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12. Jay Dee X HER - Nothing But Damage:Dilla Tribute

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Mix 071 - NoPlayJr Guest Mix
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For Mix 071, I am extremely lucky to feature my guy, Springfield OR based producer @noplayjr. NoPlay is one of the people who went out to San Diego with us and he was actually the first person I met when I touched down in the airport. He was also one of the contestants in the first Pass The Drive Sample Challenge Tournament, ultimately making it to the Final Round. For this mix, he got behind the decks for a lucky glimpse at his work towards being a DJ. We're very fortunate to have him featured for a guest slot on Boolah Radio.

Tracklist:
https://soundcloud.com/whothefuckisjk/swamp
https://soundcloud.com/noplayjr/drop
https://soundcloud.com/tsurha/boogeyman
https://soundcloud.com/randytchik/what-i-said-1
https://soundcloud.com/mr_carmack/parana
https://soundcloud.com/klemaestro/start-format-it
https://soundcloud.com/tekdotlun/damn-it-feel-good
https://soundcloud.com/vibininthecloud/get-down-1
https://soundcloud.com/asmrdad/carhartt
https://soundcloud.com/alwaysproperrecords/camo-mane-emune-giovane-six-high-rollers
https://soundcloud.com/bluetapefam/leroy-denero-my-life
https://soundcloud.com/calebcay/shots-fired-missy
https://soundcloud.com/boolahradio/chriz-javey-maria-im-drunk-house-remix
https://soundcloud.com/vibininthecloud/miami-humpin-3
https://soundcloud.com/noplayjr/baile-makes-you-lose-control
https://soundcloud.com/dinkthepoof/caked
https://soundcloud.com/petruswave/tomacadela
https://soundcloud.com/blackcollective/favela
https://soundcloud.com/loj-2/sets/live-it-up

By The Homies. For The Homies.
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Mix 071 - NoPlayJr Guest Mix

The waves rise higher every night,
Crashing in a rhythm I can’t fight.
I feel the pull beneath my ribs,
Something dragging me under again.
Salt stings the wounds I never show,
Cold water filling in the spaces I don’t control.
I keep trying to stay above the swell,
But every breath feels borrowed,
Every heartbeat feels like hell.

The current knows me too well—
It finds the cracks I try to hide.
I’m losing ground, losing light,
Pulled deeper by the tide.

I’m sinking in the deep tide break,
Caught in waves I never learned to escape.
The ocean keeps pulling at my bones,
Dragging me places I’ve never wanted to go.
I’m drowning in a sea I didn’t make,
Swallowed by the weight I can’t shake.
Reaching for the surface, reaching for air—
But the tide pulls harder,
Like it wants me there.

I hear the echo of my thoughts
Bouncing off the water’s skin.
If I scream, it only sinks,
Lost in the dark where the blue turns thin.
My arms are tired from the fight,
Every motion drags me deeper into night.
The water knows my weakness well,
It wraps around me slowly,
Like a story I can’t tell.

I feel the current circling tight,
Dragging every secret from my mind.
I’m fading further from the light,
Trying not to break this time.

I’m sinking in the deep tide break,
Caught in waves I never learned to escape.
The ocean keeps pulling at my bones,
Dragging me places I’ve never wanted to go.
I’m drowning in a sea I didn’t make,
Swallowed by the weight I can’t shake.
Reaching for the surface, reaching for air—
But the tide pulls harder,
Like it wants me there.

If the waves could soften,
If the water let me breathe,
Maybe I could rise again,
Maybe I could finally leave.
But the ocean keeps its grip,
Cold hands around my chest.
I keep sinking, sinking—
Trying my best.

The undertow knows my name.
The deep remembers everything.
The dark keeps pulling me home—
Where the pressure feels like peace.

I’m sinking in the deep tide break,
Caught in waves I never learned to escape.
The ocean keeps pulling at my bones,
Dragging me places I’ve never wanted to go.
I’m drowning in a sea I didn’t make,
Swallowed by the weight I can’t shake.
Reaching for the surface, reaching for air—
But the tide pulls harder,
Like it wants me there.

If I disappear beneath the blue,
Maybe the ocean already knew—
I’ve been drowning long before I sank,
Lost in a deep tide
No one else could break.

Deep Tide Break

I see it in your eyes before you speak,
Your mouth moves fast, your patience weak.
You mumble words and turn away,
Then act surprised I missed what you say.

You ask me “what’s wrong?” like I’m to blame,
Then glance at the clock, forget my name.
I ask again, just once—no crime,
You sigh and snap, “Forget it. Never mind.”

“Never mind,” like it costs too much breath,
Like my questions are dragging you to death.
You say you’re listening, but you never stay—
You’re already walking the other way.

You heard my voice, not the silence inside,
You nod like you know me—then say, “never mind.”
I asked for access, not your grace,
But you treat my deafness like a disgrace.

I don’t need your ears if they’re closed that tight,
I needed equity, not a fight.
Heard, but not listened to—
You’d rather talk than learn what’s true.

You speak too fast, you turn your head,
Your words blur out, your tone turns red.
I asked you slow, just once again,
You rolled your eyes like I offend.

You think I’m dumb ‘cause I asked twice,
But you never learned to say it right.
You think I’m fragile, think I’m slow—
But I hear differently, not less, you know.

I read your lips, I read the room,
I memorize what others assume.
You say I miss things, say I delay—
But I’ve been teaching myself every day.

You heard my voice, not the silence inside,
You nod like you know me—then say, “never mind.”
I asked for access, not your grace,
But you treat my deafness like a disgrace.

I don’t need your ears if they’re closed that tight,
I needed equity, not a fight.
Heard, but not listened to—
You’d rather talk than learn what’s true.

I’m not slow, I’m not lost, I’m not less—
I’m deaf, and I still deserve success.
But you write me off with every glance,
Like I’m the problem—never a chance.

You wouldn’t even face me straight,
Too bothered to accommodate.
You say you hear—but do you try?
Or do you just let my words pass by?

You heard my voice, not the silence inside,
You nod like you know me—then say, “never mind.”
But I’m not invisible, I’m not confused,
I’m not broken—I’m just refused.

So say it again, or say it slow,
Or better yet—just let me show.
Heard, but not listened to—
But one day, I’ll be louder than you.

So don’t you dare call me dumb again,
I’ve read more books than most your friends.
You heard the sound—but missed the girl.
I hear differently. I still hear the world.

Heard, But Not Listened To

Calm Down 10 Slow Tape

Heartbreak made me delusional, but at least it made the music fire. These songs sound like late-night calls, half-truths, and the type of love that leave you talking to God and your group chat. If you ever spun the block on a nigga who ain’t deserve it—welcome home, bitch.

Time and Time Again

Rae [90bpm] - Vocal

The master of mash ups @DuncanGerow blends some of FE's finest releases with classic R&B acapellas

With this one Duncan blends @falcxne's "wet" (https://soundcloud.com/first-ear/falcxne-wet) with JT's "My Love"

We're moving away from download services which force listeners to repost, follow etc to access a low quality mp3 download, however if you enjoy this release then we encourage you to follow @duncangerow & @falcxne, then grab a free high quality download via our bandcamp.

https://firstear.bandcamp.com/album/fe-blends-vol-1

artwork by @roevicious

Calm Down 10 Slow Tape

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