Ultimately Redundant

mainly hyperpop :3c

July 2023

CALL ME IF YOU GET LOST

SWEET / I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO DANCE (feat. Brent Faiyaz & Fana Hues)

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

tickets w/ phreyla (chef9thegod + tcl)

justin bieber #freestyle (melik)

where u go 
@myfaultt
@dooozii
@kiddghxst
prod @erdo @1foxglove

lyrics

faultt:
you left me wondering
where all the time we spent even went
no time for sundering
surprised i even have feelings left

but im so glad i left u
u were more of a burden
im looking at ur texts
and now ik we're done for certain

plec0:
where u go?
where u go?
i need in my life
where u go?
where u go?
u said ur on my side
where u go?
where u go?
did u take my advice?

dooozii:
i want you to love me
pull me close
our connection's so bloody
(where'd you go)
missing you on my tongue
i keep on holding back
where's all the fun
lay down my life, take it all
wanna keep me uninvolved
weigh down my time, risk the fall
out your life, forgettable
taking what you said
messing w my head
tell me get back
countin big racks
(where'd you go)

shober:
i slipped up, falling down
i didnt want us falling out
i hear your heart pace
i needa retake
i feel my heart race
i need a-
one bottle i cant see no one
second bottle cant hear no one
im on my own, get some more tris down
should i even feel bad
tell me what i did idk
dont need to come back
just tell me where you go

also
tysm for 5k on all talk+1k on disconsolate. ly xx

where u go w/ faultt, dooozii, shober [erdo, foxglove]

(out on all plats)
prod: drma x soundsbymicah x atononmymind
thanks to pd for hoping on
lyrics:
zay:
uh you in my head
infinite feelins from you on my bed 
uh need you instead
ima give you one more chance to get ahead

yk that i wanted more but
you said i was movin too fast before
our relationship was movin in time
i need you baby
i need you to be mine
i need her to tell me if we are forever
or ima forget her
i dont wanna stress her
i wanna be better

i guess we runnin outta time
i told you that i loved you
but you told me you were fine
you not stuck in my mind
told you that was your last chance go catch a ride
but you came back that night
you knew you were wrong n i was right
ohhh yeah
you were polite
i cant believe that
i just let you spend the night

pd:
why
do i try
everytime yeah im losin my mind
cuz you couldve fuckin done better
yeah i cry n whine n my letters
yeah i detest her

oh whyyy
do you lieeee

cuz yeah im fuckin done now
yeah you wanna talk
but im on the fuckin run now
runnin till the suns out oh no

spendthenight? w/pdktp

no bite w/ rans0m & phreyla (yaego, dreamz, & wenom)

follow producers of this song @basecampmusique + @GXNXVS

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very very very excited to say that as a thank u for 50k I'm releasing a track off my upcoming EP, this is also a remix of a single from my bud @jamalwoon's upcoming EP, so keep ur eyes peeled ppl & thank you so fucking much for all of this

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art by: wrvisuals

heal you (oshi redo) ft. jamal woon & courtney bennett

Day 2 of "5 Day Mischon" feat. Novelist. 

Listen to the full project here:

http://smarturl.it/TheMischonListen

Day 2: Feeling (feat. Novelist)

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

Spotify

sour w/ 8485

<<##33 @blackwinterwells @pincode8485 <<##33
~ prodd. @angelus7k @alice-gass @ginsengxx

[buh]
heds mixd upp i gta go nw,, *~*
i cn barely thinkk,, i thinkk i gta wtch outt #0.o#
gta gt up,, no i cnt stay dwnxx ._.
thy bn testn me bt rlly @ wht cost nw ?

<<##33's beatn out my chestt bt im lockd inxx ||o.o||
i js rly wna lv wht did i wlk in ?.?
iv bn fln lik a mess i thnk i lostt itxx #_@
i wnt evn say a wordd thers no mor tlkn ;;X

lostt it al bt il mk it bak,, im loosin time yh im loosn tracc ;;//
dnt kno y i fkn laf,, its ovrwhelming yh i cnt do tht d*,,*b

mixd up ++ blackwinterwells ++ 8485 [p. angelus + alice gas + ginseng]

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spendthenight? w/pdktp

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