are these all samples or original? so fire regardless

written & produced by valetical
(also https://x.com/euclicide/status/1757109291029266834 this is super sick :P)

lyrics:

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

i'm being haunted, i know that their watching my every move
stuck in my room, too afraid to go out and fight my fears
and i know you want what's best, but i'm scared of being left out
and i hate to make you feel bad but i'm only getting worse now

i sleep every night and i see that man in my dreams, he’s watching me i fear
do you believe in me? i watch my shadow move on its own, i’m scared
and i tried so hard, you don’t understand, how can i make my point clear?
and i’m changing more than you realize, i’m not who i was last year

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

(145.130)

haunt

and when everything moves, can i catch up
up (x7)
and when i finally breakthrough, will i be stuck
stuck (x7)
and i'm so scared and confused cause it-
and when i finally hear news, i don't matter
(it's a recurring dream, where you call me, and i don't pick up and i'm the one in front this time x 2)
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused,
head hurts, head hurts, head hurts, head hurts,
no
i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-,
no
love you, love, love, love you, love, love,
not news, not news, not news, not
stuck

disappointment + everything else you're scared of*

feat @46b and @grapes_1

wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)

stuck and conflicted
how can i fix this
they told me i'm trippin
but they waited til i fell down
i know that i miss it
you know that i miss it
so what's the point of waiting why can't i tell you now
(guessed it)
find out what i meant to you
i'm too focused on what shouldve been with you
i'd be lying if i didnt say
that that was true

guess it
guess it
guess it
guess it
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess




i didnt want this, nd u just wanted somethin
dont say i mean something to u when u dont mean it
im losin reasons to keep stayin with u

tryna trick me into thinkin i miss u
always tellin me "lets do this 4 the one time"
i remember when u were always my lifeline
now every time that we talk, u take my lifetime

we aint meant to work
left this relationship hurt
and i dont know if i can recover

please dont try to get me back
had me feelin so damn sad
its just fucked to even try

no i dont mind
a simple sorry
but i dont want yo bullshit where you talkin on yo life
ugh, istg i would rather just die, just die 

writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit down- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)

sit down care about patience
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
sit down care lose patience

wrote you last night, awaiting response* w/edyn+ grapes

with @hiseph
is it right to call my bluff?
had me waiting long, gave it all for you
i don't think you'd betray my trust so baby when i call pick it up
can you tell me what you want? keep on switching up
i swear you'll leave me out to rot (you can tell me what you're all bout)
and it's like everytime we talk the feelings don't come out at all, at all

is it right to call my bluff?
had me waiting long, gave it all for you
i don't think you'd betray my trust so baby when i call pick it up
can you tell me what you want? keep on switching up
i swear you'll leave me out to rot (you can tell me what you're all bout)
and it's like everytime we talk the feelings don't come out at all, at all

backwards forwards
she'll find out (i know that it's, i know that it's gone)
backwards forwards
she'll find out
backwards forwards
she'll find out (i know that it's, i know that it's gone)
backwards forwards
she'll find out
backwards forwards
she'll find out (i know that it's, i know that it's gone)
backwards forwards
she'll find out
backwards forwards
she'll find out (i know that it's, i know that it's gone)
backwards forwards
she'll find out

blush* + seph

...and we're back*

prod. @attc
feat. @catgif @attc

@qxi
you not funny get out my sights please
i got money i got hella green
we w/ catgif feeling so damn free...... 💸
you not my friend, you just bought a feat

off this exotic seed
you jus a fan who you tryna be
i'll block ur contact bitch, no i don't wanna meet
guess i am someone that u cannot be

@catgif
yeah im smoking potent shit got me too high
i cant walk i think im too fried
i dont get no sleep i do ts like all night
& your pockets gettin thinner you aint do it right
im next up yeah im getting to the bag
boy you jealous you aint got no enby swag
new fit on i gotta take off all the tags
i pop that shit im moving fast

@attc
yea bitch i smoked u so hard u need an ice pack
yo bitch is so poor i felt so bad i gave yo ice back
and u not comedic so u smokin nice pack
yo girl love me think she needs a buy back

bank account so low yea
u be going broke
while i'm smokin on this dope yea
ion wanna beef while im cookin on tis stove
ion wanna beef while im just Rollin up tis cone yea

@qxi
u not funny take that back
i jus want my money n i want it fast
i've been glitching dropping tabs
if i want it i'll drop a bag

u not funny take that ba ba b ba
i jus want my money n i want it fa a a aa a a a 
i've been glitching dropping ta ta a a aa
if i want it i'll drop a ba ba ba a a  a a aaa a a  a a a ba ba ba  a a  a  a  a a   aba ba ba a a a ba ba ba

all platforms

So damn free w/ catgif & attic p. attic

L & R !!!

R:
I know you wanna see me cry.
I'll never forget cuz I know it's the only you want.
Why you never picking up my calls?
It's cuz your praying on my downfall and your waiting for me to fall.

I got what you need.
When your with me I cannot breathe!
Digging in my skin scrapping on my teeth.
Please don't go! Please stay with me!

L (Pre-chorus):
and the reasons i dont let go
the things i left in the marigolds
i miss the sight i had on everything
i lost it when i turned 17

the dreams i had
the views i saw
and the things i learned from them
now i cant get them back ever again

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstop ringing on my phone 
ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstoop 

L (Verse 2):
feelin the same that i have always had
always taken the same pld path
and im tired of all of that

help me, i need you by my side
cause im not doin alright
and i need some of the light

dear diary, i lost my way today
and i dont know if im okay,
my heart is stuck in a race
and its never gonna change

the finish line, its always moving back
its close and then its far
and its starting to hurt my heart

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ill tear it down and put it back
youre like a drug i keep relapsin
i dont know why i keep stressin
actin like its a confession

if i keep goin ill collapse
ill decompose the time elapsed in
seconds that i count in my mind

L and R (Outro):
is that good?
yea, its good

Nonstop !

everything by me

everyday your on the floor
is it a cause of abnormality or more?
or is it
your waiting for someone to come on by
someone that would treat you right

and that would be me
oh me
i could be everything you need
just please just take me
hold onto me
please dont leave me
cause when you left i couldnt scream

i wanna be the one you like
send a letter with a knife
i gave everything up to you
i thought it was a fluke but now hes pressing up on you

tell me what im supposed to do
when everyones around and i just cant be with you
tell me does that sound fair to you
what you did to me i would never do to you

so ill break my heart over something i cant change
will you be with me or him? its something i dont wanna say
so i look out for you
hope you look out for me
and i finally understand ill never be with you

u r not the strokes lil bro 😹

waiting for someone

prod. me

i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

that's enough to kill the bitch
stuck inside my room
i don't give a shit
more time to myself
ima make a hit
yea my mom said i'll make it
IMA MAKE THIS SHIT

i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

-tacular
ask me how i feel
i feel spectacular 
-tacular 
-tacular
spectacular 

i'm tryna do this shit for too long
it better work out
i've tried to hit the ball too far
now there's no sound
they tryna take me down i said 
FUCK YOU
HOPE IT WORKS OUT
i've got the best feeling 
it's somebody i know 
i hope you get well

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

spectacular

prod me.

cover of Bagsy Not In Net by the 1975

lyrics:
this feeling, it's something when you call me
i'm dealing in death and being lonely
try it, don't like it
and leaving you here is the thing that I fear, so I fight it
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
i'm reeling, I know that I'm appalling
but this feeling, it could be our calling
not dying, no, just lying
seeing you here is the moment it's clear 'cause I'm crying
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?

bnin[cover]

need a break

all these people around they just staring at me
betting all this pressure you get what you deserve 
just waiting for this week to loop again
and now i get the reason why i fucked it up
you left to rot i didnt forget 
and i just thought about it i dont think your my friend
i see it up there
you tryna mess with my friends thats no cool at all 
i cant wait to see you fall
wish i could disapear 
you tryna mess my head on the phone tryna call
how could you just fake your love

i wake up i got back in my bed now the days gone
i hate love all the same cus we break up
i got stains on my bed cus the makeup.  4x

you dont understand what mean to me
your my looooooooooooooooooove

you dont understand what mean to me
your my looooooooooooooooooove

backing away from everything

waste
******************************************************************
everything produced by me unless stated*
##fcvs
##party

...and we're back*

zayok

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