this shit is so beautiful I'm almost shedding tears nigga

spring summer 24

upd: made this song when i was bored and it became my biggest song, i appreciate everyone who listened or listens to this song. thank you :)

one of us prod me

dedicated to u <3

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

ill do anything for u if u really want it
tell me what u want and i swear i got it
if i fuckin like it then i gotta cop it
better headspace when nothing is toxic
blinded by the purity,, blinded by options
ive been thru it all thought i fuckin lost it
days are spent inside,, days spent in the moment
things will be alright thiss jus in the moment

writing words away
we can ride away
or we can talk for days
nothing u could say would push me away
we both feel the pain,, i know u relate
no itll never change, shit will stay the same
i could hold ur hand were walking thru the rain
im in a different time,, im in a different place
and if it gets too hard im taking u away

us <3 (prod. bonxpf)

once* + Speaking role

shout out @1ure for coverart
prod @vampiremutual

when it snows it falls down on the concrete floor
please just promise me i cant hurt you-

lyrics:

what's the word? baby girl im tryna ball
if you need me hit my line give me a call
we gon make it out i swear im not that-
pulling up with @fuckhi
talking down these niggas die
we been making money moves these niggas cant believe they eyes
copy what we do it's almost like that shit ai
ask me how i feel i tell these niggas ( supa )

I dont wanna tell you to stop
there's a body go get a mop
how you could you run off on us oh no
why you keep screaming that you dont wanna die?
im tryna find the words to describe you
your evil but your beautiful you lie too
never really met anybody like you
know you did me wrong but baby i still like uuu

i cant hurt you prod sydneyrunner

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

spotify

and i keep running back to the things i brought 
still tryna hold you close to my arms 
still tryna think of the things i love
felt like a being i wasnt someone
i thought you said the only one
one more screw up and im done
never thought my bestfriedn would play with my love 

im going crazy 
thought you was my baby 
i saw you there 
singing with the blue daisy
sorry i got lazy 
you just so amazing
you gone but thanks 
for time that you gave me x2

 never there for me 
im sing this song while  i bleed 
girl you did me wrong you dont need me 
it just felt so wrong how you blammed me
and i was there for you when you needed me most 
you barely needed me so it just felt like i lost you
remember at that movies we was getting so close 
you was never there for me so its normal without you

lied in every single note that you gave me
saying that you wanna grow but hate me 
heaven is the that a roam in my daydreams
everything about  me you know doesn't faze me

i love you (fleafriends)

shelved since feb 2024
wait, and i'm sorry that i'm distant
and everything you do, i'll go against my wishes
tell me oh
hurt my bones tryna fix it
then why do i still miss it 
ill stand bleeding in the kitchen
and you'll sit by and look and listen
and you’ll sit by and look and list-
sometimes i wish i did
cut me off just with a snip
all our life was just a fib
for better or worse
 i wish that it worked…
and if you killed me 
no one would notice
and when she killed me
i guess i never noticed
hold still and watch me tote this
i cared for you so much i guess i owed it
wait, and i'm sorry that i'm distant
and everything you do, i'll go against my wishes
tell me oh

@PatheticGirl43

tell me its over ill leave right now
forgot to look down saw that im bleeding out
vision's blurred do you see me now
and i hold on hope that you’ll come newfound
cant move from the neck down
havent checked my pulse i think im screwed 
can’t take no breaths now
ever since you cut the lights out in this room
(hi mom!)
ever since you cut the lights out in this room
its true
want you to understand so badly
i wanted you so bad i let you stab me nooo
and even now i’d let you,  gladly

you didn’t tell me you were so cold
(everyday is a different battle)

And i have never felt better then after i was thrown away w/ sydney runner

Warning, forever

let it be (prod lilbih)

Production @granularize @gmodravemix

Additional Production @ferais

urself +fashionist @irene @og

Short cliche song about missing someone

Monster! prod sxm

(Love? Idk, I just want some fun)
Love Love Love
Shoulda cared about, care about me 
Who Loves
She care about, cared about me
I love It
Shoulda cared, Shoulda cared 
If I said that loved you
I was stuck on the ferris wheel with my first lover x2
I was stuck on the ferris wheel with my first love
Everybody got love n war in their own blood
I told lucy I was on a tour
Breaking through the mud
I told lancey I was on a tour 
Breaking through the rut x2
I told myself
If I don’t love myself, how can I love you ?

Love (Zayok)

i aint never seen you dance girl 
i aint never seen you dance nahh
im thinking she love me cus im numb 
i fell in love when she ask me where im from
yea
im from in the nj niggas talk down but i dont play 
im tryna put a smile on my dogs face on the worst day
nigga like spongebob think of happy things in the worst case 

blue eyes cute smile 
i wan ride wit you 
fuck shit i might die for you 
yeah you a cool girl i heard many things
they dont lie with you 
smoke sum dope get high wit you 
we too dope we cloud the room 

niggas talk that shit all up inside they dont want that shade 
most my niggas dont aim but if i fye then its okay 
we can take my jet that nigga dont got wifi up on his plane 
im serious im glad i have sum niggas that think my shit curious 
i call it what it is cus it aint no experiment 
you dont have to run it back to get this exprience 
damn damn i try so hard 
nigga aint no kidding dropped my ass on the floor
my ass been ignored 
and still no love?
these niggas realizing that its still no luck 

i aint never seen you dance girl 
i aint never seen you dance nahh
im thinking she love me cus im numb 
i fell in love when she ask me where im from
im from in the nj niggas talk down but i dont play 
im tryna put a smile on my dogs face on the worst day
:)

cool girl prod aghast praisewa

she
disc @kryst3n
alt @kryst4n
proud member of @forgort
also proud member of @starsfallen

forevermore*****
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once* + Speaking role

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