I Want to eat your pancreas (OG)(prod. Boyfifty X Ayleen Valentine)

I did not hit her 
It’s not true
It’s bullshit 
I did not hit her
I did not
Oh hi mark

Said you really want the beef, go get the dinner plate
Pack it up and go get your bags I got somewhere you can stay 
But it’s time for you to leave that’s really what the watch say 
Sorry you ain’t staying here you know I ain’t tryna pay
She say that I’m a bad person I still dunno who isn’t 
You tryna talk me baby I swear your voice unpleasant
Got so much money I make Elon Musk look like a peasant 
I’ll get you all excited but hoe you ain’t gettin no present 
You’ll be lucky if I’m present 
Make money every second 
I can’t spare a single sentence 
Please get out my way I’m finished

If we got a problem I ain’t trippin we can run it foo
I don’t even like all that talkin bitch imma do it to
I been living life like I’m living off the edge
If you wanna run wit me bitch you gettin this bread 
I’m a good dude bad intentions when shit is said
If I don’t fuck wit you then you might as well just be dead bitch
Gettin hard to hide behind my problems all the same shit
Gettin hard to hide behind emotions I can’t face it 
Love is drug
I’m really fucking it up 
I wanna 
Fuck 

Aye bitch 
Rolling in this shit
Fuckin 2023 bitch 
All that shit 
All that shit
Bitch

heyzbee & wokely - LAVISH (prodbytera)

my body aches and i start to shake
it’s three o’clock but i’m still awake
i took a pill i don’t feel great 
if i really wanted to i’d go away 
from everyone 
i’m off a pill so numb 
i’m feeling like i’m so dumb
cuz i don’t know where i’m going 

everyday i get up
doing different things, yes i’m talking bout drugs
missing all the days that i used to hurt my lungs 
then i found love and thought i was done 
little did i know it got worse in a month 
taking these pills it was never enough 
couldn’t help myself so i hurt everyone 
funny i could never understand how to trust 
every time i do it always end up in a muck 
i been in a bad place mentally 
if i keep on doing this it’s the death of me 
push everyone away that’s my destiny 
i’d rather live in my own fantasy 
i’m a failure 
tell your kids not be me i’m a liar
every time i make a song i get higher 
i don’t even wanna do this but it’s dire 

i know i’m a burden you don’t have to tell me
i know what i’m doing is unhealthy 
but the fact is i don’t care about me 
if i did i would take care of my body 
i just saw your text 
i’m sorry i’m a mess 
i wish i didn’t exist 
cuz i cannot do this 

my body aches and i start to shake
it’s three o’clock but i’m still awake
i took a pill i don’t feel great 
if i really wanted to i’d go away 
from everyone 
i’m off a pill so numb 
i’m feeling like i’m so dumb
cuz i don’t know where i’m going

3 o’clock (dash & flesh)

(ZBEE)

I WAS AWAKE WHEN I SAW THE MEADOW BURNING 
BURNED UP TODAY I THINK I FOUND WHAT WAS HURTING
I WAS ALONE AND THEN I SAW THE WORLD TURNING
I DUNNO WHY BUT I CHERISHED OUR LOVES EARNINGS 

(WOKELY)

I WAS ALONE IN MY HOME, AND I’M NOW HURTING 
TURN OFF THE PHONE, BE ALONE, IT’S NOT WORKING (WORKING)
TRYING SO HARD TO FORGET ABOUT THE WORST THINGS 
LIE IN MY BED WITH REGRET I’M ALWAYS HURTING (HURTING) 
I’M GETTING HIGH TO PASS TIME, I’M ALWAYS HIDING 
AWAY FROM YOU I’M A FOOL, THERE’S NO ESCAPING 
I’M LOSING WEIGHT I’M AFRAID THAT IMMA HURT YOU 
NOTHING TO DO, I’M CONFUSED, I FUCKING BLEED THROUGH (BLEED THROUGH)

(ZBEE)

BREAKING DOWN THESE WALLS MIGHT JUST BE THE BEST THING FOR ME TO DO
SEE MY HEART ITS BREAKING UNDER PRESSURE I DONT WANT IT TO 
HURTING MYSELF I CANT SEE THE THINGS I LOVED I AM IN TWO 
BUT IF I KEEP ON DOING THIS I MIGHT BURN DOWN BRIDGES I USED

(ZBEE)

I WAS AWAKE WHEN I SAW THE MEADOW BURNING 
BURNED UP TODAY I THINK I FOUND WHAT WAS HURTING
I WAS ALONE AND THEN I SAW THE WORLD TURNING
I DUNNO WHY BUT I CHERISHED OUR LOVES EARNINGS

i had an anxiety attack on the plane (feat. wokely)(taymxru)

i don’t know what to say with all this laughter
i forgot what i even was after
i see things in a way it doesn’t matter 
if i do what i say, it’s a disaster 
therapy would be nice, but now i start to realize
that the gloominess in my eyes, is nothing more than i like 
fantasies is just my real life, including all despise 
witness all that i choose to hide, i’m sorry i been up all night 

i found love inside pill bottle 
i’m sorry i’m in the middle 
of something that i did before 
and now i am uncomfortable 
i’m anxious and stressed oh no 
it’s hard for me to put on clothes 
i take this and i do the most 
and hurt the ones that i love more
but i’ll find out 
in this next week, if i don’t i’ll doubt 
that i am enough, if i don’t do this now
i think i’ll be gone, when the lights go out 
and then i’ll see a ghost 

i don’t wanna come off as weak 
but when i speak my words, they come out like the waves of the sea
and then i take a seat and i try my best to possibly breathe
without hostility, my words are cutting deep into me 
but i’m too scared to bleed 
i don’t wanna say what’s on my mind if i speak honestly
half the time i do it feels like everyone is judging me 
the other half thinks every time i speak i might be lying 
cuz all my life i tried my best to just keep denying 
i found myself in other people, but those people fade away
all my life i struggled so much, i just wanna stay awake
i’m tired of myself cuz everyday i make the same mistakes 
i’m sorry you shouldn’t have to deal with this, i’m always in the way 

(i don’t know what to say with all this laughter)
(i forgot what i even was after)
(i see things in a way it doesn’t matter)
(if i do what i say, it’s a disaster) 
i been smoking too much i think it’s become a problem 
and i’m never enough so how could i ever solve em 
i’m in over my head, but i don’t think it is stopping 
i wish that it would end, cuz i can’t take it i’m hurting 

i found love inside pill bottle 
i’m sorry i’m in the middle 
of something that i did before 
and now i am uncomfortable 
i’m anxious and stressed oh no 
it’s hard for me to put on clothes 
i take this and i do the most 
and hurt the ones that i love more
but i’ll find out 
in this next week, if i don’t i’ll doubt 
that i am enough, if i don’t do this now
i think i’ll be gone, when the lights go out 
and then i’ll see a ghost

im going to therapy soon, im terrified (michael harrison)

Do you understand what’s wrong?
Notes that we made are gone 
Grass turned grey stay strong 
Bird chirping, oh my God

Try to speak but my words they stumble 
Only thing around me are the different kind of monsters 
Getting through this fire, honestly I’d be a goner
If I die right here I think it’d really be an honor
Step, if I do I might just see you 
Scratching at my skin hoping one day it become see through 
Help, I’m not sure what I can do
With all these scars I’m not sure what I have turned into 

These notes that I’ve been finding
Dancing with butterflies and laughing at old trees
Staring through the windows and a feeling of a cold breeze 
I can feel your shadow it’s viewing from the toad creek 

Do you understand what’s wrong?
Notes that we made are gone 
Grass turned grey stay strong 
Bird chirping, oh my God

Try to speak but my words they stumble 
Only thing around me are the different kind of monsters 
Getting through this fire, honestly I’d be a goner
If I die right here I think it’d really be an honor
Step, if I do I might just see you 
Scratching at my skin hoping one day it become see through 
Help, I’m not sure what I can do
With all these scars I’m not sure what I have turned into

I Want to eat your pancreas (OG)(prod. Boyfifty X Ayleen Valentine)

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