Hectic (Prod. By Jahlil Beats) (Off of "Cometropolis")

xxxtentacion - Hit It From The Back

5 songs, no particular order. Recorded in 2022. They sat around for a whole year. I went all of 2022 without an upload. From me, to you. Thank you

God Complex

Lyrics :

Now how do I confess
That I’m severely depressed
That I’m lacking any rest
Back to pressure on my chest 
The only pressure I apply, is the pressure to survive 
Cause I hate when I lie, and I hide deep inside
There’s just a lot going on
All my energy is drawn
My mind is somewhere gone
And it’s hard to write a song
What the fuck do you expect?
Still drowning in debt
Still getting over pressed 
From women who never left
And therapy recommends with the stuff inside my head
Instead of laying in bed, I should rant it out instead  
Yo you bet that I try, at least what I can
Cause I’m always feeling judged 
for the person that I am
How many friends you lost?
How many uncles have died?
How many mothers figures you called, just to find out they ain’t alive?
Yeah that’s why I hide, always feeling the grief 
Everything coincides, never get the relief 
Yeah that why I freeze, every moment I seize 
Never a moment of ease, til I’m down on my knees
Never seem to please every person I squeeze
Cause they never believe that I’m asking for peace
And they’ll never get it
Even with the albums I make
Or with the singles I drop
Man it’s always a lot
Unless I’m 2 like Pac
Or I’m true like Chainz 
But I’m wild like Ye
Tryna configure my brain
And all I do is my best
In a search for reset
I never banged a set
But I’m shooting at threats
And my anger reflects
And they still don’t get
Even my eyes still sweat
Even alive and yet
Instead of asking about my life 
Yeah it’s always the same
People focusing and worrying yeah about something lame
How many bitches you fuck?
And who the fuck is that girl? 
And was she once an important
someone in your world?
Are y’all still friends?
Man what’s the situation? 
Do you always let em know 
when you’re around their location?

Man, I don’t give a fuck
I don’t give a fuck

But since I’m writing a song about it, 
it implies that I do
But I’m over thinking an opinion 
Who never walked in my shoes
None of this shit applies to you
So hope off of my views
Stop wrinkling the truth
Like a pair of some trus 
I’m tryna get back to my roots
Even out some scores
Empty out some drawers 
Tryna fight all my wars
Cole said love yourz
Russ said it was you all along
But I’m avoiding all my problems, like I’m avoiding this song

[Mastered by Dephnik]

VOID (Prod. Soba)

Lingo

It's my birthday. Here's a song I wrote about the feelings that come with getting a year older.  

LYRICS:
33 lyrics

[Verse 1]
Yea I grew up slow
I been taking my time
I’m 33 years old
Aged like fine wine
And yea I’m good with the cheddar
Which I keep to the side
Like a charcuterie board
Man who am I? 

[Prechorus]
I’m amazed that
I Changed so much
And it felt so quick
I became so tough
But I felt so sick 
Through the years I’ve dealt 
With the pain 
Won’t quit
There’s a fee
And I wish to be free 

[Chorus]
Yea its good to be
33
Like me
Like me
Yea its good to be
33
Like me
Like me

[Verse 2]
I feel sorry for the rest I
Know I’m still living my best life
As I please
Getting older is a test I
Didn’t study so I gue ss I ain’t lowkey

[Prechorus]
I’m amazed that
I Changed so much
And it felt so quick
I became so tough
But I felt so sick 
Through the years I’ve dealt 
With the pain 
Won’t quit
There’s a fee
And I wish to be free 
Man
It’s good to be 

Yea its good to be
33
Like me
Like me
Yea its good to be
33
Like me
Like me

[Bridge]
33 (33)
33 (ayy)
33 (33)
33 (cmon)
33 (33)
33 (ayy)
33 (33)
33 (ayy)

[Chorus]
Yea its good to be
33
Like me
Like me
Yea its good to be
33
Like me
Like me

[Outro]
Like me
Like
Just like JC
I’m 33

VOID (Prod. Soba)

Soba

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