Neo-Shamanism Ego-Death type beat, truly the dark night of the soul 🖤

Came from Reddit post link. I don't get hung up on genre labels, so I guess sure, R&B can sound like this have cover this topic. Obviously it's not a "feel good" song but it's serious and well made.

(lyrics)
OGEERA***
welcome to the party
it lasts til you drop

bang the drums
 i bring the noise
out of this world
stuck in the void
 im getting nowhere
 my brain feels crowded
thoughts of worry
 (do i have a choice?) x2

(stuck in my mind, i cant help it) x3


reality
isnt everything you perceive
 things watching over me
what is life?
it got thinking of my mortality
(stuck in my mind, i cant help it) x2
feeling a robot
useless and basic
constant cycles
keep repeating on me,repeating on me

TEEN PRTY

[Verse 1]
Don't lie to me
I know that shit's not right
In my soul
Don't cry for me
It's always been my fault
No one to blame, but me

[Bridge]
Deep, in the ground
All alone, I will be

[Chorus]
Please, I'm begging on my knees
In attempt to stay afloat
I'm exhausting everything
But nothing seems to work
My life keeps passing by
It's hard to keep up
Do I just admit defeat?
And waste away?

[Verse 2]
My time is running out
I hope it doesn't hurt
As much as what I've been through
Don't try to ID me
My wish is to forget me
It won't make a difference if I'm gone

[Bridge]
Deep, in the ground
All alone, I will be

[Chorus]
Please, I'm begging on my knees
In attempt to stay afloat
I'm exhausting everything
But nothing seems to work
My life keeps passing by
It's hard to keep up
Do I just admit defeat?
And waste away?

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Staring Into The Abyss

godzilla

im mentally insane and horribly deadly like a rancid shit

.

A single reminder shatter peace
It's all dying out of key
Hear the dissonance whining in the trees 
See the whole world crying out in grief 
On a flying carpet, tryinna fly over the truth
Only issue is it's redirected out from under me
Hold close to the guide, it'll help you find your proof
But its simultaneously tryinna grind you down to streaks 


Completely unreachable now, ill wait till the tide drop down
But a moon cycle passing doesn't signify that the time is now 
A pit in the chest, watch a void follow suit
Engraved in the message, a painful pursuit 
Ripped straight through the chest, inner rage coming to
I hate what you said but I cant hate you
I watch every second as I writhe
I was certain yesterday would be the day I took my life
As the curtains drawing closed, I could see it in your eyes
That you'd feel responsible for if I ever went and died
It was never your fault, it was destined. 
From the time that I took my first breath, I was set to say goodbyes
Watch fate interject, watch it blatantly surmise if I live past 20, I aint making 29

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Rum n' Coke (prod. crescnta)

PsychoPass

180BPM, F-Minor
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Watch The Sun (Sun/Run)

Lyrics & Production: Blair Michael

Watch the sun,
Don't you run
God will test you
and if you listen closely,
you can hear the drums
beaches and wind
I got nothing but love
got you so fucked up
and now you stuck 
Now your

uh

why you leave me like that
oh you was leaving it was sad
I was needing to relax
I was looking for your past
turned around hit me so damn hard
it woulda felt like a crash￼
why you leave me like that
and it makes me sad
(In the worst way ah)
I need to relax 

I need you back
I need you back 
I need you back
said I need you back

why you do me like that

uh fuck

I guess life's like that
like that

hope you done fight back
know you be like that
(Hope you get it right back)

remember when I was 6
when we met
felt like instant trust to me
said if they would hold a knife to my back 
you would just come run for me
father can you forgive me
know I'm the reason that your broken
And prolly why you can't rest in peace
cause when I got a lil older, 15
you went and became afraid of the older me
And then that shit happened
bitch it still fucking hurt
its changing me
7 years later
know you broke you down
I should let you know
that i was just so insecure
never said my last words
and now it fucking hurts
cause they never even try to put you in the worth.

no no no no no no
did it work
I'd like to go back
and make it work

I wanna find you

and bring you back to this earth

it's a lot of self love 
that you can't take back
know your my hero
you dont need no cape dad
told me I was gonna win a grammy
before you was gone and
you put that trust in me
all I needed was the luxury 
fuck that
I don’t wanna live comfortably
devil at the crossroads waiting
think he done with me

made that deal too long ago
And still it stuck with me

why you gotta go,
you hurt my soul
and I know
shoulda known 
that you was trying to save the world
But you cant save yourself
if I ever becoming a working man
dont lose myself in that wealth

Yeah, help

who am I to know ay
demons want my soul
my life got bitter and cold
fuck you have to leave me for
Mmm
pops deep down you the only one
I had the realest love for
used to tell me don’t chase no hoe

and then i was 18 that's when we fought
threw a chair right at tha floor
answer me be like why can't I take this no more
say that I can't but

I still wake up the next day
on the floor

and I see the fun

shit that I missed

And I see the sun
falling as i fall slowly
And I see the sun falling as I fall slowly

Watch The Sun
Don't you run
God will test you
and if you listen closely
you can hear the drums
beaches and wind
i got nothing but love
and now you got me fucked up
and now you stuck huh

why you leave me like that
oh you was bleeding it's sad
I was needing to relax
I was looking for your past
turned around hit me so damn hard
it woulda felt like a crash

Dad￼
￼
I need you back
I need you back 
Said I need you back
I need you back
I need you back
Said I need you back 
I need you back
I need you back


mm mhm mmm
mm mhm mmm
mm mhm mmm
mm mhm mmm
mm mhm mmm
mm mhm mmm 

Why you leave me like that
Why you leave me like that

You was leaving it was sad
I was needing to relax

Lex

Watch the sun
Don’t you run
God will test you….


Tell me
Why you leave me like that yeah 
Tell why you leave me like that yeah 


“No I really think I…I need to relax”.

Staring Into The Abyss

Zaradiah

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