shouldn't hate it
But now I fucking hate it
I feel like I cannot make it
My heart continue breaking
All this pain, I cannot take it
Wanna take my life, just rearrange it

Don’t bring up the past
I hope it don’t come up
It’s not that I don’t care 
I just don’t give a fuck
I’m not tryna chat
I don’t really want your call
I thought when you left
I wasn’t gonna hear from you at all
I just wanna move forward
Instead of looking back
My mind is telling me no
But my heart is fighting back
I really fucking hate
When I argue with myself
It’s endless game of blame
And I can’t blame no one else

Now I'm frustrated 
Everything’s so complicated 
I know that I shouldn't hate it
But now I fucking hate it
I feel like I cannot make it
My heart continue breaking
All this pain, I cannot take it
Wanna take my life, just rearrange it
Cause I'm frustrated 
Everything’s so complicated 
I know that I shouldn't hate it
But now I fucking hate it
I feel like I cannot make it
My heart continue breaking
All this pain, I cannot take it
Wanna take my life, just rearrange it

I, can’t, be honest with myself
And say when I’m jealous
When I see you with someone else
That’s, a sight, I don’t really wanna see
Makes me regret doing all those bad things
If, I could, go back in time
I’d help myself out when something comes out of line
I’m, afraid, to fall deep asleep
Cause when I close my eyes I see you all in my dreams

Now I'm frustrated 
Everything’s so complicated 
I know that I shouldn't hate it
But now I fucking hate it
I feel like I cannot make it
My heart continue breaking
All this pain, I cannot take it
Wanna take my life, just rearrange it
Cause I'm frustrated 
Everything’s so complicated 
I know that I shouldn't hate it
But now I fucking hate it
I feel like I cannot make it
My heart continue breaking
All this pain, I cannot take it
Wanna take my life, just rearrange it

[Mastered by Dephnik]

Apartment

Frustrated (Prod. Soba)

Lyrics :

I think it’s about time to unfollow you on the gram
I wanna keep chasing, but respect who I am
Time to stop writing, if you could understand
If only you knew the pain that I’m in 
I hope you know this wasn’t the plan
Heart took a bullet, can you please jump in
What do you want me to do, just keep on trying
What do you want me to do, just keep on crying
Even if you hate me, or mad at my decision
I only wanna see you cook in my kitchen 
You in my apartment is the only thing missing
You and your lips, I wanna keep kissing 
I know it’s going to take time just to recover
I feel like we’re both really missing each other
I don’t want anyone else under my covers
But always know that, you’re the best lover
And I don’t want to see you with anyone else
And I don’t want anyone entering my house
I wish that you would just come back
But you ignore my letters, can you please write back
Can you just send back, can you see the message
I know I that I’m acting a bit aggressive 
Me catching you is my objective 
I’m being super picky, I’m a bit selective
Look at me trying, do you see progression
I’m little bit in love, that’s my confession 
I don’t really wanna bother and be possessive 
But with you I come out just a bit obsessive 
I’m not with other girls, I learned my lesson
No need to hide, or raise a question
To be honest with you is my suggestion
Just a lot of things that I need to mention
I don’t like cursing, I’ll try vegan food
I act really calm, when I’m sitting here with you
Being with you makes everything better
You’re my highest goal, and I want nothing lesser
Me touching you is my biggest pleasure 
Me holding you is my biggest treasure 
I’ll go anywhere, take any measure 
So for you and I just to be together
Saw a person on a train who looked like you
Was about to talk to her, to see if was you
Stared at her for about at least a minute
Then started crying because it hurt my vision
Have mercy on me, I need therapy
Committed a crime, is this penalty
Can you trust me, I’m not the enemy
Or is this the beginning of my destiny
Now I self destruct, put alcohol in my body
Can’t feel no more, wanna go hit up parties
This is what happens when I feel lost
I wanna run to your house and knock just because
I’m going super crazy and yelling at the fact 
I’m not getting a reply, could you please do that
I just want you, I want everything back
I really want you and everything that we had
Have mercy on me, I’m just a kid
I’m still growing, I’m still learnin’
I know I made mistakes, I know what I did
Should I hold on, or should I just quit
You completely done with me, is this really really it
Are you really gonna act, like we never even met
This is how it is, we’re just gonna set
I guess move on, time to reset

[Mastered by Dephnik]

I Wrote You A Letter, But Got No Response (Prod. Soba & Cyphvin)

All the gems are on here. I horde music on SoundCloud. Lots of different stuff in here. Appreciate the progress

God Complex

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