the struggles of an introvert :T

prod. by @mt_fujitive
mixed by @sensugang
mastered by @3astman
art by @rosarrie

lyrics: [https://genius.com/Zamir-introvertigo-lyrics]
like a crossword,
i often try to find the perfect letters
just to merge together
into words i utter
but i'm awkward
not a talker
no i tend to mutter
stutter when i speak
i get these flutters and feel weak
like i'm performing at a concert
when i converse,
every syllable a struggle
every sentence i attempt it
leaves me feeling so disgruntled
like just leave me in my bubble,
why attempt to socialize
when i can close my eyes
and never deal with any trouble
not a poltergeist, nah
but i tend to ghost my friends
messages left on read
and plans left open-ended
like a batter who keeps missing
yeah my mood will swing a lot
i’m full of energy one second
but the next it’s like my batteries are missing
ecstasy to languor in an instant
so don’t bother tryina message me
i‘ll anxiously dismiss it
yeah don’t try to blow my phone up
i saw your notifs show up
i’m not ignoring you i
only want a little distance
i won’t be far
my introvertigo has got me drained
i need to recharge
if social energy was like a game
i’d need a green bar
and before each conversation i would save
so in case i feel ashamed
i’d be less lame the second play-through when i restart
pick the perfect dialogue at checkpoints
but i prefer my time alone in solitude with less noise
and honestly the best choice
is staying locked inside
as i daydream of an exit route that’s paved with dotted lines...
yeah, that’s paved with dotted lines
and hopefully one day i can escape and go outside
but for now i’ll just remain within safety of my mind... yeah
like a crossword,
i often try to find the perfect letters
just to merge together
into words i utter
but i'm awkward
not a talker
no i tend to mutter
stutter when i speak
i get these flutters and feel weak
like i'm performing at a concert
when i... converse

introvertigo (prod. by mt. fujitive)

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