Produced by @vampiremutual
Background Vocals & Mastering by @blackwinterwells
Started July 2023

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/11ig4KhZEzCyluoJEBQ3Nm?si=c3b38cb72c884106
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Elxnce-limerence-lyrics
Download: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/limerence

Limerence

and when everything moves, can i catch up
up (x7)
and when i finally breakthrough, will i be stuck
stuck (x7)
and i'm so scared and confused cause it-
and when i finally hear news, i don't matter
(it's a recurring dream, where you call me, and i don't pick up and i'm the one in front this time x 2)
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused,
head hurts, head hurts, head hurts, head hurts,
no
i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-,
no
love you, love, love, love you, love, love,
not news, not news, not news, not
stuck

disappointment + everything else you're scared of*

project that was planned for today has been delayed indefinitely. got much more work to do.

here's a track from the project, love sydney. 

GREETINGS FROM RACCOON, ILLINOIS

nuh uh
he loves me nuh uh
i love her nuh uh
i tell him no-ne
of my secrets
he stuffs me u-up
i dont give a fuck
we fuck just to fuck
i hate what ive become

i bite my tongue
i bite my tongue/he bites my tongue
he stuffs me up
make me shut up (god, shes so stupid)
i bite my tongue (im joking)
he bites my tongue (i wish i could choke you)
he stuffs her up (because, im sickened by your touch)
he stuffs her up/make her shut up
make her shut up
make me shut up

picture perfect people posting pages of my peers
i try to ignore it but my hands can't reach my ears
i'm a fucking asshole picking her brain just to see her
i'm a fucking asshole but i need her, "Bitch, come here."

not scared of no one but i'm afraid to face my fears.
i have a fear of losing everything i hold dear
one day that day has to come but i don't wanna see her-
at all so if you would, would you please stay the fuck away from me?

Flesh Lips

feat @46b and @grapes_1

wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)

stuck and conflicted
how can i fix this
they told me i'm trippin
but they waited til i fell down
i know that i miss it
you know that i miss it
so what's the point of waiting why can't i tell you now
(guessed it)
find out what i meant to you
i'm too focused on what shouldve been with you
i'd be lying if i didnt say
that that was true

guess it
guess it
guess it
guess it
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess




i didnt want this, nd u just wanted somethin
dont say i mean something to u when u dont mean it
im losin reasons to keep stayin with u

tryna trick me into thinkin i miss u
always tellin me "lets do this 4 the one time"
i remember when u were always my lifeline
now every time that we talk, u take my lifetime

we aint meant to work
left this relationship hurt
and i dont know if i can recover

please dont try to get me back
had me feelin so damn sad
its just fucked to even try

no i dont mind
a simple sorry
but i dont want yo bullshit where you talkin on yo life
ugh, istg i would rather just die, just die 

writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit down- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)

sit down care about patience
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
sit down care lose patience

wrote you last night, awaiting response* w/edyn+ grapes

...and we're back*

[track5]
prod. me

lyrics:

photographs on my doorstep
i don't know, did i misstep?
ima ask do you love me?
it's a trick question
but i couldn't ever tell you
not now
not now
not now, ever
-
(the answer)
you said make a move, this a tryout
so tell me why the fuck i'm out here dried out 
so tell me what the fuck it is you missed out
cuz it seems like an excuse for you to leave now
-
ima fucking break down i'll reset
you don't even know how much i'm upset
i hope that you know that i miss that 
god i hope you fucking know that i miss that.

[+20]

reset

prod. @attc
feat. @catgif @attc

@qxi
you not funny get out my sights please
i got money i got hella green
we w/ catgif feeling so damn free...... 💸
you not my friend, you just bought a feat

off this exotic seed
you jus a fan who you tryna be
i'll block ur contact bitch, no i don't wanna meet
guess i am someone that u cannot be

@catgif
yeah im smoking potent shit got me too high
i cant walk i think im too fried
i dont get no sleep i do ts like all night
& your pockets gettin thinner you aint do it right
im next up yeah im getting to the bag
boy you jealous you aint got no enby swag
new fit on i gotta take off all the tags
i pop that shit im moving fast

@attc
yea bitch i smoked u so hard u need an ice pack
yo bitch is so poor i felt so bad i gave yo ice back
and u not comedic so u smokin nice pack
yo girl love me think she needs a buy back

bank account so low yea
u be going broke
while i'm smokin on this dope yea
ion wanna beef while im cookin on tis stove
ion wanna beef while im just Rollin up tis cone yea

@qxi
u not funny take that back
i jus want my money n i want it fast
i've been glitching dropping tabs
if i want it i'll drop a bag

u not funny take that ba ba b ba
i jus want my money n i want it fa a a aa a a a 
i've been glitching dropping ta ta a a aa
if i want it i'll drop a ba ba ba a a  a a aaa a a  a a a ba ba ba  a a  a  a  a a   aba ba ba a a a ba ba ba

all platforms

So damn free w/ catgif & attic p. attic

L & R !!!

R:
I know you wanna see me cry.
I'll never forget cuz I know it's the only you want.
Why you never picking up my calls?
It's cuz your praying on my downfall and your waiting for me to fall.

I got what you need.
When your with me I cannot breathe!
Digging in my skin scrapping on my teeth.
Please don't go! Please stay with me!

L (Pre-chorus):
and the reasons i dont let go
the things i left in the marigolds
i miss the sight i had on everything
i lost it when i turned 17

the dreams i had
the views i saw
and the things i learned from them
now i cant get them back ever again

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstop ringing on my phone 
ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstoop 

L (Verse 2):
feelin the same that i have always had
always taken the same pld path
and im tired of all of that

help me, i need you by my side
cause im not doin alright
and i need some of the light

dear diary, i lost my way today
and i dont know if im okay,
my heart is stuck in a race
and its never gonna change

the finish line, its always moving back
its close and then its far
and its starting to hurt my heart

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ill tear it down and put it back
youre like a drug i keep relapsin
i dont know why i keep stressin
actin like its a confession

if i keep goin ill collapse
ill decompose the time elapsed in
seconds that i count in my mind

L and R (Outro):
is that good?
yea, its good

Nonstop !

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

(fuck)

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

now this is a story i don't wanna tell
it's like the end of a movie i haven't seen before
i've always lived for attention, why can't you see that?
i'm on my knees, begging for more

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
(was it something i did?)
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

(195.569)

war within

obligatory bday post but super late lmao

Cover of Problems by Pinegrove

Problems

prod. me

i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

that's enough to kill the bitch
stuck inside my room
i don't give a shit
more time to myself
ima make a hit
yea my mom said i'll make it
IMA MAKE THIS SHIT

i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

-tacular
ask me how i feel
i feel spectacular 
-tacular 
-tacular
spectacular 

i'm tryna do this shit for too long
it better work out
i've tried to hit the ball too far
now there's no sound
they tryna take me down i said 
FUCK YOU
HOPE IT WORKS OUT
i've got the best feeling 
it's somebody i know 
i hope you get well

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

spectacular

waste
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##party

wrote you last night, awaiting response* w/edyn+ grapes

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