diary

beautiful music

Prod mynorth

524dhgjhg

waitforme ep separate

like you know,

when it snow

your heart turn faded

you heart turned cold

say that ur fly bby u saying you kno

so let’s just keep dancing till one of us drop

and let’s just keep dancing till one of us drop

giving me chances but it’s never enough

your love is electric, locked in to 2 ur luv

we really connected, locked in like ur plug

she tryna get it next in

block my number don’t text it

knew you wouldn’t flex it

knew u was a legend

imma hit u when i’m up in the A

you luv is like mia

fake drugs why u sippin that paint?

2 lit to just smoke on a J

2 lit then we hop in the jag

big bro gotta talk w the gat

land in my box get hit with that bat

i’m in the trap and i’m smoking on gas

i want the runts what y’all smokin on ass

hit from the back n im tappin that ass

know what u want cuz i get to that cash

they only around you once they tellu you next 

look at my bitch, she slide w a xan

knew the whole time u was goin out sad

beemer was moving this shit was too fast

he wanna slide, take off his head

i’m up on live, smokin that gas

she wanna drive, we might just crash

she in my life -

never enough (p. epv + cloudbxy)

stay focused

see thru the pain

see thru the shade

my heart is so broken

i don’t think it’ll be the same

after you left now i see you unchained 

i can’t be your hero

dj turn me up

dj turn me up 

this your song right here

you got some pain i can’t heal

is it love that you fear?

but you say u in luv

oh yea you safe with me

oh yea you safe with me

oh yea i’ll never leave

show you that this effecting me

i’m the one for you i know you see

but it’s up or down

you out here promising things you can’t keep

but baby i’m one call away so don’t leave

i know you stuck living this life like a dream

but baby it’s time to wake up honestly 

and just run and just run and just run for the thrill

yea you know what we on but you know you can’t heal, don’t play dumb

and i knew u da one

why u feeling like you done?

i think you knew it was wrong..

i think you knew it was dumb..

no fear (p. cloudbxy + luvpurp)

@user-460425115

(lyrics)
cant believe she not trusting me
i got glocks i got glocks u not touching me
its no wonder that she not in love wit me 
glock 19 if he fuck wit me
2 twin glocks keep me company
beam onna gun do not run from me
i got money right now she wan fuck wit meeee
i got money right now she wan fuck wit me

please just trust me ft saga (vrtex)

rage&nicky - hear me (smexkey & violet)

https://soundcloud.com/iloveyelowandmom
https://soundcloud.com/itwasntherfault

nicky & rage - lost of words prod. ???

self prod

and I can't find my worth
going through my days, when you don't text me
girl it hurts
I can't tell you how I feel because I never find the words
remember the day I took you out? 
there was the sun, we heard the birds

girl I'm really struggling and I just wanna talk
remember when it was cold at night and we went for a walk?
and I just wanna work this out at night I pray to God (Jesus saves)
I just wanna be the best but I know that I'm not

I'm right beside you in the cold rain
we were standing in the storm and it was pouring
its late at night and I just wanna see my girlfriend
you told me you might say somethings that you don't mean

so who am I to choose? everyday I'm missing you
I see it better now, baby do you see it too?
think back to sophomore year, in class when I sat next to you
and now you're here with me but I still don't know what to do

and when we talk bout things I jus-
I don't know what to say
and you're my girl now, I liked you since the 10th grade <33
I'm on the road now, I'll text you when I'm at your place
and everyday, I just wonder if you're wanting me

and girl I fell for you
things are so much different
from the nights that I spent in my room
I said baby, where do you wanna go?
I'll try for you, I'll take it slow

i wish i was better at communicating things 2 u :((((

can't find my words prod keepsake

prod @violetxx9

https://open.spotify.com/track/0aMhb6NYjWNei3K3RvQJNH?si=9bb8c0bad610432d

lyrics :

needa get myself together i’m a mess now
yeah i’m feeling better now
only when you’re around 
you’re poking through my heart
wanna see me bleed out ? 
you’re the one i need now
i just wanna scream loud

poke through my skin
until i can’t feel it at all
rip me to shreds
leave me dead on the asphalt 
everything that i feel is it my fault ?
i don’t want nothing else but to feel well

leave me here to die
hope you know i tried
tried to make you mine
mine, mine (try to make you mine)
i won’t say goodbye 
not just yet no
cuz before i go
i need to see you one more time

i know you said you’ll stay here
just wanna hear you say it one more time
you’re imperfections are perfect in my eyes
you & me , it feels like the stars aligned

SPOTIFY

nothing else (violet)

Maybe it was for nothing

I don’t think it’s for something 

And I know that you bluffin

Texting me back said you wanna meet up

I could be blind do you wanna be us?

Chanel, she’s rocking that rerock 

Rockin undercover I was rocking that leah

I’m finna starve my body ion eat nun

Locked in my bag is a zip of mochila

Nun 2 prove got nun to see ya

I made a lil promise to u from the start 

Promise u girl I won’t leave ya

It’s another love story where everything falls apart 

And girl I’m still so sorry for what I’ve done

Cuz i knew it hurts 

And for what it’s worth

I love you

Relying on u

I love u

And I ain’t seen u with him baby 

Yeses no maybes

Is u my baby?

We ain’t get to see eachother that’s how I feel lately

I missing you baby

You called on me daily

Nothing feel right so I’m turning left

Ain’t feel the same since I moved to the west

None of this shit ain’t get it off my chest

And I know 

I ain’t love no one

I ain’t even really feel the same

No more tying up 

Trying hard enough

To see the error of my ways

So I can build us back together

Back together

Baby Back together  

Back together again

Together

Back together

Back together

Back together…

rely on u (p. epv + luvpurp)

@1june6k @north23232323 @1anathema

sabes q daría todo
bae daría todo
y no se q pensar
conmigo quieres estar o no?
o no? x2
si yo estoy para ti dime q
bebe dime q hacer
bajo una perc
dime si vas a estar?
pq no paro de fumar
y se q no esta bien abusar de sustancias pero cuando prendo el blunt
porfin te puedo olvidar
y los problemas se van
y me dejaste una marca
podemos regresar?
o enserio te vas?
si ya no sé q hacer
u know u got my heart
y q te tuve ayer
me roba la calma
ya nada va a durar
aunque tú estés bebe
el dolor va a acabar con mi vida lo sé
i can feel da pain x2
nada será igual
solo espero q estés bien

pain (mynorth)

#lol
and ur crying 4 me 
and im crying 4u
but u dont even seem 2 know
pulling up in a new srt it doesnt matter cuz i feel alone
cutting my wrist and im watching the bloodflow
watching it go 
and im crying like no more
i hit a new low

and i pull up with twin in a new jeep 
we pull up in new jeep like ohhh
pulling up in a new jeep
we pull up in gt lets go
i cant let u girl i cant let u go
i shoulda let u know x2

u broke my heart x2
we cant restart 
no we cant restart
look at the stars 
told her look at the stars
look at the stars 
bby this ccant be ours

i remember the cuts on my arm 
i remember we were showing our scars

and ur crying 4 me 
and im crying 4u
but u dont even seem 2 know
pulling up in a new srt it doesnt matter cuz i feel alone
cutting my wrist and im watching the bloodflow
watching it go 
and im crying like no more
i hit a new low

and i pull up with twin in a new jeep 
we pull up in new jeep ohhh
pulling up in a new jeep
we pull up in gt lets go
i cant let u girl i cant let u go
i shoulda let u know x2

u broke my heart x2
we cant restart 
no we cant restart
look at the stars 
told her look at the stars
look at the stars 
bby this ccant be ours

ccantbeours (mynorth + bloodonmyskin + shino) #lol

u glo [rock n roll] +caponeti (mynorth + anathema)

@bloodonmyskin @north23232323
cover made by: @trubuket
music video: https://youtu.be/3sArl7EaCH0?si=0nAZFld4hqmTCQFO

i feel so used

Baby I’m witchu again

Started weak tryna go end

Smoking on gas by the sev

Nothing compares your fault is between us 

How is it they tryna be us?

Now you gon fuck but u don’t wanna be us

Sending praise to the sky

Sendin prayers to the lord

Hopin the yatta gon take me

How is dis bitch stuck??

Lately I seen you shake me, right to my core

Baby you losin, but u beautiful 

Lights out soon as you did so

Can we back it up baby can we run it back?

Baby I’m tryna geek up, and I was tryn kick it relax

Fail to see vision, said you can’t run me my bag

And you don’t even know I am anymore when I’m turning my back on you

I’m lookin to God

Fucked up sipping this drank u kno that I do that a lot

Hands like what u wan be?

Is it gon b u n me?

Kill us to see what u want

But I know I tried my best, for you

Now you lead me to the end

Baby you never get me, yea

Everybody turning sad

Finna put tats on my arm

Singing back to this song

Like how the fuck I’m supposed to leave you alone?

I need you now I need you most

Made me fight, like, you never did before

And tell, me, the difference between before we were

Need you right here with me

Need you right here with me

Cuz baby right here is where your post to be…

like nvr b4 (p. epv + rex)

mix&prod mynorth

https://youtu.be/4Hb9NS6Il-s?si=byodVroofSaqnVGX 


Я покажу ей NYC,  
Хочет туда, где мой маленький мирок.  
Смотрю на нее, и это мой mirror.  
Ты будешь со мною, Мира,  
Ты будешь со мною, Мира.

Я хочу лететь вместе с светом  
И светить ярким светом.  
Я хочу, я хочу провести с ней лето,  
Я хочу провести с ней лето.  
Я знаю, она меня ждет где-то,  
Я знаю, меня ждет где-то.

Хочу быть там, где мосты,  
Я уже к этому привык.  
Я хочу быть там, где есть ты,  
Видимо, я сильно простыл,  
Видимо, я сильно простыл.

Они меня не знают.  
Где тепло? Я полечу на юг.  
Со мной питбули, и с ними лаю.  
Эти niggas corny, я с ними не лажу.  
Эта погода вызывает жажду.  
Эй, окей, что было до этого, уже не важно.

NYC (mynorth)

flood (p. symelz)

Instrumental by:
@jichuuu

Lyrics:

(You always taint my heart, take me down
Got so far, and let it all fall down
Don’t you know?
That I can’t do this shit any longer)

Can we stop breaking both our hearts right now?
I don’t want to see your pretty face start to frown
All I wanna do is make you proud
All I ever did was let you down
x2

I don’t wanna keep going on, letting you down
When I’m without you, lights out, I drown
Hold what’s in my heart, as I’m pouring out my soul
Lies don’t set apart, ’cause I know you’ve heard them all

Can you come back to me?
I fall asleep
Inside my dreams
You’re all I see
You’re all I need
I just need you beside me

I still stay up for your calls
Said I hate you, but I do not at all
I’ve been waiting for your texts, on my phone
I know you don’t hate me either

let you down (jichu)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

Dont Go Wrong prod mynorth & dimpleb

Instrumental by @yashio20k

I guess that you’re sick of me
You’ve been acting differently
If I’m being honest
You were all I ever wanted
I know that you don’t think of me
I remember you so vividly
An Aphrodite incarnate
But I didn’t mind your sharpness

Oh my tongue’s no good
And my mind ain’t too
Can’t convince you
So what am I to do
I’m in love with you
But your love’s untrue
No matter how long I pursue
The truth won’t be less cruel

It’s so hard for me to open up
You took me in, and dropped me off like you don’t give a fuck
Ah, ah... what a way to mess me up
I think about you every day
You've probably already forgot

But it’s cool though
This ain’t nothing new, no
Chew me up and spit me out
Make me feel like a fool, oh
I’m not someone you should worry about
I know that you don’t, there is no doubt
Nobody wants me around
But I guess it doesn’t matter now

I could scream and I could shout
I’ve lost all I’ve ever found
But I won’t make the faintest sound
’Cause it’ll get drowned out...

aphrodite (yashio)

desert me prod nynorth & dinosaur

MooDD Featuring DUB prod backxster & dec

mature prod me

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Decided to upload something a little different, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:
'cause I've been breaking my heart
And now I'm back at the start
I don't wanna try again
I don't wanna fall in love
And I've been losing myself to the stress
I cannot progress
And the hole that you left
It just wont mend

Used to depend
On the fake love
And the texts you'd send
I'm still hurting, I've been losing my focus
I feel hopeless
And I've been dying slowly, but you ain't even notice

Think you should quit your hello's
It's a waste of time
You're no longer the apple of my eye
I no longer wait for your replies
I was bound to you, but looking back I was just blind

Thinking 'bout the past, 'cause I'm stuck in it
I got off really bad, never wanted this
You were everything I had, now I got nothing
And I don't wanna try again
I don't want none of this

back at the start (shatter3d + jichu)

only.u/ft.姫

sooFar prod mynorth & runawway

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