This is for my grandpa Carl J who signed his last letter to me as Seajay. He also believed he was half dragon while I was growing up, so, voila.
Pop, indie, alternative, guitar, piano, new artist, artist, October, fall, grief, love, sad, slow, death, nostalgia

Seajay, The Dragon

i keep fallin
i keep i keep fallin
i keep stallin
i'm joseph stalin
and i wanna keep you in my kremlin >:)
baby won't you tell me
how you feel 
is it real?
do you feel that it's real?
can you tell me, why is that i keep thinking of you?
you're the only thing i look forward to??????
in the mornings you're my sunrise
you're my sunset
and i used to be so full of regret
but now i'm 
now i'm learnin
i feel
i feel taught 
i feel like i have a lot, to learn
and that you're there to help me along the way
i keep fallin, harder and harder everyday

i feel like words are on the tip of my tongue
i want your tongue on my tongue 
i want it consuming me 
i want you drunk on my love
i wanna.... pin you down
i wanna let you hear the words
i wanna let you hear the sound
i wanna feel you
on my body
i wanna feel you right next to me 
and screw the distance in between us
i feel like an hour is the least away
and it's the MOST away...
do you wanna hear the words that i have to say?
are you gonna listen to them cause i think about you
all freakin day!
i don't want to!!!!
it's involuntary!!!! because
you're my apothecary
i hear Keri
askin about you constantly
and my mother and my father askin if you are okay i just
i wanna know what you think about me
i mean i know how you feel about me but not behind closed doors or when you're not around me
i just
i just wanna know
what's goin on in your head
the one that i'd give head to 
and i wanna show you what i'm all about because
i don't wanna leave this town unless it's with you
my darlin
i wanna be your darlin
i keep fallin 
harder and harder everyday

y u so far ;-(

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?

this is for whoever needs it, i hope it helps.

THIS IS FOR U

when it rains (demo)

u should stay

walkin w zep murray

girl it’s true
yeah i’m in love with you
please let me stay with you
we’ll do what lovers do
oh baby let me lay with you
girl how I ache for you
why do you play with me
I wander aimlessly 
oh baby I just want to die
when you look in my eyes
and then I start to cry
inside my head

plea to me

Zadie Jean