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I’m finally happy. I’m doing absolutely fantastic. Thank you to all of the musicians who helped me get through it.  Don’t think I forgot y’all. And to all of you struggling who see this, keep going. It’s worth it I promise. Remember not every day will be happy but it is another chance. And that leads to more and more happy days. 

Learning to love every day. Myself. And others. Learning to live. Express. Be myself. And to be who I want to be. Learning to trust.

Have a beautiful blessed day.

Yk what summer was kinda a struggle but I’m getting my footing and feeling fing great! I got the gym. Fighting. And this cool person just showed up in my life. 

Everything happens for a reason. God is great and works in mysterious ways.



SH is addictive and disabling. I was 2.5 years clean and relapsed a week ago. Not badly. But it proved no matter how “okay” you are u can mess up and need to keep working at it


Yk that “cool person” I mentioned! Yeah well now me and her are 5 months into dating and oml she’s amazing!


“Cool person” that’s what I called her. She’s more than that tho. She’s my whole world. 7 months is 6 days away and genuinely I couldn’t imagine my life without her. “Cool person”. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with this “cool person”. My love. My Panda. My cool person.

Druggy saint - autism cornerback
Boogie on outta here.  I’m talking blood, not reading books
Street smart
Cycle of love you’ll find another after a blow to the head
That’s why we go high to stronger motives
Super heroes win in the end not the villains #blessup
Bail out boys
Check the tone smell the salt in the air. Gang knows stay away
In and out friends from Drews of cologne 
Loner shit fireworks from that yo-yo phone



Hits add up it’ll fuck up your future
I dip when it gets awkward
Pointer finger to my pals middle finger to my haters bum pity bump bump wedding ring to this head of mine 
Pick a flower think of this heart of mine
Aaron judge to this tone rings of flame
Collapsed Mosh pit in my head cant go out in public with this republican reputation of mine
People can’t stop dipshitting in the illuminate eye take a look at my asshole and look at my big nose as a reason of disconnecting 
Trigger finger with this bully nerves under my skin
Every person deserves a fair chance of penny love




Love is the strongest pill a hater is the strongest buzz kill

Think and forget an artist quote make up for it with more developed passion

Pace away from the tv all i see are fishy eyes and worms in my mind

Get my drugs from the kissing booth

Hate intrusive thoughts it’s like a unwanted party cause everyone got this red bird shit but me and I’m some type of thunder source.
Don’t wanna piss of my prayers of ultimate gang cause it’s home alone shit stuck in mud.
Slow speech I wonder why I freestyle with a comforted feeling and write with a middle finger cross on my head and a fuck off slur to the tv


Fall out of reading fall more into those eyes 
Want a love so deep I fall out of worry of assholes
Half my mind wishing for mic drops of the saltiest fries in the world 
Deep breaths for that ambush reactions of juicy mood swing feelings of who knows what
Stop sign on my haters light blue reaction on enjoying the company of hi hello love
Autism thoughts rejecting the intrusive of stop no
Didn’t support myself teenage years walking around with a suicidal head down now the ultimate karma is the baddest bitch in the world feeling good about myself
Learned words can hurt but the feeling of I do and feeling is best about me is what I learned. Fall out of cheese and fall into these big lips on the people mover







Perfert chips￼￼




I bet if I get that tongue i can quit .

Just listen to story and you can think of eve from wizards. He might think he State Farm too





 We’re off King Kong because it’s ape shit

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Zach Hood