function*

...and then we do it all over again*

hotlinebling*

(intro)
i just know i want it, i know, i know, i know
whatever we had i just had to let it go

(verse 1)
whenever i go home, i feel like going back,
and whenever i'm alone, i feel like such a wreck
well, say it, why you playing?
and the grass it keeps on swaying
girl you know i was patient with you,
and i'm scared it took me too long to say this, but i gotta tell you 

(chorus)
i can't look back no more (x11)

(verse 2)
and i can only blame myself (x2)
and i just tried to save myself (x2)
and why it gotta be so hard, to finally come out that shell
and you just gotta ask yourself, do you really have anyone else? (do ya?)

(chorus)
i can't look back no more (x11)

things i'll never get the chance to say to you*

i'm only getting older*

things i'll never get the chance to say to you (live vers)

setlist:
zayok - ...and we're back*
xaev - blisters (grimalkinn x soundboi x zayok edit)
venturing - vulture city
llainwire - bleed
flyingfish - wildflowers 2
zayok - proud/proud/proud*
zayok - and you don't even know who i am (cover)
zayok - and i'm only getting older

zayok @ poserweek

two and front*

darlin*

never enough* (w/quedronol*)

beatswitched throwaway*

and when everything moves, can i catch up
up (x7)
and when i finally breakthrough, will i be stuck
stuck (x7)
and i'm so scared and confused cause it-
and when i finally hear news, i don't matter
(it's a recurring dream, where you call me, and i don't pick up and i'm the one in front this time x 2)
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused,
head hurts, head hurts, head hurts, head hurts,
no
i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-,
no
love you, love, love, love you, love, love,
not news, not news, not news, not
stuck

disappointment + everything else you're scared of*

feat @46b and @grapes_1

wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)

stuck and conflicted
how can i fix this
they told me i'm trippin
but they waited til i fell down
i know that i miss it
you know that i miss it
so what's the point of waiting why can't i tell you now
(guessed it)
find out what i meant to you
i'm too focused on what shouldve been with you
i'd be lying if i didnt say
that that was true

guess it
guess it
guess it
guess it
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess




i didnt want this, nd u just wanted somethin
dont say i mean something to u when u dont mean it
im losin reasons to keep stayin with u

tryna trick me into thinkin i miss u
always tellin me "lets do this 4 the one time"
i remember when u were always my lifeline
now every time that we talk, u take my lifetime

we aint meant to work
left this relationship hurt
and i dont know if i can recover

please dont try to get me back
had me feelin so damn sad
its just fucked to even try

no i dont mind
a simple sorry
but i dont want yo bullshit where you talkin on yo life
ugh, istg i would rather just die, just die 

writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit down- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)

sit down care about patience
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
sit down care lose patience

wrote you last night, awaiting response* w/edyn+ grapes

from me to you, connected/intertwined* + sydney + kaylen + fleafriends + crim$on

if i could rewind time
if i could see lifeline
and wish that you were mine
i would

i know that i don't mind
i know that you don't mind
that i really really miss you

say it through gritted teeth
shrouded in mystery
no one to really see
pushing the boundary
man
but i know this time, this time
this time

this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right

tell me what it feel like
when you're living in real life
without me
i'm a real fresh boy from the county
no you better not doubt me

no I aint got no time today
aint got no motivation
aint no words to say
you aint rocking w me I just laugh in your face
just know that with time comes something great

did you ever think so far
don't know how i'm still here
questioning my surroundings
leave it just how i found it
but somehow i always turn back, around
and i never heard a word back
(no words at all)
i've watched it fall my own tower
and now i crawl back
but this time

this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right

after all, the rain can't last forever* + phoenix

(i love someone mom, so i had to run
don't you see?
i'm sorry okay?
i'm fine, that's all you need to know isn't it?)
it falls apart like the moment that i wake up
got me stressing tryna stay up
and my throats dry no more flavor
i cant lieee
i dont have time
and im running out to save you and me
and i feel it closing in
i feel it in my skin
i don't wanna confront you again
and i only do it cause i care about you

my legs are broken,
and so is your heart,
can you smile at-

can you smile at my face (cry against the world)
till my teeth are poor (cry against the world)
my legs are broken (cry against the world)
and so is your heart (cry against the world)

it just might be you and me, but that's okay* + middleclassed.

it's a weekend you're calling, can i pick up the line
and cry, and cry, and cry
it's a weekend you're calling, can i pick up the line
and cry, and cry, and cry
it's a weekend you're calling, can i pick up the line
and cry, and cry, and cry
it's a weekend you're calling, can i pick up the line
and cry, and cry, and cry

and cry, and cry, and cry
and cry, and cry, and cry
and cry, and cry, and cry
and cry, and cry, and cry
and cry, and cry

pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up
pick- pick- pick- pick up, pick up

sometimes it's okay to lie
you do it like all the time
i don't even sacrifice
i don't need to sacrifice no
you dont even have to try
no

how to love efficiently and correctly without fail and/or repercussions*

i've always wondered why you put me in a coma
stars in the clouds when i hold you
and i realize i've never really known you
and i feel like i'm just drowning in my own tub

[verse 1]
and why it gotta be this way, so hard to explain how i feel
walking through a thousand doors and i still can't find the one
that you reside in
scars on me, man i feel like hiding
and i can't find it
took a thousand tries and i can't find it
so what's the point of trying?
i'm trying to find the point, the point of trying

so tell me why i cry then
you ridicule me past the point, i know it's pointless then
help me fear for myself
help me fear for myself
help mе fear for myself
(i know you don't care)
hеlp me fear for myself
(i know you don't care)

[chorus]
i've always wondered why you put me in a coma
stars in the grass when i hold you
and i've noticed that i've never really known you
and i feel just like i'm drowning in my own tub
i said i love you back then, i still mean it now

i've always wondered why you put me in a coma
stars in the grass when i hold you
and i've noticed that i've never really known you
and i feel just like i'm drowning in my own tub
i said i love you back then, i still mean it now

[chorus]
i've always wondered why you put me in a coma
stars in the grass when i hold you
and i've noticed that i've never really known you
and i feel just like i'm drowning in my own tub
i said i love you back then, i still mean it now

[refrain]
i don't wanna drown
i said i love you back then, i still mean it now
i don't wanna, i don't wanna, i don't wanna drown
i said i love you back then, i mean mean it now

i don't wanna drown
i said i love you back then, i still mean it now
i said i love you back then, i said i love you back then
i said i love you back then, i still mean it now

i don't wanna drown
i said i love you back then, i still mean it now
i don't wanna, i don't wanna, i don't wanna drown
i said i love you back then, i still mean it now
i don't wanna drown
i said i love you back then, i still need it now
i said i love you back then, i said i love you back then
i said i love you back then, i still mean it now

i still mean it now*

we're back and forth conversing
but you make me so nervous
is it the way i speak
is it the way i breathe
my heart keeps feeling heavy
delicate but so deadly
you make it seem so easy for someone like me
would you tell me its okay if i asked
hold me close if i asked
write me notes if i asked
hold the door
would you tell me that i'm (bleep) if i asked
i'm not sure if i asked
i prolly won't

i hope you know that i love you
and think that you're so cool
but sometimes you do things
that pull me in closer
and it hurts me to say this
im pulling my faith in
im going all in
and this is mostly for you
i hope you know that its true
i hope you know that its true

reassure me* (interlude*)

with @hiseph
is it right to call my bluff?
had me waiting long, gave it all for you
i don't think you'd betray my trust so baby when i call pick it up
can you tell me what you want? keep on switching up
i swear you'll leave me out to rot (you can tell me what you're all bout)
and it's like everytime we talk the feelings don't come out at all, at all

is it right to call my bluff?
had me waiting long, gave it all for you
i don't think you'd betray my trust so baby when i call pick it up
can you tell me what you want? keep on switching up
i swear you'll leave me out to rot (you can tell me what you're all bout)
and it's like everytime we talk the feelings don't come out at all, at all

backwards forwards
she'll find out (i know that it's, i know that it's gone)
backwards forwards
she'll find out
backwards forwards
she'll find out (i know that it's, i know that it's gone)
backwards forwards
she'll find out
backwards forwards
she'll find out (i know that it's, i know that it's gone)
backwards forwards
she'll find out
backwards forwards
she'll find out (i know that it's, i know that it's gone)
backwards forwards
she'll find out

blush* + seph

...and we're back*

once* + fleafriends

Prequel forever w/ thatcherblackwood, gunk, edyn, fleafriends

our last ballad*

my tribute to trying* w/ sydney + gunk

everything after you* w/ elxnce + sydney

waste
******************************************************************
everything produced by me unless stated*
##fcvs
##party

zayok

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