Lyrics:
u said ive been like this too long
sad and down and outmyself
you say i dont act the same
no shit you bitch im not myself
i think you a fuckin lie
you dont fuckin care that much
i think that you loved me more 
back when i robbed to get our stuff
i think that you loved me more
back when i hid my fuckin stress
back when i did drugs all day 
to hide i was always depressed
back when i only went outside to find 
someone to fuckin rob
back when i was broke and bummy
back when i aint have a job
back before i wore all of my pain 
ontop my fuckin sleeve
back when you said ima leave
and i said fine then you can leave
back when i got out of jail
back when i went back to jail
i think that you loved me more
back when i wrote inside dis hell
back when i was angry all the time
and aint know how to feel
nowadays you tell me i aint shit
and that im not myself

ive said this shit too many times
apologized to keep the peace
i dont go outside
you loved me back when i was in these streets
you said i dont look depressed
you said thats a damn excuse
you said ion talk enough
so this is how ill talk to you
depression doesnt got a face
and when it ends dont got a date
and when i say im happy, bitch im lying
its all fuckin fake
i said that i miss my granny
you said to get over it
my grannys birthday passed a while ago
so now i feel like shit
shittier than usual
like how i feel at christmas time
i used to think im fine
now ion look at myself half the time

i think you dont understand but its ok i love you tho
i just think that when i wasnt shit u used to love me mo
i think that i hurt yo feelings once again but its all cool 
lately ive been stressed but i guess thats what baby mamas do
and i apoligize for all the times that rabbit did u wrong
and if i die today i hope you heal and end up moving on
and if i off myself just lie dont tell my daughter how i died
i work this stupid job so i dont see my daughter half the time
they say money cant buy happiness, i feel like thats a lie
maybe i wont feel like this when money falls from the sky

NOT MYSELF (PROD. ZACH RABBIT)

ILLMINDED
IG:plainfaceee 
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Born and raised on the Navajo Nation in Steamboat, Arizona. DAZED carries his roots into every track he creates. Since 2018, he’s been shaping a sound thats blending hip hop, rap, alternative, goth, indie, underground, and pop into music that’s as haunting as it is relatable.
Growing up surrounded by drugs, alcohol, and the weight of bad decisions, DAZED turns struggle into art, using music as both reflection and release. His sound moves through different vibes from dark and grimy to raw and heavy, but also into moments of love, honesty, and respect.
With a style that fuses underground grit with mainstream appeal, DAZED speaks for outsiders, survivors, and dreamers alike.

IG: this.fxcker666

Walk with a blindfold, i hate you all equally.

NOT MYSELF (PROD. ZACH RABBIT)

Zach Rabbit