LYRICS:

Thinking
Changing
Contemplating
Debating
If it's worth it
To show what I hide
Deep on the inside
It's in my mind

In the blink of an eye
There's a monster inside
My mind isn't intact
If that's not a fact (you'll never know)

This battle's now a war
I can't explain what I'm fighting for
I know I'm messed up in the head
I'd almost rather be dead
Maybe World War 3
Will finally set me free
One simple nuke drop
Will make my heart stop

I can't stop
I can't breathe
This is not who I want to be

In the blink of an eye
There's a monster inside
My mind isn't intact
If that's not a fact (you'll never know)

A gun is too messy
The rope is too simple
I need a cannon to make me invisible

My Own Enemy (NOVAkILL Changing REMIX)

Bridging rock, punk and the electronic, FTM choose to look forward whilst acknowledging our influences; Depeche Mode, NIN, Killing Joke and Gary Numan. We craft songs that reflect a transient world.  Please join us on our journey.

Zander Xymox is a music project based on the Eastern Shore of Maryland that is heavily influenced by 80s EDM, Synthwave, Darkwave, Industrial, and Ambient Horror music.